Be My Only - ping.bren.sara (:

My oh so talented girlfriends (;

raaaawrr again, WHY'D I HAVE TO BE SO FAR AWAY FROM THE PEOPLE I LOOOVEEE!! Thanks giiiirrllss :D :D :D be seeing all of you in JUUUNNEEE meanwhile *replays video a million times over HAHAHAHAHA*
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more than, anything.

Days like these remind me of just how lucky i am, truly.
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the stupidity continues.

Thanks for being the best friends a girl could ever have (: and thanks for always being concerned for me, K, but im a big girl now, IMMA GONNA BE OKAY (; but if im not, i know where to find you *heartsies*


ps. im always ALWAYS going to be SINGING OVER 'Christmas Lights'. xp tralalalala~

Scarf Monster Projects #4

before i properly forget to blog about this at all,

HEADLINES:

DEATH BY SCARF.
VICTIM #2, FOUND.

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true colours,
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Valentine's Day

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"They are all the ones nobody wants. Most of the times you throw them away. I like the idea that tomorrow somebody is going to see them floating by and wonder where they came from, behind the mystery of it all. I used to actually put them together and practice new designs with them and drop them off at a random doorstep with a note saying 'Somebody out there loves you'. Then I got to thinking, what if they found out that someone was me?"

"Would they want me to be the one that loves them?"

- Reed, Valentine's Day

One of the saddest quotes ever.

Had trouble falling asleep last night and that line haunted me. I miss my anytime sms buddies, brenda, bryan, yaw HAHA, anytime of the night i message, i KNOW at least ONE of you will be awake. why'd you all have to be so far away, huh?

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ps, to end this on a slightly happier note, FINALLY got to watch Rapunzel/Tangled. It was wonderful (: Favorite character : MAXIMUS!! He's so hilarious, i laugh at every scene he appears in. Rawr!


Currently hooked on : Back to December - Taylor Swift

So here's the thing,

i actually LIKE being alone on buses and walking home alone. There's this sort of quiet, where its not really quiet, but in your mind, it is. I like the constant hum of the bus engine, the way the whole bus shakes when it goes over a bump, and the constant chit-chattering that is happening all around. Same as when im walking home, the sounds of the cars and buses just whizzing past, the different sorts of people walking on the streets, laughter, laughter, just lots of laughter.

I tend to zone out a lot at times like these.

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My mind goes into this mode where everything is just quiet and nice and peaceful. and there's a constant train of thought in my head, not always making a whole lot of sense, but its just nice. And when i reach my destination, i snap out of it, and i dont even remember what i was thinking about earlier, but i know i was thinking of something.

So tonight, as i was making my way home, i was in that zone again, then these 3 girls sorta just approached me to ask for directions but because i was IN THE MODE and so unaware of my surroundings, when they spoke to me, i literally jumped a little HAHAHHAA i can only say, THANK GOD I DIDNT SCREAM. they noticed and were apologizing profusely+laughing a bit at the whole thing HAHAHA ohh maaaann,

'sorry, im so sorry'
'no no, its okay'
'sorry, we were just wondering where the tube station is'

rawr. HAHAHA and that's why its so easy to scare me. =___=" i guess im just so out of it most of the time. In my own little world. I really do enjoy just being quiet sometimes though, like the other time went for a apartment viewing with my sister, and she was revising on the bus and i was just zoning out for a good half hour.

(:

anyway.

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i know i promised to blog about more interesting things but i guess that will have to wait till next week. Till then,

bryans advice when i was really sick,
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...

anyway, found some meds that my cousin left behind when they came over in september so :D its a miracle, healed overnight!! :D im a happy girl!

