ALL DONE



ONLY CHINESE LEFT!
Goodness!
i
cannot
believe
it x)
Anyway, went to MV and the gardens today to shop for prom stuff and IM DONE! IM DONE! IM FINISHED WITH PROM SHOPPING! and im so satisfied and happy~~ *Grins* The picture was taken when mom was outside talking to the sales girl about her jeans by the way.
OHOHO I SO SO SO LOVE THIS PICTURE.
see how me and ME go so well together? HAHAHHA yeah okay slap me. im so full of myself. (only today okay! only today!) *ahem ahem* initially i planned to blog about this thing i thought about during accounts paper today, but im so LAZY NOW! x) maybe another time then!
today has been a glorious day
Love!

accounts strikes yet again

THE PERFECT NIGHTMARE

I was tossing and turning on my bed yesterday. I switched off the lights at 11.30pm. I had it all planned out, sleep early, wake up early, MORE PRACTICE! *Im so disciplined, see?* And then I laid there unable to sleep. And bugs ATTACKED ME OUTTA NOWHERE! Either that or it was my imagination =__=’’ but gosh, I was itchy all over all night!

And I had weird thoughts/ dreams. God, I don’t even KNOW. Its so hard to differentiate. (you know those times you have super vivid dreams you wake up feeling you have had no sleep at all? yeah i think it was something like that) But I checked the time at 12 something, at 1 something and at 2 something…In the end I gave in and went to my parents air conditioned room.

Crept in, curled on the sofa chair and tried to sleep

I COULDNT.

Mom woke up at around 3 something and asked me to sleep on the bed, gave me this teensy weensy little space know? =) *just like old times* UGH THE HORRIBLE DREAMS WOULDN’T STOP COMING. Stuff from accounts kept flashing in my mind and my mind kept drawing a BLANK. And you know in the dream I was going ‘dammit I just did this yesterday HOW CAN I NOT KNOW HOW TO!!’

Horrible. Kept waking up over and over. At around 4 something I went back to my room and tried to sleep. It was fine then. At 6 something, I couldn’t stand it anymore. I got up and I looked through accounts again. Planned to have a short nap before the exam, but that didn’t happen.

Too Much. Too Little Time.

No time for rest. Have to make sure!! Yeah… In the end I did still make mistakes (duh) and there were stuff I wasn’t quite sure. I hope it’ll all still be okay! =)

I am so not PROGRAMMED for accounts

And damn I feel like a robot. We’re all CODED. I cant wait to get rid of the stupid number and have my name back. NG LI MAY. NG LI MAY. NG LI MAY. Never sounded better. *grins*

Im glad its over now!! Paper 1 tomorrow! BUT THE SCARY ONE IS OVER. SLEEP TONIGHT!! x) Thanks all for the wishes. *hugs and kisses* (though I did demand some. OHOHOHOHOHO)

Thanks to Mommy for reassuring me.
Thanks to Daddy for teaching me even as I got frustrated.

(all those times, terms and trials and now. I know I can very hard to deal with. I know I can be rude. I know I can be a total nightmare. xp thanks for putting up with me)
Thanks to LiYing for always comforting me and reassuring me.
(Not only for this paper but for all the others too. I know I can be really boring cuz I always worry about the same thing over and over. Thanks for checking on me when I couldn’t concentrate the day before bio. Thanks for being there.)
Thanks to YenHsian for also being a darling to me.
(For consoling me and telling me I can do it! For having faith in me. For cheering me up.)
Thanks to Brenda for those pats of comfort
(hahahaha. And for teaching me over the phone, physics *I remember the time I was going to cry and called you and you taught me and I felt so friggin enlightened!*)
Thanks to Sara who is ever so understanding
(Im sorry for the millions of times I refuse to talk on the phone with you because I’m super worried. Im sorry for that one time you were uber worried but I didn’t really console you because I was worried too and had to study *I feel really horrid about that* thanks for always understanding and not holding it against me. You rock my world.)
Thanks to Bryan for the tips.
(yeah I coulda said something better right? xp)
Thanks to YongHui for making me feel more relaxed.
(I get influenced and I do calm down a bit, so yeah thanks, dumbass xp)
Thanks to WeiKhai for all the scanning
(term exams and trials, though it was so time consuming, you scanned them stuff anyway. Thanks)

Thanks to everyone else too (mostly classmates! Especially xiaovon *shao shon* and Katherine *haha study physics together in school! TRANSISTOR xp*)


*ahem sorry if I forgot to add a personal thank you to you*

STOP STABBING THAT PLSUHIE!!

PUT IT DOWN! PUT IT DOWN I SAY!
‘you’re hurting me.’

