How some people change, and some people stay the same.
How illusion-ised the whole thing was, by me and only me.
How tricked i was. How stupid i was. How blind i was.
Why couldn't i see? Why couldn't i listen?
Why couldn't i take it in?
Maybe you're still the same. But i'm not anymore.
i finally learned to hate you, and somehow, im relieved.
Gone with the days i stared at you during assembly.
gone with the days i ruined my textbooks with your name.
Gone with the days i crave to pass by your class.
The days i wished to call. The days i wished you would call.
The days i actually DID call and get hung up on.
Gone the wishful thinking, the liking, the whole staying in tuition just to see you routine.
I finally hate you.
no. i wish i did. how could i hate you?
but the dreamer has gone, i have learned not to be swept away with your sweet words.
Learned not to be deceived by you. and for that, I thank you.
Maybe somehow, the way you treated me, will somehow help me in my future.
'Li May, i pity you. He doesn't like you.'
'he treats you so badly.'
'i think i should just shut up now.'
I would like to thank my friends who had warned me. So Sorry i never listened.
How illusion-ised the whole thing was, by me and only me.
How tricked i was. How stupid i was. How blind i was.
Why couldn't i see? Why couldn't i listen?
Why couldn't i take it in?
Maybe you're still the same. But i'm not anymore.
i finally learned to hate you, and somehow, im relieved.
Gone with the days i stared at you during assembly.
gone with the days i ruined my textbooks with your name.
Gone with the days i crave to pass by your class.
The days i wished to call. The days i wished you would call.
The days i actually DID call and get hung up on.
Gone the wishful thinking, the liking, the whole staying in tuition just to see you routine.
I finally hate you.
no. i wish i did. how could i hate you?
but the dreamer has gone, i have learned not to be swept away with your sweet words.
Learned not to be deceived by you. and for that, I thank you.
Maybe somehow, the way you treated me, will somehow help me in my future.
'Li May, i pity you. He doesn't like you.'
'he treats you so badly.'
'i think i should just shut up now.'
I would like to thank my friends who had warned me. So Sorry i never listened.
1 comments:
aw i'm so sorry this happened may...he's not worth it. at all. you deserved much better.
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