Child's Play

recently there's been marching due to the upcoming sports day. On certain days we'll have to stay back to practice marching and all. Oh, dont get me wrong, I LOVE IT!! its like the highlight of the day, yes dearies! IT IS THAT FUN!

The commanders, leaders, seniors (whatever you want to call them) okay fine if you want to call them FORM FIVES its up to you, they're just SO FUNNY and ZESTY and just so full of life. Lolz, seriously BOOSTS up your spirit!!!! they're EVER SO NIIIICEEE. think our RED house leaders are THE BEST. XD!!! WHEEE~~~~

feeling a little bit disconnected from the class. history repeating again, but dont really care. Too preoccupied to even care actually. theres just SO MUCH TO DO NOWADAYS. theres hardly any time for myself. im just not USED TO THIS. im used to having allt he time in the world.

SLACK and SLACK and SLACK... and then now its WORK WORK WORK. dont even ahve the choice. ITS SO SAAAADD!! WHERES ALL MY TIME IN THE WORLD!??! WHAT HAPPENED TO IT!??! dont tell me if went POOF on me!! *sniff* feeling abandoned. (nonsense)

PRS banner to be done, im not in charge though.. THANK THE HEAVENS!! but im gonna be playing a rather big part too cuz its sara and su ping in charge. so not much diff. Then theres the YE program. Its getting rather annoying now.. i dont know, i ahvent odne anything yet and already im feeling a headache.

ITS SO MESSY!! honestly. and since i dont ahve a maid and all at the moment, mum is kinda like reusing to bring me anywhere to buy anything. GAH!!!! the only thing im okay about so far is RED HOUSE matters. Perhaps cuz everyones so happy and cheerful it really brightens up my day. XD. lovable people.

by the time im home im so EXHAUSTED. totally pooped. wanna take a nap... sleep the rest of the day away. BUT AM I ALLOWED TO!??! NOOOOOOO.. tuitions T___T. ITS SAD!! REAAALLLYY!! CAN YOU FEEL MY PAIN!??! i dont know what pain but YES PAINNN!!!!!

- Peace out. I'll survive. -

IM FREAKING PISSED WITH MY MUM AND MY SISTER AND THEIR BLOODY DUMB ATITUDES. THEY DONT BOTHER TO EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAAAND. NOOOO, everythin just AHS to got heir way. SHUT UP DAMMIT. BLOODY HELL.

OH AND DONT FORGET MY STUPID DOG WHO CANT TELL RIGHT FROM WRONG. TO HELL WITH HIM. GEEZ. AND IF IM NOT DONE WRITING THIS POST, ITS CUZ I GOT DISCONNECTED THANKS TO MUM.

today was the shittiest day of my life. Class was fine. Class was the HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY in fact. i came home and it was raining like it never rained before. The clothes were all over the bloody floor and they were all wet. i put down my books and rushed to pick them all up. my stupid dumb dog ran in the house, called him out to keep me company but he didnt want to. FINE. RUN LIKE A FRIGGIN COWARD. FINE.

After i brought in all the soaking wet not to mention dirty clothes, i saw my dog STUPID dog and wanted to keep him into his cage. he was under the stupid table so i went to get him. AND YOU KNOW WHAT!?!? HE BARKED AT ME AND TRIED TO BITE ME. DAMMIT. i was so shocked i SCREAMED. then after i recovered fromt he initial shock i started shouting at the stupid dog and didnt care about it anymore. Went to EAT. EAT EAT EAT.

then i felt pity for it and felt sorry, so i gave it so meat to eat. THEN THE stupid dog came out for a while and went under the table again. SO STUPID. i was like FINEEEE!!!! so i went back to the kitchen, walk halfway the stupid power tripped and i was so shocked, I SCREAMED AGAIN.

DO YOU KNOW HOW ITS LIKE TO BE SCREAMING TO YOURSELF IN A BIG EMPTY HOUSE!??!? there was NO POWER and my freaking dog was being friggin stupid. I WAS SO SCARED i just went upstairs to my room, hugged my pillow and picked up the phone.

There was no line.

I was so freaked. I went to my second sis room and there was no line there either. FREAKED FREAKED FREAKED. went to my eldest sisters room. THANK GOD there was line. i called brenda and talked to her. talked till 5 something then called karen and talked till 6 something until sisters came back.

THEN MOM STARTED SCOLDING ME. she asked me to help mop up the floor and she kept YELLING AT ME while i was doing it. WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM LA DAMMIT?!?!?! so i started to get really PISSED off and i started wiping really hard. THEN SHE WAS ALL LIKE 'IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA DO IT RIGHT THEN DONT DO IT.' so im like FINE. and i STOPPED wiping the friggin floor. and she was like SO CONVINIENT LAR? YOU COME BACK HERE NOW!!

WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE WANT FOM ME LAR. then she was like OR ELSE YOU WIPE YOURSELF. and im like FINE. YOU ALL LEAVE I DO IT MYESLF. and shes like WHAT KIND OF ATTITUDE iS THAT. and im like WHAT!?!? YOU ALL DONT DO I DO LAR WHATS SO BAD ABOUT THAT!?!?!

then shes like NO INTERNET FOR YOU FOR A WEEK!! and i just came upstairs.

