Child's Play: April 2010

A PoopeexPeepoo Mo

- Friday, April 30, 2010

HEY G,

was looking at some of my old documents and GUESS WHAT I STUMBLED UPON. wth one of our conversations that i saved. made me crack up laughing, gosh! I miss you, woman!!

US, 3 yrs ago.
why do i have this feeling like we havent changed one bit? XD

.:jyhling:. says:
WE'RE NOT TALKING ANYMORE
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
DRAMA XD
.:jyhling:. says:
STOOOPID POO POO
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
BUT PEEPEE
.:jyhling:. says:
NO, POOPOO. we're done.
.:jyhling:. says:
we're officially over.
.:jyhling:. says:
no more poopee
.:jyhling:. says:
now it's just poo poo
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
POOPEE JUT FITS
.:jyhling:. says:
or pee pee
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
YOU CANT SPLIT US UP
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
ITS LIKE
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
POO WITHOUT THE PEE
.:jyhling:. says:
i think i just did.
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
WE DONT WORK ALONE
.:jyhling:. says:
....
.:jyhling:. says:
DO YOU USUALLY POO AND PEE AT THE SAME TIME?
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
the excretory system would just
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
BREAK DOWN
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
and you'd DIE.
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
you dont want to DIE do you?
.:jyhling:. says:
oh my god
.:jyhling:. says:
oh my god
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
I didnt think so.
.:jyhling:. says:
DO YOU USUALLY POO AND PEE AT THE SAME TIME?
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
oooh
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
NOW YOU KNOW MY SECRET
.:jyhling:. says:
gasp
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
*shhhh*
.:jyhling:. says:
OH MY GOD
.:jyhling:. says:
IMAGES
.:jyhling:. says:
IMAGES!!
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
LOL
.:jyhling:. says:
Noooooooooo!
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
NIGHTMARES FOR 300 YEARS DARLING
.:jyhling:. says:
you just corrupted my mind
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
NIGHTMARES!
.:jyhling:. says:
=/
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
.:jyhling:. says:
I don't like you.
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
you'll wake up scareming
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
SHIT I JUST DREAMT
.:jyhling:. says:
WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME DARLING
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
I POOED AND PEED
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
AT THE SAME TIME
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
gasp
.:jyhling:. says:
AHAHAHA. not gonna happen, love.
.:jyhling:. says:
...
.:jyhling:. says:
WHY AM I CALLING YOU LOVE!
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
BECAUSE HONEY BUNS
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
OMG
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
ITS JUST COMING OUT
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY BABY
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
HAHAHHAHA
|| Mäy || 媚 says:
omg this is so lame its killing me

HAHAHHAA WTH WTH WTH damn bohliao.
clearly, shes the syok sendiri one, i just play along cause i dont want to make her feel retarded. see? good friend, eh? HAHAHHAHAHA

(that was just the first quarter of the shit we spouted.)

HAHAHA ILY! good times good times. (:

In my world of.

- Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Conversation of the day:

So i was walking with Suan to uni today and i just spaced out and started thinking about - an ode to brenda, damn, i need to make weird friends who would want to write an ode about my name too. An ode to May. huh, i wonder what rhymes with May. Hay. Lay. Day. Cray (haha seng, you rhyme with me) - then Suan abruptly pushes my head slightly upwards and goes,

'LiMay, look up!'
O.O
'WHAAA HUUUHH?! why? did i look very blur or something?'
*she starts laughing*
'i thought you were looking at that girl's butt.'

=_______="

Anyway, as usual, the mind never sleeps. But it never thinks of anything intelligent either. Ah, trade offs. Sometimes im just walking down the street (like earlier) alone, and then i see this pigeon in front of me. and this whole texas cawboy movie scene totally plays out in my head. Pigeon vs May. FIIIIGHT!! and in my head im going all,

'we meet again - PIGEON. *death glare* im coming towards you IM COMING TOWARDS YOU im coming to get you im coming to GEEET YOOOUUU.'

