just another day?

Im so superly down today.. its not because of the letter not arriving.. im just feeling so down. I dont know why. Suddenly feel like crying.. kind of stupid, huh? Like tell me about it. =( Just sitting down feeling all down and my tears well up. =( bah.

Maybe im just feeling very.. i dont know.. unneedded? is there even such a word? lol. its like.. no one will even notice whether or not im around. So why bother, right? i dont know.. i hate days like this, just PANG suddenly feel so down. its friggin retarded. Now my feelings are all so jumbled up and my brain is going in circles. *whirr* ever worse.. no shows on tv =( nothing to cheer me up.

Blah. im going to go take a nap or something. So... down.

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