CNY blues

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Was gambling with the hallmates (lost 30p btw... lolness, so many hours and just 30p) and it just hit me hard on HOW MUCH I MISS FAMILY BACK HOME!! I mean, when we gamble, its just like WHOOOAAAA!! epiiiicness

Everyone just gets SO HYPED up, its craaazy! and i like how everyone is gathered at the table to play the game, be it 7 year olds or 80 year olds, and we all shout PICTURE PICTURE and we high five and everything and go YESSSS when we go bust (to fool the dealer) and how begu totally works the table XD and just last year, we graduated from high fives to knuckle touches, hey, thats PROGRESS for you. xp

I remember that one year begu was winning so much that as the dealer, he was like, aiya feel bad for you guys, he had TWENTY in his hands (two pictures or something like that) and he said, 'give you all la' so he took one more card,

and it was an ACE.

WTF. 21, everyone had to pay double XD Epic moment, EPIIIIC. and the whole, PUTTING THE FROGS IN THE POT thing we use, haha! and how every year theres this WORD that just grows on all of us, like how one year it was SEMI. honestly. I dont know any other family that does that. I like how we consult each other and show each other our cards, and how sometimes the dealer shows us his cards too (when we sit next to him/her) and its like, OOOOHHH XD and how the adults will place their bets on your bet cause they think you're lucky, and how we split our OWN bets into a few bets by placing our other bets on other peoples bets and its like OOOOHH!! XD

I guess i just miss the company mostly =) And how eventhough every night we have to sleep like sardines (bloody cramped in the room, literally cannot move at ALL) it just makes you feel so together and nice. and its fun to listen to AUNTY talks and before we sleep, sometimes they'll be talking about some deep stuff or some personal stuff and you're just like OHHH and sigh, it just feels safe and right. I guess thats family for you.

And how in the morning, you wake up and walk downstairs and there'll already be children awake watching cartoons, so you'd just sit on the couch and stone while watching teevee. Its a nice feeling, then we go out for bak kut teh. =D Everything is just so comfortable. And how we'll play a movie at night and everyone will be watching it at the same time. XD the whole lot of us.

Like, sigh, its chinese new year now but i just DONT feel it. No hype, no nothing. just another day, need to do work. its just GRRR-ness. I dont know how they're spending CNY at home, i hope everyone is alright, i hope everyone is trying. She wouldnt want to see us this way. lalaalaaaalala>=(
Well anyway, im going to stop feeling sorry for myself. Hope all you guys back home and wherever else are having a GREAT CNY and erm happy valentines day slash single awareness day for all. =) You know i love you.
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and remember,
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Keep on smiling, my lovelies!

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