*a whole chunk left unsaid.*
Like a kid who believed in Santa Claus, stayed up late during Christmas eve hoping to hear the sleigh bells ring. And then finding out one day that Santa Claus is not real after all. Disappointment, sadness, everything that comes with it. Tears fill the eyes. But then you suck it up, hold it in and deal with it. Because that's what we do best, we learn to deal with the ugly truth that is reality. And how do we deal with it? We create other illusions to make it all better. So then its fine again. But then that illusion breaks again, what now?
We deal with it.
the only way we know how.
the only way we know how.
On a side note, Ee Ling never ceases to amuse me.
*‹‹€3 lîng‹‹*
they have just the peanut butter
*‹‹€3 lîng‹‹*
without the goober
*‹‹€3 lîng‹‹*
HOW CAN YOU NOT HAVE GOOBER
On the side of that side note, straight A's. =) Lse, here i come! Visa crap is annoying the hell outta me, and i have barely started dealing with it. Suck suck suck suck suck, lalalala~Oh, went to singapore and flew a kite for the... second time in my life (this time properly, first time was back when i was a wee kid, i dont remember much of it at all, must have been quite a failure) with liying. That was good fun :) We call the kite 'baby', cause its our baby XD LiYing had wanted to call it Shannon, but i said no CAUSE THATS MY COUSIN'S NAME.
Baby high up in the sky! Whee!
Baby making friends <3 That's batman and eagle i think.
Baby in all of its glory.Had pork ribs. Happy times happy times. Pork ribs pork ribs pork ribs! YUM!! Enjoyed the company, waving at ferries? boats? ah things that float on water =.= was fun. MLIA.
I feel plain today.
Can you tell?
Can you tell?
On the side of the side of the side note, bryan has been hanging out with yingxian waaaaay too much methinks. Biting tendencies are starting to show. OH NOES! Biting reminds me of vampires. eep eep... minature vampires = mozzies. Mozzie bites = that bite under liyings eye, which she now thinks is a pimple. TMI TMI TMI.
Pooh.
More tomorrow? I should be ecstatic, and thanking the person way up there for watching over me for everything. I know. But im not. Im feeling bleh-ish. Im thankful, but still bleh-ish. Couldn't you have brought him along with me too? Why leave him out? Worried for the boy. Wondering how he's taking it. Much too afraid to ask. I'd rather people not say anything at all.
Emo.
Why don't you understand?
Emo.
-pause-
Why don't you understand?
Emo.
-pause-
Wanted to watch horton hears a who earlier, but it was raining. Wanted to watch that since like AGES ago. Hopefully they'll be showing it again tomorrow. Karen's birthday tomorrow, all smiles. I love the girl so so much, she's been there for me for all the times, all the non-times, and all the between times. Bottom line is, she's been there, ALWAYS, without fail. and im hoping ive never failed her either.
The love who will be turning 19.
The love who will be turning 19.I'll be that bubble that never pops :) I'll forever be your safety net, be here to catch you and break your fall. That much i promise you.
clap. stomp. clap. stomp. clap.
The talk with liying got me thinking again, not too much though, but it did. Lets play the waiting game.
Ssssshhh!!
Congratz to all the other loves who got the results they wanted,
you all are BRILLIANT and AWESOME
and so much more :)
The world awaits,
let your greatness shine through!
x
you all are BRILLIANT and AWESOME
and so much more :)
The world awaits,
let your greatness shine through!
x
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