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*gulp* OOUUUCCCHH.

my throat HURTS.
it really REALLY hurts.
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been hurting for a week now, but ive been downing so many glasses of water that could possibly have filled up a dried up lake somewhere with dead fish so it SHOULD be getting better but its not. Its so not. in fact, i think it got worse cause i dont even want to swallow my saliva at this point cause it HUUURTSSS. it was better this morning so i got happy like this,
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big smile, tiny asian slit like eyes and everything

got home and started bursting into song. sang and sang and sang and NOW MY THROAT IS KILLING ME FROM THE INSIDE. ): Guess who's not SMILING NOW?!?! Its so bad that ive stared into the mirror with my mouth open to see if its all bleeding at the back or something =____=" NO AWESOME SMALL TORCH LIGHT like the doctors though so, just felt stupid.

meh. i just want to lie in bed and...
not swallow my saliva.

making barley at the moment. comfort foooood.

shall blog again tomorrow with more interesting stuff not concerning my sore throat WHICH HUUURTSSSS. yes whine whine whine. TT

ps.
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wow, you got big FAST. (:

Let's all meditate and be ZEN.

Bad day? Don't take it out on me.

That time we were returning to London from our december trip we all had to go through passport checks. When it was my turn, i got this grouchy old-ish dude. but nevertheless, as always, i smiled at him,

'Hi!'
*looks up, grouchy expression ensues*
'Are you a student?'
'Yes, yes i am'
'where are you studying?'
'Im studying at LSE, the London School of Economics.'
*looks up at me*
'I KNOW what L.S.E stands for.'

whoa, IM SORRY? o.o i only bothered to clarify because last time when i was coming in from malaysia to london, the fella asked me what it stood for so i just wanted to be clear. I didnt even say it in a condescending manner or anything, i dont know why he took offense.

*chuckles uneasily*
*flips through passport, HUGE FROWN*
'DO YOU KNOW THAT YOUR VISA IS EXPIRING?!'
'huh? oh um, i wasnt aware of this, im sorry'
*LOUD sigh*
'so WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?'
'well, um, i guess i'll go back and look it up and see what i can do to fix it'
*flips through passport and then LOOKS at it again, LOUD sigh*
'in fact, its ALREADY expired'
'oh, what?! really?!'
*GLARES at me*
'so WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT!?'
'um, can i just look at it for a moment?'

'um, sorry, doesnt this say the expiry date is on the 29th of October in the year 2012?'
'...'
'...'
*embarrassed smile*
'dont worry about it.'
*waves me through*
'huh? what?'
*spoken like a superhero, as in, 'all in a day's work' kinda thing*
'dont worry about it.'

=______="

like it was MY fault and he was just being nice about it, having a big heart and everything and just waving me through. Feeling generous, so DONT WORRY ABOUT IT. Men and their EGO. I swear all he wanted was to pick a fight or something, ): maybe he was having a bad day? i dont know. Boo. Dont take it out on me.

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irreplaceable

so i had this dream that this dude, brenda and I were out shopping for a present for suping. we were both wearing heels and he was walking pretty damned fast and we were both struggling to keep up, at some point i went,

'i bet ping never had to walk this fast.
lets just give up and walk slowly, man.
he's bound to notice we're missing and then stop to wait for us.'

and brenda went,
' i can run fast.'

and then i turned to look at her. and she turned to look at me. and then we both BURST OUT LAUGHING. DAHAHAHAHAHA IM SORRY BRENDA BUT DAHHHAHAHAHAHAHA
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then somehow i flashed back to all those times we'd eat KFC before tuition, (cheesy wedges), and how sometimes we EAT TOO SLOW and wind up being a little late. how we're ALWAYS late in the mornings for perhimpunan and the back gate is ALWAYS closed but there was this one time it was open and we were gonna be cheeky and SNEAK in, hide and pop out when all the students are walking to classes and blend in but then two prefects caught us HAHAHAHHAA

'i think they saw us.'

in fact, i think i blogged about this before, wait check. LINK!

daaaaww maaaan good times good times ;) i woke up in such good spirits. HAHAHAHA I. CAN. RUN. FAST. HAHAHAHAHAH reminds me of that time we did the 100m dash and we all agreed to jog, so there i was leisurely jogging and i was like 'THIS IS FUN BRENDA, IM JOGGING!!' and you were all,

*pant pant* 'IM RUNNING.'