XD Love.

Its almost OVER now.

follow me, everything's alright~

THE GLASSES ARE BREAKING
CRACKS ARE SEEN ON PLASTIC CUPS

WHHHY!?!
because~ *dum dum dum~ song plays*
IM SINGING IN THE RAAAIINN~~
today is such a HAPPY HAPPY CRAZY DAY! I feel like SINGGIIINNGG~~ been singing ALL MORNING at the TOP OF MY LUNGS! i just know the neighbours can hear me! even the stupid next door parrot has been squawking wondering if there's someone there, repeatedly saying 'HULLO?!' and squawking as if joining in with me~ we're all in the SINGING MOOD TODAY!!
i feel like im in some theatrical performance! or like in a movie like HAIRSPRAY! constantly SINGING SINGING AND MORE SINGING! OH I FEEL IT IN MY BOOONNEESS~~ I NEED TO SING SOMEMORE! XD I've been jumping around in my house *literally* skipping here and there! making star shapes! randomly laying on couches and lying on beds and kneeling on floors! SINGING A SOOOOONNGG~~!!!
*GRINS*
THIS FEELS SO FANTASTIC! I FEEL FRIGGIN MUSIC POWERS COURSING THROUGH MY BLOODY VEINS!
god. that doesnt even make any sense.
but WHO CARES?!?! XD
if my maid could blog, she would tell you. xp i bet the neighbours are like 'ZOMG IDIOT NEXT DOOR GIRL' and next time they see me 'hey nice singing' with sacarsm in their voices of course. and i'd be like,
'what singing?'
then widen my eyes at them like this
O.O
'my Goodness. You've been hearing VOICES?'
*BEAMS*
IT DOESNT GET ANY BETTER THAN THIS!
WOOOO! sound pollution!
i just dont care~

Accent

I was just thinking about that time i went to aussie for hols (with my family) and we had christmas eve dinner with my mom's friends' family. auntie Lindell (i think). So auntie lindell gave my sisters and i all a present and we said our thank you's, then mom presented her son and daughter with their presents and they said their thank you's and.. and

IT DIDNT SOUND THE SAME
Their THANK YOU'S made our THANK YOU's sounds super insinsere and empty! I dont know how to explain it! its like, THEIR ACCENT! it made those two words sound so rounded and full and SO FILLED WITH MEANING and our thank you was just FLAT and SHARP and GOSH! i felt so horrid when there was NO REASON to feel that way. I know its odd. BUT ITS TRUE.
Having an accent is such an asset
you dont even know.
So just now i looked up pronounciations. I've always thought that we use the American pronounciation but now that i've seen it, we actually use a mixture of both. Gosh. we're like ROJAK, CHAPLANG people i say.
Ballet: ball-ay (ba-llay): stress is on the first part in Britain, but on the second part in America
Clerk: clark (clurk): rhymes with 'park' in Britain, but rhymes with 'work' in America
Lever: leever (levver): rhymes with 'fever' in Britain, but it is often pronounced to
rhyme with 'never' in America
Privacy: pri-va-see (pry-va-see): the 'i' is short in Britain (like the 'i' of 'image'), but long in America (like the 'i' of 'idea')
Schedule: shed-yool (sked-yool): 'sch' is pronounced like 'sh' in 'ship' in Britain, but like 'sk' in 'skip' in America
Tomato: to-maa-tow (to-may-tow): 'ma' is like the 'ma' of 'mark' in Britain, but like the 'ma' of 'make' in America; rhymes with potato in America, but not in Britain
Vase: vaaz (vayz): rhymes with Mars in Britain, but with maze in America
and some of us pronounce both, depending on the situation. Odd, isnt it? well not to us, NO but maybe to them. They'd be like O.O. XD But anyway somehow i prefer the British accent. Sounds so super classy and posh. HHAHAA!! I like how they pronounce words like 'what' 'that'. its like *swwwwoooooooooooooooooonnnssss* my God, reminds me of the show 'love actually' where the british dude went to the US (i think) and the hot girls were getting him to pronounce words. pointing to random objects and stuff and gushing and giggling at every word he says.
Yeah i'll probably be like that
only im smarter, i'll do it in my head, know?
then i wont appear like a stupid girl
*grins*
I AM SO SMART
Tend to feel inferior when speaking to them! AAAAAHH!! and you know you try to change your own MALAYSIAN accent to fit theirs and you find yourself speaking a teensy bit weird? I wonder how it sounds like to them. Because i know there are some people who fake the british accent and sound mighty weird =__=" trying too hard but dont realise that they sound like that. WHICH IS HORRID. i sure as hell hope im not like that *winces*. And i tend to say LAH more. for some ODD REASON. I dont say it too often nowadays, if compared to THE PAST. 'cept for the yalah! nolah! those very hard to change lah. *ahem* XD
yeah well i notice when i speak to them i tend to say a lot more LAH's. its like PRESSURE!! YOU DONT EVEN THINK PROPERLY ANYMORE and once you say it, in your head you're thinking 'owh shit.' because you are SO AWARE OF IT. You're taking mental notes to NOT say it but you DO ANYWAY. AH! AH! AH! NOOOOOOOOOO!! *agony* well it is for me anyway.
oh right, and karen mentioned once that now she realises all the LAH's that we say (after she went there and got british-fied. well not really, she just stopped saying lah's *sniff* and picked up a bit of accent). WHICH SORTA MAKES ME FEEL A BIT *winces* retarded when i say it. BECAUSE I DO. like stated earlier...
ITS HARD TO CHANGE LAH
...yeah xp
okay just wanted to share that.
ACCOUNTS TIME!
ps. please dont add a comment like NOOOOB or something. that's just stupid. XD thanks.