I COULDNT CARE LESS.

if you're bored, go play this game. ITS KINDA COOL!!

http://www.eyezmaze.com/grow/cube/index.html

IM SO HAPPY~~ im done with my moral project!! going to take a passport size pic later for the youth exchange form. Kinda worried cuz i always look super retarded in passport size pics. SERIOUSLY. so now im figgeting with my hair and stuff. I WANT TO AT LEAST LOOK 'OKAY' FOR ONCE. cuz i mean the host families are gonna PICK from the pile. look nice? you're chosen. otherwise.. you dont and a hundred bucks of registration fee goes to waste. Fun, isnt it? *groans* IM PANICKING.

Now im stuffing myself with marshmallows and BOY are they sweet. I need water but im too lazy to get it. Its ALL THE WAY DOWNSTAIRS. i feel like taking a nap now but i cant cuz im waiting for brenda to call to fetch me to take the pic. PLUS theres someone coming to fix the fish pond later. OH IM FEELING SO DISCONTENT RIGHT NOW! SO SO SO DISCONTENT.

and ive not done any homework yet. have to finish chinese and EST today or im dead tomorrow.. oh yea, and theres LISAN to memorise. WHY OH WHY ME!?!?! and lately im feeling a little bit disconnected from some people. and im really close to 'some people'.. so it isnt feeling really good. if this goes on for long, im afriad we wont be as close as we used to be. thats all. Gah.

go do my homework now or something while waiting. hmm. yea, i'll do that.

For the past few months, mum has been making me drink milk. Yes, milk without the chocolate. yes, that makes it not chocolate milk but milk. Pure white soloution that gives you calcium to strenghten you bones and teeth, not that chocolate doesnt give you the same stuffies *calcium* but yea, thats not the point.

I was okay with milk when i was an infant till like around when i was 7. Then all of a sudden, i dont know what triggered it, but i just started to detest milk. it all just happened just like that *snaps fingers*. Since then, i never drank milk and only stuck to chocolate milk. Honestly, i blame it on not being allowed to drink from a baby bottle anymore. lolz. just a lame excuse, just ignore it.

So, thats my history with MILK. Frankly, since then, i've never been able to drink milk. When mum first made me drink it which was the starting of this year. I kept puking after i drank it. It was HORRIBLE. HORRI-GI-BLE more like. SO the only solution i had was to pinch my nose close and drink it. Then i couldnt taste it! but then i would still have to be holding my nose for 1 minute after drinking it or i would still be able to taste it and puke in the end. AWFUL. i know.

But after maybe one month of doing that, surprisingly, i got used to the taste of the milk *god knows how, since ive been pinching my nose and not tasting it, but i did* and now i dont have to pinch my nose close and crap anymore. Its really really great. Saves me all the trouble of having to suffocate after two gulps and having to breathe through my mouth like an idiot. seriously.

so thats all, just wanted to rant on about it. ^^"

I just finished reading this book

PS I love you
by Cecelia Ahern

I LOVE IT! I LOVE IT! I LOVE IT!

i cried on page 39. Thats the earliest i ever cried on any book. I mean, it was just the start and there i was crying!!! i dont know, to me, ME AT LEAST, the character kinda sorta reminded me of me. her personality i guess.. and i just couldnt help but feel how she felt.. and it was JUST SO SAD!!!!

AND THE STORY WAS SO SWEEET~~~ at the end of the novel.. after i read the last message her husband left for her before he died. I seriously CRIED like HELL. With snot and all, YES THE WHOLE PAKAGE!!! i even had to close the book.. and sob to myself.. collect myself and then continue reading. YOU HAVE NO IDEA...i just really.. really..

i dont know how to put it in words. her husband is so sweet and so thoughtful... just so EVERYTHING. i dont care if hez fictional, im in love.

I LOVE THIS BOOK!!! and wouldnt mind if someone bought it for me. *hint* *hint* you know, for any like special occasion. *hint* i REALLY wouldnt mind it as a gift *hint* in fact, I WOULD LOVE IT!! *hint*

im so in love with the book i feel like NEVER RETURNING IT TO MY SISTER'S FRIEND. i want to claim it mine!!! its just SO SWEET..

im a sucker for romance novels. im gonna reread it later and cry myself to sleep. *sigh*

i just feel so content right now. just so utterly content.

okay, you know what, the second after i posted up my previous post, my dad busted in the room and scolded me for being lazy and i was forced to move my lazy bumbum down the stairs to fold the clothes.

I KNEW I SHOULDA NEVER POSTED UP THAT POST! bad luck came!!!

so in the end, i DID fold the clothes! now now dont go all HAH! DAI SEI! =___=" i did like one basket and surprisingly it din take long. must be coz im sooooo SKILLED!!!! WHEE~~ *skilled, pfft. kononnya. but hey! gimme a break, say something nice.*

Aaaanyway, i watched this anime, FULL METAL PANIC and totally fell in love with SAGARA SOUSUKE!!! the main character. SO CUTE! hez like so innocent man!! *swoons* YES, i fell in love with a 2D character, you have a problem with that!??!?!! *kick* EVERYONE GO WATCH!!!