* pigeon walks out of my way*

*triumphant grin*

'WIIIN. YES, THATS RIGHT. IM MORE SUPERIOR THAN YOU ARE. oh YOU KNOW IT. YOOOU KNOOOOW IT.'

*pigeon doesnt give a shit*

but i know hes just trying to act all strong. Oh i kid, i kid. Or am I? loooooool that's why sometimes people see me and i just have this goofy grin on my face and they go 'what's so funny?' and i go 'nothing.' BECAUSE SERIOUSLY, how the hell do you explain these syok sendiri moments?

I know it happens to all you guys too. (:

and i know i said i'd be MIA until after the exams but =___=" more posts this month than all the other months. Double even. Figures.

knocking them down, one wall at a time

You know, im always pretty easily influenced i guess. I'd say i dont care what people think about me, but i do. I guess we all do, to some extent. Even more so now. I don't know why. I wonder if its what age does to you. You suddenly become more aware of your surroundings and realize that HEY! people are constantly judging you and its not OKAY to do this or do that or whatever. Stupid society, stupid rules, stupid everything. You know what im talking about.

Before i came over, ive never once in my life eaten healthy cereal slash oats. And then i came over. Everything changed. Went grocery shopping with my ex-roomie and my floormates (ages ago). Walked to the cereal section. They reached out for these freaking healthy cereals and there i am starring at kids cereals. CocoPops, Frosties, the likes. But i catch them taking the healthy cereals, and i make my eyes glaze over the kiddy ones like i just dont give a shit. Like im higher than they are, oh yeah. IM ALL GROWN UP NOW. Grown up kids eat healthy cereal. Grown up kids... oh fudge, which one to choose.

There's these wide array of brands to choose from and i dont know whats good and whats not and i dont wanna be retarded and pick the one that THEY picked because like, IM NOT COPYING YOOOU, this is NOT MY FIRST TIME buying HEALTHY CEREAL!! *ahem* but it so is. So i take a chance and i get the healthy cereal and psych myself into thinking that HEY ITS NOT THAT BAD. THIS IS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD!

*big smile*

aaaw look who's all grown up now.
Eating all healthy and shit.
Look who's all grown up now.

And then i skype with my cousin one day.

and he flashes Frosties in front of the webcam.
.

And the kid inside of me is screaming. I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT. YOR. JEAALOOUUUSSSSS. So i go to the supermarket and get my cocopops. screw society. screw peer pressure. screw healthy eating, oh my kids are gonna LOOOVE me. And the healthy cereal gets left behind in the dust. I guess deeeeep inside, im always going to be a cocopops kind of girl.

You try to change. You put up fronts.
You don't want the world to see you as you are.

But it all falls away anyway.

.

Slowly but surely.
Finding my footing.

cocopops is a stupid example. I KNOW. SHUTTUP.

...but CocoPops is YUM.

Dear captain JackSparrow, may i borrow your compass?

- Saturday, April 24, 2010

Please try not to judge.

The happiest people in the world arent people without worries. We just collect all our worries and put them in a bag, tie up the bag and put them in a chest, lock the chest and place the chest in the deep far end of our brains and never approach the chest. We live in the bubble of our world, seemingly perfect. Denial, denial is our friend. We don't confront our problems, we don't make decisions. We simply just go on with life.

And i quote a blog post i wrote awhile back,

One foot in front of the other.
Repeat.

But one day, the lock gets rusty or some shit, and it falls apart. and the problems come rushing out to you. No, no place to hide. Bubble? bubble's popped. And there you are, trying desperately to keep afloat but you're drowning. you're drowning. And so i break down. I don't know what to do. I turn to people to talk to, you can't decide for me. Fuck. What do i do?