More quizzes

This is all xiao von's fault. she did all the quizzes and.. and..

YEAH WELL IM LAZY TODAY xp
super sorry that my blog is lacking of content nowadays, i swear i'll blog properly after spm is REALLY over. Love y'all! for now, bear with the videos and the quizzes! not for long now! =) on the bright side, through these quiz results you get to learn more about me!
ISNT THAT SIMPLY WONDERFUL?!

Your Love Is Represented By a Red Rose

You love passionately and fully, without any reservations.
And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically.
You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people.

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

You Are 36% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

You Are Thanksgiving

You are a bit of a homebody who enjoys being in the company of people you love.
It doesn't take a lot to make you happy. You're enjoying life as it is.
You have many blessings in your life, and you are grateful for each one.
You believe that life is about what you *do* have. You feel like you have enough of the good stuff.

What makes you celebrate: Family, friends, and the changing of the seasons.

At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The host of the party

On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Spend so much energy preparing that it's a full time job

Your Reputation Is: Sweet Girl

While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about.
You're reputation is mostly good - as good as any rep can be.

and xiao von's the mean girl *oooh* XD

biiig contrast

DINNER!

Videos

all y'all should be damn free right now, right?
specially those people who are not taking accounts
WATCH THIS ITS SUPER FUNNY AND GOOD


Song connected to that vid (LOL)

'just because im not the white guy doesnt meant im not the right guy~'

Everyone has had this experience before, boy OR girl. Clicky to watch. Three parts. =)


Sigh wow. i totally feel for him.

yeah well so all the broken hearted people out there! FEAR NOT! the right guy/ right girl will come along. =)

okay this next one a bit chiong hei, its split into 3 parts. Its sweet i guess, about friendship. Dont expect too much. =)



nothing much but still sweet =)

Music feeds the soul

was watching the american music awards (AMA) and ZOMMMGG I DIDNT KNOW THE JONAS BROTHERS WERE SOOOO SUPAH DUPAH CUTE. lol!! got introduced to their music only recently and reallly really like them but i never bothered to find out who they were. and then and THEN AND THEN...
XD they're all so young!
one is 15, one is 18 and the other 20
lead singer is 15. FIFTEEN.
FIFTEEN I TELL YOU!!!!
*dies*
i didnt know they were SO YOUNG

then again now that i think about it. perhaps i did think they were near their twenties but i always kinda thought SURE OLDER THAN ME. but..but.. GOD I KEEP FORGETTING IM GETTING OLD NOW. IM NO LONGER 13. DAMMIT DAMIIT DAMMIT *slaps forehead*

and MY LOVE FOR CHRIS DAUGHTRY IS REKINDLED!!

Every time i hear him again i feeel so *AAAAAAAAAAAHHH* chris daughtry is a definite LOVE! Loved him during american idol, Love him more NOOOWWW!! i so so so wanted him to win then. XD i still remember. Couldnt supress that SQUEAL of excitment when he was nominated just now. (he won two awards by the way) and i was ALONE IN THE ROOM! i was shouting 'DAUGHTRY DAUGHTRY!' XD zomg. and normally i would think its creepy to be alone in a room and shout to the teevee screen.

ah daughtry makes one do stupid things

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HIS VOICE

HE IS JUST SO AMAZING

You've got to love the hat

...Ushers' got style *grins*

Free

FINALLY LIBERATED!!!
Just what i expected you to do
FREE LIKE A BIRD

even clouds forming the shape of WINGS now!