HAHAHAHHAA I MIIISSSS YOOOUUUU
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you make me smile so hard! :D

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because I have something better to do

if you're looking for a movie to watch,

i'd recommend watching
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its funny, and it has so many moments :D
the little kid has good lines, pretty sweet.

I'd definitely watch this again (:

if you're looking for a book to read,

well, no recommendations for that, but you could redirect yourself to THIS page and read this story, 'Baby, Im not finished', its FINALLY done (haha irony there) and its pretty nice so (:

Recently read,
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i wouldnt tell people NOT to read it, but i wouldnt say READ it either because well, it was alright but. okay lets put it like this. You know how when you're dreaming, everything makes sense and its all like YAY WHEE go along with the flow, flying pigs, hell yeah, and then you wake up and its like POOF, WTF. well THAT WAS COMPLETELY STUPID! well, this book gives me the same feeling.

SPOILER ALERT!!
redirect yourself to another page, like THIS one, if you intend to read this book sometime in the future. (:

you've been warned.

I thought it was completely stupid how Zachary (totally guessed he was a baddie, GOLD STAR!) didnt give a shit about the pyramid and all that jazz, and then ONE day, because he was BORED of being HOT and having lots of meaningless sex, he turns on the TEEVEE and lo and behold, they're telling the stories of his family DUMDUMDUM, and then he SUDDENLY gets intrigued and OMG I WANTS THE PYRAMIDZ NAAAOOO and then transform into some psychopath. =__="

Over some tv show., REALLY!?!
that was the best you could come up with? REALLY?!!

and hes all I HATE YOU FATHER because his dad decided that he could stay in the jail for one more week to learn his lesson? JUST ONE MORE WEEK and hes all, YOU MAH DAD AND YOU DIDNT WANT TO SAVE ME I COULDA DIED YOU DONT LOVE ME NOW I DONT LOVE YOU I SHALL KILL YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CAUSE YOU ALL SUUUUCK. I mean, i get that he was a mad kid, and he hated his dad for leaving him in jail, but as he grew a little older, he MUST have been able to rethink and went, oh ya, i was an idiot, nowonder my dad did that, BUT NUUOOOHHH.

plus, Peter did say that, whenever he wanted to, Zachary could go back and just GET THE PYRAMID and safeguard it. He didnt have to go through all that hassle to get the pyramid when really, his dad would have willingly handed it over. BUT NUUOOOH, it was kill her, kill him kill everyone and fly robert langdon over blablabla. YAWN.

But okay. never mind all that. Await for AWESOME treasure they were all safeguarding with their lives. WTF, it was THE BIBLE?!?! =___=" apparently all that mystery was so that everyone could be in awe of it or something. WTH. they were protecting the location of a BIBLE for centuries when you could have just gotten it from ANYWHERE really. people DIED for this?!? REALLY!?!?! =____="

honestly, disappointment.

and it was LAME how peter already knew of the place as soon as he heard, and it seemed the blind guy knew exactly what it was too. Super blahs. Disappointed disappointed. And that was totally a star wars moment, but instead of,

'LUKE, I AM YOUR FATHER.'
it was,
'PETER, I AM YOUR SON.'

and then he was so upset not to have been recognized. yeah well, YOU GOT TANNED and your body changed and you took steroids so that your voice changed. and they thought YOU WERE DEAD, so obviously the first thought in their heads wouldn't have been,

'OMG YOU HAVE RISEN FROM THE DEAD.'

plus, you were holding a gun to katherine's head and threatening to kill, course they must've thought 'STRANGE KILLER PERSON, KILL THE ASSHOLE. SAVE THE FAMILY. SAVE THE PYRAMID. SAVE THE WORLD.' even though it was really only just A BIBLE as we've established earlier. ahem.

rant over.
again, massive disappointment.

At least in his other books his villains were convincing, this one was just SAD. storyline was so bad, so so bad. Major fail.

anyway. (:
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