And im just drifting along. That used to be okay. But reality hits hard. Its not. Its not okay. So what now? I don't know. SO WHAT NOW? I DON'T KNOW. And so i break down. but i try to swim. I try to swim, even though i don't know how. I try to swim. We fight. we keep on fighting. And giving up seems so easy, but giving up is never a choice. So we struggle to keep ourselves afloat. We try to build the bubble again, denial. Denial is our friend. But the bubble wont form. Because reality hits hard, its unrelenting, it reminds you constantly that its not okay anymore. Its never been okay.

i think, we got to set an aim first, then think of the process, not go through process and see where it leads us.
- WeiKhai

You're right.

the Mäy (is fun-size) says:
i need to sort myself out so badly.
i dont know what im doing taking this course.
i dont know what im doing. period.
im so lost brenda
it scares me.
i dont know what im doing.
its completely stupid to study without knowing which direction you're headed to.

And thank you so much brenda. For always throwing me that life line. For reminding me that im not alone. For reassuring me.

the brenda (is big) says:
so i'm just saying, sometimes it takes you later to realize
sometimes it takes you later to even have the courage to change your life
but i think lots of people are pressured into doing things because they should
so yeah, i hope you figure it out soon (: but if not, you will eventually anyway

(conversations edited and shortened)

Thanks for giving me hope.

I get so stressed out and conflicted inside, you don't even know. I cry just thinking about it. Because i have no idea how to deal with my situation and im so lost its not even funny. But i think i sort of have a little bit of direction now. And its nice to know that i have options. so thank you for reminding me of that.

And infinite thanks to all the friends who got me thinking about this. its high time i did. Burying this under the carpet will just lead me down the road of destruction (haha drama =.=). Thanks jian for talking to me about it all the times i needed to. Sheun for making me realise how serious this situation is (haha and you dont even know). Weikhai for giving me some perspective. Most of all to Brenda, for helping me through this so much.

Ps. sorry im being so serious and emotional guys. We all have our moments. For more fun times and crazy ass shit, please redirect yourself to suping's blog.

Not my miracle fruit

Dont eat us!

om nom nom nom!

(:

been eating lotsa oranges lately... just because. and the other day i thought, i wonder if i'll turn orange if i keep eating oranges everyday for a week. No, im not actually THAT stupid, but the thought did cross my mind, im not lying about that loooool. But ive heard of people turning orange due to excessive intake of carrots, right right? yes? no? maybe? i swear i've heard that somewhere before. bio class? Hmm. *thinker pose*

So, because i fail in studying (fruitcake-crab-poop-daisy-dandelions-UFO) i decided to google up benefits of eating oranges. (: and lookit what i found (like a kid who found a box containing scrap paper but proud of her findings and showing it off as freaking treasure to anyone who would bother paying any attention. yeah, thats me. no scrap that, to anyone who would even spare a glance, attention not required. like brenda said once before, all i need is an audience, regardless if they're paying any attention or not.) Hence the blog HAHAHA crap now i feel like im talking to myself. okay, ERRRR. *poke* dont ignore me, guys.

(:

my awesome findings.

12 Reasons for eating oranges (click to leave my page)

1. Studies have shown that the pectin present in oranges can help to suppress appetite for up to four hours after eating. This means that oranges are an excellent food for dieters.

2. Oranges help to activate the body’s own detoxification process and even the skin and zest of this fruit contain anti-oxidants which help to transport oxygen around the body and protect the skin from free radicals which cause signs of aging. In other words, eating oranges can help to keep the wrinkles away.

3.Recent research also suggests that oranges contain a natural skin cancer fighting chemical. This isn’t an alternative to using sunscreens, but it does help.

WAITTAMINUTE

*scroll up*

Reread point 1.

....suppress appetite for up to four hours after eating.
This means that oranges are an excellent food for dieters.

WTF.

i think its time to stop eating oranges. ): And for the rest of you out there who want to diet, ZOMG!! ORANGES ARE YOUR MIRACLE FRUITS!! have fun, lovelies. and meh. Time to switch to green apples?

hmm. i wonder if i'll turn green if i - just kidding.

x

Ps. more random shit from the nakama's,

bryan and his violent tendencies.
and ZOMG AUNTIE I NEVER KNEW.