(last pic taken by karen from her house)

now someone is going to try to be a smart alec and go 'accounts and chinese leh?!' to you i say 'PARTY POOOOOOPER!' so how i strained on the POO? xp *grins* ah well not much studying to do now! Accounts will be practice practice! and Chinese is.. well CHINESE. What else is there to add to that? I really have nothing to blog about today. Just ecstatic and

BED, MY SWEET SWEET DARLING BED
OH HOW I HAVE FORSAKEN THEE
NEVER AGAIN!! NEVER AGAIN!!

until spm is over then its CHRISTMAS GATHERING. MOVIE MARATHON. SLEEPOVER. LANGKAWI TRIP. One would think after spm means SLEEP and RELAX but its NOT. its FUN FUN FUN STAY UP EVEN LATER FUN FUN FUN DONT SLEEP AT ALL MAYBE FUN FUN FUN. ah.. who needs sleep when you're having fun? *beams*

just so much to look forward to!

and as weijian would say
PUZZLE PIRATES!!!!!
*right xp*
Anyway, wrote this the other day. It might mean something. It might not. Go figure. *ohohohoho*
...well actually it doesnt mean anything.
So dont be a perasan idiot (WHICH YOU ARE BY THE WAY *i assume* xp) and think that i mean YOU. i was annoyed, and i just suddenly thought of it. XD not that it had anything to do with why i was annoyed but really... ..for once i'd just like you to prove me wrong
Because Im ME
and you're YOU
and Im ALWAYS right
so that makes you?
Wrong.
WRONG.
WRONG.
Despite how childish that may sound
Oh it does give one that sense of satisfaction
too bad that's never going to happen
ohohoho!!
yeahla yeahla i know la, like a little kid, right? *groans* BLEH. THE KID IN MEH STILL LIVES AND WILL NEVAH DIE!!!!! yes, im still waiting for mister peter pan to whisk me off my feet and bring me to NEVERLAND. *im still a kid i swear!* *A KID AT HEART A KID AT HEART!* *what do you MEAAAAN it doesnt count?* *pick me peter pick me!!* *owh dammit.*
Time flies
no it doesnt. it ticks by.
(dammit bryan your lameness spreads)

15 minutes of horror

I took a nap earlier and had this ODD dream

..aaahh 15 minutes of horror
and this is why i dont watch horror movies
because its such an awful waste of money
when i already have all of these in my HEAD
There was this little girl. Pale faced, black hair. Her parents just got a divorce and she was really realllly uphappy. Always carrying this doll around with her. So anyway she got transferred into another school (note shes only around 6 years old). and apparently shes a genius. She made friends with this three other girls. There was a blond one i remember. And she really loved her friends as they were the closest thing she ever felt to being loved.
One day they were all playing, jumping on the trampoline. Then the girl told them about her parents and the other girls were like exclaiming and saying how they dont like their mother and hope for divorces. Then this other little girl said 'i hate my brother.'
then a smile spread across the little girls face... it was SO SCARY. scary horrible smile. And i could see what she was thinking. she had already made these bombs to kill the friends parents and brothers. Had the concept of 'YOU DONT GET TO HURT MY FRIENDS' it was so scary. then everything was in slow motion.. she dropped her doll and she hugged her friends.. and they were all laughing.. laughing..
jumping up and down
and laughing...
it was all so echo-ey
UGH! i woke up having chills. I'd rather have a rambutan dream anyday.
cheerio!
spm ending soon!
SWEET FREEDOM sooN!

Painted

no longer a boring piece of transparent glass
Pretty?
..change is coming

Atlanta Dating

did this for fun...

im er.. cheap. lol

Curls

I need some opinions, im planning to curl my hair after prom, what kind of curls do you think i should get? my hair is only this long


so its a big problem because most of the curls need super long hair to look nice, NEED HELP!
small curls like this?

thin ones like this?

(look at the girl from the previous picture, same girl)loose curls? (oh i do like this one)

BUT MY HAIR ISNT LONG ENOUGH GAH

this one and the above one is the same right?

this one looks dryer though

or do you have any other suggestions? because i dont think my hair is long enough for any of them but i really dont want to wait any longer!!

SIGH!! HELP ME, PEOPLE!

LOVE

ps. dont apologise for something you're going to do again and again. because all i see is insincerity. and thats not something i'd like to see.

Along Came Paper3

for those of you who are not taking spm and dont already know this, today's paper was CHEMISTRY. paper 1 and 2 was okay but then...


