People dont know this, but im REALLY REALLY bad at goodbyes. I avoid it at all costs, most of the time i live in my little world of denial and pretend its not happening. And im really good at that bit too, im like MASTER PRO KICK ASS at it actually.
So bryan left today, and i was all yeah okay wtv.
WAVE.
WAVE.
still okay yeah wtv.
still in world of denial.
=D
Happy face, btw
(cause you can tell but i like to narrate expressions you can see for yourselves)
WAVE.
WAVE.
still okay yeah wtv.
still in world of denial.
=D
Happy face, btw
(cause you can tell but i like to narrate expressions you can see for yourselves)
left in the car, happy, still skipping around, singing, laughing with liying and seng too. then this stupid ass bryan had to be all SENTIMENTAL and text that he'd miss me. Then my brilliant pro kick ass world broke and its like, gah, hes LEAVING. Then i started crying.
And im this emotional wreck, once i start, i dont stop. =_____=" Its all your fault, bryan! you popped my perfect bubble of a world! And now i cant sleep cause i cant stop crying >.> well at least you know someone misses you, ALREADY. HAHAHAHAHHAAHA (dont go MLIA on me, i slap you like this this this this this this this *imagine emot yourself*)
Still recall this one time my sister was leaving for the UK and i was adamant about not sending her off at the airport cause i knew i wouldnt be able to hold it in (cause my sister is all SENTIMENTAL and shit as well, wouldnt just say goodbye cooly and go all 'yeah okay, so i'll see you online yeah?' cool hug, wave wave, smiles.) so im like, YES IM OFF THE HOOK! NO AIRPORT! NO CRYING NO NOTHING! *goes on day as per usual, whistle whistle [only im not actually whistling cause i cant do that]* then she goes ahead and CALLS me from the airport..
And im this emotional wreck, once i start, i dont stop. =_____=" Its all your fault, bryan! you popped my perfect bubble of a world! And now i cant sleep cause i cant stop crying >.> well at least you know someone misses you, ALREADY. HAHAHAHAHHAAHA (dont go MLIA on me, i slap you like this this this this this this this *imagine emot yourself*)
Still recall this one time my sister was leaving for the UK and i was adamant about not sending her off at the airport cause i knew i wouldnt be able to hold it in (cause my sister is all SENTIMENTAL and shit as well, wouldnt just say goodbye cooly and go all 'yeah okay, so i'll see you online yeah?' cool hug, wave wave, smiles.) so im like, YES IM OFF THE HOOK! NO AIRPORT! NO CRYING NO NOTHING! *goes on day as per usual, whistle whistle [only im not actually whistling cause i cant do that]* then she goes ahead and CALLS me from the airport..
=____="
see what these people put me through?
see what these people put me through?
so i start like crying, and she goes all
'are you crying?'
and me being tough as old boots go all *holds breath*'wha? no, OF COURSE NOT. why would I be crying?'
'oh thought you sounded like you were.'
'... NOOOOOO...'
*cough. ahem. yeah*
'oh thought you sounded like you were.'
'... NOOOOOO...'
*cough. ahem. yeah*
Well anyway, now you all know how stupidly emo i can get, so when i leave, just be really like cool about it, yeah? like *shrug* 'so see you around in december then.' and i go 'yeah, see you.' *pat on back* *salutes* =D GAH IM EMO AND MY EMO PAL IS ON THE STUPID PLANE SO NOW I HAVE TO EMO EMO ALOOOOONE.
see what you put me through?
stupid stupid bryan. Grrrr!
SLEEP.
>=(
stupid stupid bryan. Grrrr!
SLEEP.
>=(
and food for thought! (edited post. OMIGOD im STILL awake. bloody hell. yay ron weasley! *grins* loving the accent. dad woke up too. whoops?) i think we only got closer when you EMO-ed and I emo-ed TOO in high school. NOW THAT WE'RE NOT EMO PEOPLE ANYMORE ARE WE STILL GONNA BE FRIENDS LIKE FOREVER EVER EVER EVER EVER *i sound like a primary school kid, me shall stop now* hahaha, super stupid question BUT LIKE YOU NEVER KNOW RIGHT. omigod i need sleep. im going crazy. BUT REALLY. i guess thats one thing i've really got to thank YOU for. (not you, bryan. just in case you get CONFUSED again like LAST TIME. *ahem*)
Okay, now really, SLEEP.
>=(
face again, only now its more like
= O
new face new face.
i know, im amazing.
ive got a whole variety of expressions!
have you seen my death glare yet?
its the best yet!! =D
No, really!
Bye loves!
Pictures tomorrow methinks!
No eyebags please please please.
>=(
face again, only now its more like
= O
new face new face.
i know, im amazing.
ive got a whole variety of expressions!
have you seen my death glare yet?
its the best yet!! =D
No, really!
Bye loves!
Pictures tomorrow methinks!
No eyebags please please please.
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