Thanks jian.
Always looking out for me, trying to educate.
THAAANKS. =____="

girls will be girls.
Ping and I are... much too lazy to be THOSE girls. xp

self explanatory.

And cheers to weikhai who always goes along with my crap without question. HAHA i remember that one night i went all 'EH WEIKHAI, TEXT ME.' eventhough we were chatting on msn and he texted anyway. HAHA thanks for being awesome and wuliao. XD

Okay study study STUDY. GYYARRRR.

a bucketful of imagination, paint me a rainbow.

- Friday, April 23, 2010

because sometimes it gets tiring, and sometimes i lose focus and i cant seem to absorb anything. So i cheer myself up, i take a break. and what do i do during those breaks? (: i read karen cheng's blog. but not just her random posts, the parenting & kids section. gosh, it makes my day. Darling, darling kids.

5 yo: (In his sweetest voice) Hey Sean! Do you want to play a game?

3 yo: Ok, but only a FRIENDLY game.

5 yo: Let’s play dinosaurs. I’m going to be a T-rex. I’m fast and really dangerous. You have to kill me.

3 yo: That’s not very friendly.

5 yo: Oh. That’s a dinosaur way of being friendly.

3 yo: But if I kill you, I’ll have no friends left. I want to play cats.

5 yo: What about CAT dinosaurs? I can run on ground and you have to catch me and then kill me!

3 yo: No! I’m going lick you instead!

5 yo: Arrrrggghhh! Help! Your licking is killing meeeeee!

3 yo: STOP! WAIT! DON’T DIE! I’LL HAVE NO FRIENDS!

5 yo: OOOOH I’M MELLLTING!
-Overheard in the Playroom

Made me laugh so hard

Of course, Sean is a boy, and I know that boys are interested in weapons, but still, I just felt that I needed to have a talk with Sean about how guns are very dangerous in real life, unlike in games and movies.

So we sat down after school for a TALK.

Sean was so proud that I wanted to talk about his drawing, but when I mentioned the gun, he was shocked.

“But Mum, it’s not a gun. It’s YOU with your hair-dryer! Can’t you SEE??”

Oh. Well, okay then.
- let's talk about guns

Can anyone say aaww? ;)

My preschooler said to me, “HEY MUM! What’s a ghost?”

“It’s a… well. Um… lets see.”

I was trying to make a tricky right hand turn while considering whether it was a good idea to tell my child about spirits, death, heaven, the afterlife, and lost souls haunting the earth. I mean, if this isn’t the height of progressive parenting, then I don’t know what is. However, he interrupted my deep contemplation.

“Are they just funny little monsters with blankets over their heads?”

“Yep. That’s exactly what they are, mate.”

- in the car

looooool

Editted : several other extracts that i LOVE LOVE LOVE do click!
conversation of the week and its only monday
milestones

so wise for his age

interpreter
the 2.5 year old genius
conversations with my 2.5 year old

They're PRECIOUS.
do just read EVERYTHING.

captured moments (:

I am an emotional creature.

- Thursday, April 22, 2010

This is epic.

Was intro-ed to the vid during one of the rehearsals of VaginaMonologues

i can feel what you're feeling as you're feeling it inside the feeling before

Hell to the YEAH.

pausing for a mo

- Tuesday, April 20, 2010

The brenda makes me laugh

;)

on another note, im going to have to stop talking so much. people who dont know me think im weird, you guys think im weird but have already accepted that as a fact and now its - oh yeah, typical LiMay. =___=" which when i think about it -HEEEY, WHAT DO YOU MEAN TYPICAL LIMAY!?!

*groans*

love you people all the same anyway (:

study time.
trying not to stress out but gosh, this is killing me.

MIA.

- Monday, April 19, 2010

Sorry i've been MIA. dead blog dead blog AAAAAAAAAAAAHH!! exams coming up in a bit and im not doing very well here. People, start praying (: gonna be MIA for around a month or so (or not, we'll see) so bear with me! Really sorry if you check back and refresh the page and yeah, still SAME POST staring back at you, i hate that too. i totally understand. Dont be hating, lovelies! (: You know i love you!