ALONG CAME POLLY.. *cough* paper 3
And it was fine you know, i mean i saw the experiment and i knew what it was. Voltaic cell. Voltaic cell. Voltaic cell. So i wrote the stupid experiment down and had 45 minutes to spare.. then i started to doubt myself.
Voltaic cell? Daniell cell? Voltaic cell?
DANIELL CELL!!!!
after 15 minutes of LONG HARD PONDERING AND SECOND GUESSING MYSELF, i crossed out parts of my experiment to change it to daniell cell. But it was SO MESSY so i rewrote the experiment instead... in the last 3 minutes, i switched all the parts i crossed out on the first experiment paper and converted it back to the OLD experiment it wrote.
and attached both papers to the exam paper..
with the daniell cell one in front seeing as i thought that one was the right one
the exam ended. bryan came over to show me his drawings and i asked him if it was okay. If what i did was right. If it was DANIELL cell. he said it was VOLTAIC and i felt so *ARRGHHHH DAMMIIITT* but okay. never mind right? i mean I ATTACHED BOTH maybe the examiner is nice and would give me marks? then bryan said he didnt know and yadi yada. i asked other people and they didnt know either. and liying said that her tuition teacher said for section A of paper 2 (i think) if you write two answers for one question, and one is right one is wrong, the examiner will mark you WRONG.
i am FULLY aware this isnt paper 2 but its paper 3
BUT STILL.
and then i started panicking.
and really everything was like rushing to my head and BLOODY HELL 17 MARKS?!?! bryan was showing his drawing things and im sorry if i didnt really give good reactions or really paid attention to it BUT SEVENTEEEEEN MARKS?!?!? GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!! I FELT SO HORRIBLE and suddenly i felt tears starting to well up in my eyes.
i just wanted to go home
then brenda came along and she told me that DANIELL CELL IS RIGHT! and GOD I LOVE BRENDA!!! she said that daniel cell is also a TYPE of voltaic cell and that batteries actually have their anode and cathode immersed in diff solutions, that they're seperated and TEACHER PEK HAR said daniell cell before.
I KNOW THAT IT SAYS VOLTAIC CELL IN THE BOOK
but brenda said daniell cell isnt wrong either.
SO THANK GOD FOR BRENDA.
so either way, even if the examiner only looks at one, i will still get marks. okay.Okay. OKAY. AND IM SORRY TO THOSE WHO THINK I OVERREACTED. BUT SEVENTEEN MARKS IS A LOT. it can determine between and A1 and an A2, okay. AND DAMMIT, I WANT AN A1.
SO YEAH.
and it would have been ridiculous if the examiner marked me wrong if one of the experiments of the two is wrong. THAT REALLY FRIGGIN FREAKED ME OUT. so now that i have confimation that either way, i will still be able to get some marks. I really feel so relieved. SO SO SO SO SO relieved.
again. I LOVE YOU BRENDA.
and a big thanks to kwanseng who was really super sweet and nice and tried to comfort me and all. =) people like you never let me fall. Thanks!!
another paper down. moral. bio. accounts and chinese to go.
Only love for brenda today
and some to karen too
*peace brothas and sistas*
ps. if im wrong. Dont be a smart ass and point it out to me. Fish. I dont want to know. Thanks.

Downfall

Image from here
DOWNFALL OF NGLIMAY
Capital letters with a Capital C.
Came out of the exam hall feeling rather okay with EST, i mean the essay was bogus but heck, it wasnt too bad. If i score well in objective and structure, i shouldnt be no problem. So there i was, feeling pretty darn good about the whole thang. Know?
and then the day before yesterday i found out that you have to caps the first word in your answer for the structure section. I know that you're all thinking 'well isnt that what you USUALLY do anyway?' WRONG. for school exams i NEVER EVER bothered with that. And i never got any marks minused off. So it never occured to me that i HAD to.
and news: YOU HAVE TO.
So yeah. Students from other schools know about this, somehow CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL students have NO CLUE. I've been asking around my tuition and they all said that their teacher clearly TOLD THEM they had to do that or else zero. Which is weird how our teachers NEVER SAID A THING. and this has been the marking scheme for YEARS now. YEARS. o.o
let me say that agian..
YEARS.
Sara called her EST teacher up and her teacher said 'it doesnt matter'. maybe she SHOULD be excused seeing that its only her first year teaching EST. but thats just ODD. If the teacher doesnt know, how do you expect the STUDENTS to know? Friends of mine from the same school have been going
'HUH REALLY ARH?!? YEAH MEH!?!? GOT SUCH THING ARH!?!?'
while other school friends have been going
'OMG YOU DIDNT KNOW?!?! OH GOOD LUCK HOPE FOR THE BEST!'
Wow. really. Wow.
So an important message i leave here for future SPM candidates = CAPS THE FIRST ALPHABET FOR THE FIRST WORD FOR STRUCTURE.
im not very devastated. Ah, it has passed. Theres nothing i can do now. Whats lost is lost.
Hoping for the very best. Hoping. Hoping. =)

Sengx2 17 now

And someone's now seventeen.

the big 17


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SENGSENG

Knew each other since form 2, huh? thanks to suping getting to know bryan and somehow all of us kinda got meshed together and went for outings together though we didnt know each other well at all. remember those days? and we always split into two groups and it was kinda odd. But somehow, thanks to the suprise party we held for KAREN before she left and the CHRISTMAS GATHERING at the end of that year itself, ah, we got closer! *beams*

Sad that we kinda drifted a bit. AH! BUT WELL, i know you'll always be there in my time of need, and be sure to know that i will be here for you too! cuz you're mah seng seng mah. hahaha *grins* You and liying are kinda similar in the sense that you guys are really sweet and caring and always super duper nice. =) hope that never changes! XD very considerate and kind too!

Neewayz, Just wanna say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

again

and erm.. haha *damn i just remembered i called you POXY FACE! why already ar? xp*

ONLY LOVE FOR YOU!

Memories

I sent this mail to brenda in form 2 and she filled it up for me. I cant believe she used to talk like that. aaawness made me laugh. *grins* oh the cute innocent little us then. Ah how times have changed HAHAHAHHAA XD

Fill this out about me (then send it back to me)

*BUT FIRST*

Send a Blank Copy To All Of Your Friends (So They Can Fill It Out About You! Got It??)

BE HONEST

1. My name:

Ng Li May

2. Where did we meet?:

in class...

3. Take a stab at my middle name:

um...Li? ahahhaha.

4. How long have you known me?:

1 year plus...

(almost 5 years now dear!!)

5. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?:

a lot!! =D

6. Do I smoke?:

nope...

7. What’s my favourite colour?:

blue..

(yeah well not anymore)

8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?

bubbly..=)

9. My age?:

13+

10. My birthday?:

8th of Oct 1990

11. Color Hair?:

dark brown lo..

12. Color eyes?:

dark brown oso...

(brenda said 'oso' zomg. zomg. zomg. XD)

13. Have you ever had a crush on me?

(ONLY ANSWER IF OPPOSITE GENDER)

O.o nope..

14. Have you ever been jealous of me?

ahaha..mebbe..^.~ ahahaha...

(oh i remember once we confessed to each other the things we were jealous about of each other, ahaha you remember? that was in form 2 too i think)

15. Whats one of my fav things to do indoors?:

chat on the phone lo..=)

16. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?

um.."wanna hang out with us?" during rumah sukan...=)

(the first thing was 'can i sit with you' LA. in KH class. tsk even i remember)

17. What’s my fav type of music?:

pop?

18.What’s one of my fav things to do outdoors?:

hang out with frens...chat lo....

19. Am I shy or outgoing?

a bit of both..=)

20.Would you say I’m funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)?:

ahaha...abit of both..

21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:

hee..some break some follow lo....

22. Would you consider me a friend?:

yupp! best, in fact!! =D

23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?:

wacky =P

24. Have you ever seen me cry?:

once in school..once on the phone..

(okay i dont remember this)

25. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?

lI mAy ThE wAcKy? ahaha..

26. Are my parents still together?:

yupp..

27. Do I have a nice butt? (same thing applies as in question..13)

O.o

(just say YES la next time. LOL)

28. If I had broccoli stuck on my teeth, would you tell me?

yea...

29. Do you love me? (same thing applies as in questions 13 & 27)

yea...as a fren =D

AM I………. ?!?!?!?

31. Quiet or loud?

hee..loud most of the time..

32. Short or Tall: short..but taller than me..=(

32.Weird or original: hee...both lo!!

33. Smart or stupid? smart lahh of coz..

34. Boring or Fun? fun!! =D

35. Attractive or Unattractive?

attractive lo...so many boys like her...ahaha..

(wonder what gave you that impression then lol i sure as hell dont remember no nothing)

DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it)

36.A psycho? hee...sumtimes..

38.Athletic? well..at least u run better than me..=P

39. A nerd? definitely not!

43. Two-faced? nah..

44. Obnoxious? nope..

45. Immature?

hee..aren't we all? jodaren sanimay rules! =D

(days of jodaren sanimay long gone lol)

46. Mature? at times lo...

JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS

47. What do you think I’ll be when I grow up? accountant =)

(ZOMG!??! thank god you aint still saying that now)

48. A) Do you think I’ll get married? heee...yea...

B) If you do…Who do you think I’ll marry?