Ps. Dear SHEREENA DAVID. I dont know if you still read my blog or not, probably not? I DONT KNOW well. anyway, WHERE ARE YOU, WOMAN!?!? You're NEVER ON MSN (literally, NEVER), i tried emailing you back in February when you first went over to aussieland but somehow there was some error and the email couldnt be sent and you DONT HAVE FACEBOOK even though everyone told you to SIGN UP for it so honestly. I HAVE NO WAY OF CONTACTING YOU i dont even have your phone number its like you've fallen off the face of the earth!! WOMAN! what happened to CONNECTION (we're weird, we always know what the other is going to say and stuff woohoo)? is suewei in the way again or something? *cough hahaha sorry suewei* what happened to 'im gonna hunt you down and kill you if you dont keep in contact with me' ? I miss you lah my drama queeeen!!

in any case, if you dont read my blog then i guess. i'll see you when i see you. whenever that is. =____="

k, study time.

x

For my many constants (:

- Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Cause im feeling mushy at the mo, and who else to gush about save for the very special people in my life? (: To others, im just a disposable friend. Now you see her, now you don't. Im like magic to them, at times i exist, other times, poof! gone gone with the wiiiind! =D only its not as charming as it sounds, its quite sad really.

Nessie, is this how you feel? xp

Im infinitely grateful for all you guys!! Thanks for sticking by me even after getting to really know me, my flaws and all. Through my ups, my downs... my pms moments HAHA oh you know what im talking about. through my early teenage years, ho, those years were rough, im surprised you guys even put up with me HAHA (: im only as good a friend as you allow me to be. So thanks for acknowledging me and deeming me worthy to be as much part of your lives as you are of mine (: wheenessss!! thanks for ALWAYS ALWAYS having time for my rants, no matter how irrational and stupid they can be at times. and for always knowing the right things to say, or at least trying to say the right things. (: gosh guys, it warms my heart!

And for all the times you guys make me feel important (: cause i know im just a little girl in a big big world. Im insignificant and small. One person CAN change the world, i know. Thats not likely to be me. And im fine with that. Im okay with living a normal, unassuming life. So thanks guys, thanks for reminding me that hey, i am important to you at least. ho! I do matter in your eyes, and you guys, you guys mean the world in mine (:

THE WOOOORLD!!

Monkey
if i'm at uk i wanna at least be close to friends :(
The Ladybug
i can def see you during weekends and stuff but weekdays probably not *edited* unless we really arrange something every other week or something
Monkey
i'll arrange it
i'll be up late so talk more when you get back

Meh Jian! hhahaha made my daaaaaay! (: thinking of you guys alone is enough to make me smiiiiile every second of every day HAHA (no wait thats a lie. xp but im being mushy so there) (eewww gross mom, she gave me cooties wtf?) so like MEH!

I'll be here for you no matter what, during your someones, between someones - I AM A CONSTANT.
- the brenda

Thanks for being my constants, guys. (: Cause i know no matter what happens, i'll have you guys to fall back onto. and you'll always have me (:

fruitcake. the smiley face is driving me bonkers!

(:

SERIOUSLY.

Love loads! my random ass awesome friends.

London mess

- Saturday, April 10, 2010

Yesterday, woke up early early in the morning. Felt nauseated, ignored the feeling, went to bathe. felt infinitely better after that. went down for breakfast. came upstairs, took a nap. woke up... felt nauseated again... kept spitting phlegm in the basin, decided to go to the toilet to wait it out just in case. Puked into the toilet bowl.

There goes breakfast.