*ahem...cannot say yet lo..*

49. Who do i have a crush on? the most recent one -

*okay i censored this for brenda...shit XD*

50. Who is my best friend?

me lorr! =D ahaha...so perasan horr...

51. What song(if any)reminds you of me?

hmm...dunno?

52. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?

nah...original laHH!!

53. If you could rename me, what would my name be?

um..ng may li? ahaha...

54. Have you ever had a dream about me?

yea...weird ones...

(yeah and the one i ate the eggs. nice)

55. A feature that you like about me:

hmm...ur smile =D! ahaha...

56. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

wateva u want lo....

(BRENDA! SO GENEROUS THEN!?!? would you still say the same NOOOW? XD HAHAHAHA)

Okay, this is rather obvious, but for this next section, some of these you only answer if you're not the same gender as the sender!

57. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot?

good-looking =P

58. Would you ever kiss me?

O.o maaaaayb on the cheek..

59. Would you ever consider being my boyfriend/girlfriend?

O.o no..

60.Do you ever think about me? yea..

(touched.. i think i like the old brenda a lot HAHAHAHHAA)

61. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?

everywhere lo...being wacky..loL

62. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?

wacky-cute..i noe im cheating =P

63. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?

nope...

64. Do you want me? O.o dun think so...

(YOU DONT WANT ME?!?!?!?)

65. What word do I say all the time?

aha..stupid! fine! wateva! cacat! ahahahaha...

66. Is there anything you’d like to say to me?

yea...roCK oN gaL!!! =D

*LAUGHS LIKE SHIT FUNNY CUTE MEMORIES*

Mumsie

OMG i came home today and mom was asking about my exam..

then after that she was like
'arent you forgetting something?'

and i was like.. huh?! then.. then... something clicked in my head
i ran to the computer and scrolled over the time..

sure enough.
16th of Nov

SHIT. I FORGOT.
Happy Birthday Mommy!
i mean i was just so caught up with the exams i know whens her birthday and all but i jsut DIDNT REALISE today WAS THE 16TH!!!! the exam papers dont need a date and all, so i just didnt bother keeping track of time and days and all and GAAAAAAAAH!! IM HORRID. SLAP ME SLAP ME SLAP ME. x(

Anyway, me Loves mah mumsie..
and me izzah so teh sorry
... x(

For everything she has done for me,
For always being there for me,
When im stressed when im breaking down.
Always there to assure me its okay,
Putting up with my temper and my foul moods,

just EVERYTHING.

Irreplaceable.
Mommy is my WORLD.
Dont know what i'd do without her.
Between a drowning boyfriend and mah mother.
...I'd pick mom.
now im gonna be single for life cuz all the guys are gonna go
'so im not worth saving lar'
HAHA. shuttup.
family comes first. xp
ps. Mom's bday. mah 555 post. loves.

super-powaar!!

Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading

You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive.
You understand people better than they would like to be understood.
Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details.
You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on!

Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now
*laughs*
...and you?

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.
On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.
You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.
Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.

Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.
You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.
You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.
Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

as-pee-amp 2

Math was ....

PIE

*grins*

I was so hyped up i was singing...

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

Even though the sound of it is something quite atrocious

If you say it loud enough, you’ll always sound precocious

Supercalifragilistic...

Supercalifragilistic...

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

and bobbing my head up and down with the song.. and i noticed the invigilator was looking at me quite dissaprovingly. TSK. x( fine fine fine so i stopped. humph!

Anyway, 4 subjects down! all rejoice! sciences to come!

*no no no!*

like brenda said, 'CLIMAX!'

Just now during the exam i was playing with my long plastic ruler, bending it making it U and thinking stupid things and laughing to myself *in my head* you know la, the usual limay things i do. XD when teacher was collecting the paper, i played with it somemore and wasnt looking and and ..and...

*SNAP*

apparently my ears turned reallllyy red. Liying said she saw. LOL Amanda and I were laughing there. SO STUPID. xp

LUCK LOVELY LUCK

...and duck and mince meat and pork!

oh and pass those chicken feet too~~

(no that wasnt supposed to make sense)

nap time!

es-pea-am

well would you look who it is..