After that took another nap, woke up and sheun suggested i took panadol. But in order to take panadol i had to eat something.. 'banana?' so i took the banana. ate like 2 bites of the thing and felt like puking again, but i didnt wanna leave the banana unfinished and sad and lonely there so i tried to finish the thing *slaps forehead* SO SMART MAY. ): after that i slept. woke up, and puked again. Nope, guess panadol didnt work.

shon and san juan,

Sheun Yeow
shon and sanjuan are laughing at you cause you're always cheerful in the morning and now that you're sick

... *ahem* lol the duo were really nice though =D they were going out to get lunch and asked me if i wanted anything. at that point, i didnt. because everything i ate or drank i just puked. damn horrible. but they were so sweet (: they bought me soup anyway. and omg, they didnt know WHAT SOUP i would like and so they got 3 types.

wth XD damn adorable.

still havent had them yet because i didnt feel up to it but aaaw, such sweethearts! (: knocked on my door and everything but i was puking again in the basin WHEE. =__=" kaisheng and sheun asked me if i wanted to see the doctor but you know, im always pretty stubborn about seeing the doctor, like HMPH! my body can heal on its oooowwwn i dont NEED NO DOCTOR but after that i really just felt SO shitty. Previously after i puked i'd feel better and even NORMAL really. but then, i just felt SO shitty.

so sheun, shon and sanjuan, HAHA ALL S (so amusing) teman-ed me to the hospital. In the hospital i decided to give eebumz a call and tell her and GASPITY GASP! hsienny was in london too! what a coincidence, the day i fall sick was the one day she came to london for her job thing. WOOHOO! so they came to see me too. Oh and thank goodness i didnt have to wait long to see the doctor. but guess what? the doctor said there was nothing he could do, i just had to wait it out. it was a viral infection. BLEAAAH! said i was dehydrated so i had to drink more fluids. Hsienny was awesome, we went to sainsbury after and she knew exactly what to get,

apple juice and watermelon slices.

the walk back to hall was terrible though. Shon was all 'you're not smiling as much anymore!' ): yeah felt pretty shitty at that point. went up to my room and just dumped everything on the floor and on the chair and the table and just plonked down on my bed and slept. wake up in between and drank the apple juice and ate the watermelon. that lasted for a whole 3 hours. woke up after that and was pretty happy cause i didnt puke. was all =D

but NUUUOOOOHHH

after awhile, i puked again into the basin. But that wasnt half bad cause all i could taste was the apple juice and that was. erm. haha sounds wrong but yum? AHHAHHAHA later on i just sat around and drank water and then i got bored. i didnt wanna sleep anymore and didnt wanna do anything literally (fudge, one whole day of not studying) so i went to bug the boys in their room. and WHEE! didnt puke for the many hours i was there (: so happy! stayed up and watched 'the dark knight' again, HEATH LEDGER FTW!! (dozed off here and there but still)

and then, it was this morning =) and i still havent puked. hella hungry though, but i dont feel up to eating. Sigh. pray for me!! hope i dont puke anymore. but so far so good! thanks loads to the loveliest hallmates ever! haha thanks for the sooooup and for letting me bug your guyysss and sheun for offering to get meds and making soup for me etc. thanks for caring guys! (: awesome possum people!

Kay time to bathe and then maybe eat something then do work.

LOVE!

Inside the head (take 2)

- Thursday, April 08, 2010

I dont know if you guys remember this post, but, guess what? ITS HAPPENING AGAIN. more frequently now because i have shitloads of readings and MEH soooo boring it just puts me to sleep. I dont know how it is like with the rest of you. When you doze off, does your brain just shut down? Or are you like me too? Does your brain auto create something to link the line you've just read with something completely random?

Like just yesterday, i was reading this paragraph that went '*important words important words* followed by the word one, whereby at that word, 'ONE' i mean, i nodded off and in my head, my braincells broke into happy chorus,

'ONE, IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE.
TWO, JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU
THREE, CAUSE ITS PLAIN TO SEE,
THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME AND -'

*snap*

WAITTAMINUTE.

then i wake up and reread the paragraph from the beginning. GAAAAH so frustrating. I'd prefer if it just shut down and not spout nonsensical shit my way. And earlier i was taking a nap, and in my nap, GUESS WHAT I WAS DOING?

OWH YES, i was STUDYING.
no, the mind never sleeps.

and i think i was probably "studying" for a pretty long while before i discovered that it was nonsense and that i was DREAMING. i remember the last two lines which made me do double takes and woke me up, them being,

...and that relates cleaning your room and the bathroom sink. This was further studied by Beethoven and Paxton (1985)....
- LiMay's Brain

and im like WHAAA?!?!? then i just sprung outta bed awake. How stupid am I? sometimes i feel like SUCH AN AIRHEAD. people all over the world are having smart ass dreams and here my brain is making up stupid crap that relates CLEANING MY ROOM AND THE BATHROOM SINK. what the hell is that even. Beethoven and Paxton?!?! 1985?!?!?!? (credits to awesome brain for including the years and the names that sound big and important tho. Good job!) BUT SERIOUSLY.

Conflicted. Having this love-hate relationship with the weirdness of my brain. (and i hate that i love you so~~) hit the panic button. GRRRR!! And these are only 2 instances from the MANY that ive experienced/been experiencing.

Does this happen to you too?
tell me im not alone.

ps. i was thinking about what else i dreamt about and it came to me! i dreamt of going to this show thing and i was wearing what im currently wearing (my grey-white striped top) and then i met my cousin there and he was wearing a grey-white striped top too and my mom was too and then my mom was going to get me some chocolate fragrant perfume (wth) and i saw melissa, karen and brian there at the show sitting on some couch, so i just went HEY KAREN! BRIAN! (sorry i didnt greet you melissa) and then i walked on ahead and saw another couch with GASP, karen and brian?!? apparently the people from the previous couch were just look alikes. I told you my dreams were stupid. ANYWAY. and karen had my handbag which i had dropped earlier at the stairs when i misplaced my ticket to the show so i had to go up and find my ticket and there was this huge complication blah. are you confused yet? lol stupid dreams. no wonder im still so tired now.

study time (:

Sophia&Bella

- Wednesday, April 07, 2010

havent done any studying today and its 3pm. GOSH *slaps self* but guess what i found? Two of the most precious kids in the world, surely. I want me one of those (:

SO SO ADORABLE!!

Cracked up laughing! goodness XD

(: true that.

for all bb users ;)

and last but not least

*ahem* i still do this all the time.

*slaps self* i think its time to grow up.

...or not (:

Do feel free to watch all their other videos (THERE ARE PLENTY) clicky clicky!

let's put a smile on that face

hey guys, thanks for still visiting the blog. Its gotten pretty impersonal here, i know. And i am hating it, guess i just have nothing to offer at the moment, its the holidays, i should be studying, finals coming up soon. Hence more random blog posts. Oh you know the drill, happens every year. Do forgive me! But all the same, hope you guys are having a good time wherever you are and here are a few videos to make you laugh =D (credits: SheunsterMonster for showing it to me)

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!
GO BEHIND THE WALL! GO GO!"
"MAKE SURE YOU HIT HIM."

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

im a girl, i think of commitment and marriage.

- Tuesday, April 06, 2010

title = completely irrelevant
(but i could be lying :p your call)

please?

People aren't sand. No matter how many you have around you and no matter how they feel about you.

You still have to love them one at a time.
-TheStatisticsDenyYourTheory

Remember to tell the people who matters most you love them,
people tend to forget.

ps. thanks liying (for the link)

Quirky one shots

- Sunday, April 04, 2010

It was just past three in the afternoon on that fateful Friday. I was wiping the counter for the nth time in boredom when he came.
By he, I mean, perfection in human form. Pygmalion would have ditched Galatea and gone gay for him. Michelangelo would have looked at David and thought, 'What was I smoking last night?!' That was all the references I had since that was all I paid attention to during my sophomore History class. Basically – gosh damn, he was hot.
My Meaningless Existence at a Frozen Yogurt Shop - themilkbottle

Yet some more quirkiness in the world (:

one shot, Fun read.