ITS ME!
....well yeah, i did sorta lie since i said i wouldnt be here until after SPM
but...
but.......
but...........
SEJARAH IS OVER!!
NO MORE SEJARAH FOR LIFE!!!
the demon is gone.
no more drugs.
..but anyway thats not what i want to blog about.
You see, something horrible happened on the first day of SPM. I was worriedly sitting there you see, cracking my head for PERIBAHASA'S and the PANTUN i memorised just the day before (thanks to wk) and trying to get IDEAS and POINTS for my essay when suddenly i kind of felt IT.
Guys can stop reading at this point or continue...
...if you dont mind er.. girl stuff
HAHAHAHAAA
So i thought, you know maybe its not IT. because you know sometimes you think its here but its NOT when you go and check? so yeah, i sat there thinking 'aiya cannot be la.. so malang meh?' and then i felt it again and again and..
ZOMG SHIT WHY NOW
i didnt want to leave the exam hall especially since its karangan paper and im not sure of the procedure to leave the class to the bathroom and all. kind of weird la (to me) so yeah. And i was busy writing too! so i just DIDNT CARE and thought, 'yeah well at least its an all girl class'
WITH THE EXCEPTION OF BRYAN AND YI FUNG
but just two guys so DOESNT MATTER LA! i disregarded it and went on with writing my essay, lifting my butt off the chair towards the end of the exam. After the paper ended i asked yen hsian to check if it stained and it DID.. but only a little, REALLY REALLY little. people wont be able to notice.
and here i would like to thank me, myself and I for my rationality of wearing shorts to school.
Thank god thank God thank GOD.
sorry, i meant thank me thank me thank me
Liying told me about her friend who had her first period in standard 6 DURING UPSR and had no idea what it was! and i felt like ZOMG POOR GIRL. much much SO MUCH worse than mine. and apparently it stained SUPER BAD like EVERYWHERE so OMG MAN...
seriously.
later on during lunch i had cramps, xiao von and i went and got warm milo and i felt really much better after. x) thank the lords above!! So anyway, so far the papers down are MALAY, ENGLISH and SEJARAH.
sciences and maths are coming sooooon
im scared and unprepared
so far the papers have been okay i think. I hope i did fine for malay, im not very sure. I can never be sure with malay. And for sejarah, well i thought i did really badly but i checked the textbook and i think i might have been able to score some points. So hopefully im right and i do get all those marks that i spotted. =)
English essay was fun to write.
the fact that i ended it with annie's song 'tomorrow' made me happy
the sun'll come up, tomorrow.
bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow,
there'll be sun~~
MORE LUCK! x)

Time

TIME IS RUNNING OUT
my one last post before spm =)

Im really stressed out
Breaking under all the pressure
The only time im not stressed is when im watching 'FRIENDS'

...now someones going to say something lame like
'THEN WATCH FRIENDS DONT STUDY LO'
I SLAP YOU ARH
The other day i was like struggling with history, couldnt concentrate for the WHOLE MORNING so i came online in the evening. was only on for like less than 5 mins and dad came in 'what are you doing online?!' and i started crying. *only he didnt know*
Im trying, really i am. But my memory is UBER horrible. What i read just 2 days ago i dont remember. Thats how bad it is. and im wondering if i'll remember anything on the real day itself. I hope it'd all be there. or all of my efforts gone to waste. and i swear, i have been working bloody hard for the past few days.
Pimples are exploding everywhere
*god im laughing at that statement*
BUT ITS TRUE
Sadly, when i go to school you wont be able to recognise me anymore and just go like OMG WHO IS THAT MUTATED FACE GIRL.. IS SHE EVEN A GIRL?!?! and someone would scream GODZILLLLAAAA by then. *because thats the only monster we really know and its nice to scream it down the hallway*
But it doesnt matter. nope nope. All for the sake of my A1.
IF I DONT GET IT IM JUST GOING TO...
HEADLINES
SPM CANDIDATE JUMPED
girl from petaling jaya jumped from a twenty storey building and died. in her hand she held a piece of paper stating 'MY A1 ARH!!!!'
tragic tragic.
anyway moms been great. dads been great.
dad gets me sushi.
mom gets me bird nest.
only after i asked once (wasnt half serious either).
*grins*
i've drank 12 in 8 days.
Im unhealthy. I've lost weight.
I cant bring myself to eat.
Its such a waste of time. really.
DONT YOU DARE TELL ME NOT TO WATCH FRIENDS
Been getting only five hours of sleep.
also contributes to loss of appetite.
Pray for me as i will for you.
ALL THE BEST! LOVE LOVE LOVE!

wishes

Someone's 19!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EEBUMZ!

my sister. my best friend. *grins*
it doesnt get any better than that!

First birthday overseas, at least hsienipoo is there celebrating together with you! BUT WHAT ABOUT ME?!! *sniffles* i waaaant cake. *pouts* so odd not singing birthday song and taking photos together on this day! *nooooooo* missing you badly!

Love you lots lots LOTS!

see you in december!

stories stories stories, owh just so much to tell! x)