As the quiz papers were being passed down, Ashton made a sudden movement. One side of his butt lifted from the chair as he shifted. A look of slight discomfort could be seen from his profile.
Oh, Jesus! I'd recognize those actions anywhere.
I scrambled for the pencil that was already in my hand.
He was going to fart! He was going to f—
Ashton reached under his seat and removed half a pink eraser. Frowning, he placed it on the corner of his desk before returning his attention to the test.
The pea was to the princess as the eraser was to Ashton.
Damn it all to hell! How anticlimactic.
The Day I Stalked Him - VenaCava

One shot, there were moments i laughed out loud.

Girl's a bit psychotic and stalkerish, but i guess we all get a little like that sometimes. More so in our heads ;) me loves the movie quotes (i do the same *jump jump*). Unrealistic ending, for all the stalker girls out there who likes fluff, this piece is made for you. *salutes* Have fun!

ps. so screwed. i need to get into study mode. its not happening. ): sad face. oooh look i narrated the emot. (: smiley face. hoho. on another completely random note, was chatting with the brenda (see how awesome i made you sound? like THE hulk, you're THE brenda.) and telling her what an asshole this guy once was to me and i reviewed the conversation i had with him (by looking at the chat logs with another friend cause i knew i told her about it, gosh, its getting complicating with this bracketing stuff) and i realized what a big misunderstanding the whole thing was. On his part, on my part. And i think i may have ended it on a sour note but i dont think he realized and it may have sounded pretty sweet on his end. *slaps forehead*

Jaw dropping.

You want to know what happened, dont you?

Not telling :x
(yes, this is how i torture people)

And i realized what a bitch i sounded like HAHAHAHAHA

'i miss you.'
'Like hell you did.'

*wipes tears off corner of my eyes*
Good fun!

xx

pps. i swear im smarter than i sound. or at least i hope i am. LOL
ppps. HAPPY EASTER LOVELIES!

Birds of a feather DO flock together

- Saturday, April 03, 2010

I realized that, MY FRIENDS, all sama kind.

....and and and, the best for last.

we were trying to make everything sound sick i think, but we failed terribly.
Save for this bit by brenda. HAHAHA

LOVE YOU GUYS!
syiok sendiri asses XD

Kay, off to study!!

Ta!!

B for Betty Brenda

CHEERS!!

To GREAT friends,
Moments like this,

and
American Honey ;)

corndog

- Friday, April 02, 2010

You know what i hate? No wait, hate is such a strong word, perhaps i should use detest instead. WHO USES THE WORD DETEST ANYWAY. i take that back. Dislike? nope, sounds wrong. Hate. Okay, hate.

You know what i hate?

Packaging that lie. They tell you its going to be AWESOME, they tell you its going to ROCK, they tell you all sorts of things, so there you are with your expectations and your BIG SMILE and then you open the package and you look inside and in some cases if you're eating something (in which case the introduction would be different) - They tell you its going to be SOUR, they even have this little picture at the side of a strawberry sweating (wth IS THAT? strawberries dont SWEAT.) they tell you all sorts of things, so there you are with your expectations and your BIG SMILE and then you open the package and you try whatever it is - and *wham* you're let down. Smiles gone. They crush you. they let you down.

WHY DO THEY LIIIIEE TO ME?!?!
*kneeling on the ground screaming up into the sky*

):

Its like someone telling you, hey hey *poke* lookit its a UNICORN! and you're all like 'ZOMG REALLY?!?' eyes all wide like saucepans and you see this,

which is really quite disturbing.

oh poor boy, who drilled a hole in your head?
):

I shall find a better dog unicorn... haha dogcorn.. corndog. *light bulb* GENIUS!

better?

):

again, WHY DO THEY LIIIIEEE TO ME?!

ps. Back from Edinburgh! It was pretty awesome, if the weather was like londons, i would prefer staying there. Its beautiful, like seriously, every which way you turn, you can snap a picture and its just GORGEOUS. Im not even kidding. Also, you've got to love the kilts, the accents, the people. Its amazing (:

Study time!

Child's Play