Child's Play

Im was pretty mad earlier today... like i said in my previous post...we made chicken pie today. The dough was great...our group was supposedly the best. Not too tough...not too soft...you know..NOT WATERY and everything. we were so proud...then ze hui came over and she said that hers was too watery..they shouldn't have added water and that ours was good. That gave us a tinge of...proudness? well, who wouldn't be proud? hahaaa...

teacher asked us to use the stuffing that was previously prepared by 3b5. Cas and jaq complained. i mean..WE WANTED TO MAKE OUR OWN ONE! so we did! it was kinda fun..and the onion made me cry...*sob* we added pepper and everything...^^ sooo fuuuun...later, it was time to collect our ALL SO PERFECT dough out of the refridgirator. Cas took it out and realised it was NOT OURS. apparently, ZE HUI's group had mistaken OUR dough for THEIRS. which if you ask ANYONE, is kinda impossible. THEIRS was so WATERY. OURS was NOT. ANd one would know. Cuz of course it felt diff. The dough i mean. The group looked at us astonishingly and asked..really ar? oh we didn't know and everything. and said their sorries. But sorry is NOT enough. Not in this case, its not. They had only started, they could've gave us back our dough..but did they!?! NO. cas said..never mind la grudgingly...and we settled with THEIR dough. THE TOO WATERY ONE.

Elaine was fairly pissed, ALL of us were. we were ready to bite their heads off. ONE BY ONE. and chew on them. The dough was SOOO HARD TO mould. it kept BREAKING. it WOULDN'T GET off the plastic bag. teacher kept asking us to hurry up, cuz we were too slow, but HOW WERE WE SUPOSED TO HURRY WHEN THAT FREAKING THING WAS SO FREAKING FRAGILE!?! cas kept throwing the utensils and stuff on the table. OBviouSLY frustrated. Elaine was going to cry...JAq was complaining...yea..i was too. The girls from the other groups were really nice about everything, they helped cleaned up and comforted us...but really. We felt so TICKED OFF.

ZE HUI'S group member (ze hui wasn't there..she went for dancing) meanwhile had perfect pies. Because of OUR NICE dough. They could make TEN pies, but made EIGHT. we were SO PISSED OFF AT THIS FACT. THEIR FREAKING DOUGH COULD BARELY MAKE SEVEN PIES. IT WAS NOT ENOUGH. i wanted to curse at them. SHOOT at them. ANYTHING to make myself feel better. teacher kept praising them, and WE kept being PESTERED. THE UNFAIRNESS OF LIFE. PROVEN.

God. IF i had 2 pies to take home, i could've given the gang more. I was sooo pissed. MAYBE they didn't take the dough on purpose, im sure they didn't...but then again, SORRY wasn't good enough, they could've at least gave us a PIE. OUR dough. GAVE US ONE OF THEIR FReAKING PIES WITH OUR PERFECT DOUGHS TO TAKE BACK AND SAVOUR. but did they!?! NOOOOOOOO. they just grinned at the perfection of the pie and went on showing off. or so it seemed.

By the time we collected our pies, it was all CRACKED. we barely touched the thing and it cracked. the CRUST cracked. THE dough was too damn freaking STUPID. ON THE other HAND, YEN HSIAN's PIE was perfect. *a ze huis group member* we stared enviously. That was suppsoed to be OUR dough. OURS. to think it's SUPPOSED TO be ours hurt. it hurt a lot. it sucked. it felt like something precious stolen from you. being snatched away. And worse off, we coudn't do ANYTHING but watch as they devoured it. OUR dough. OURS. DAMN. i wanted their heads on a plate. I DONT CARE! they didn't even offer us a damn pie and never even bothered to apologise AGAIN to the WHOLE team. FISH. to hell with them. i am now officially BIAS.

what made things worse? we went back to class, and JEFFREY said to casandra,

'YER..yours not so nice, patricia and yen hsians ones nicer..rounder.'

we cringed at those words. the work of OUR dough. OURS. cas felt like ripping jeff's head apart. nah..I DID. i kept trying to forgive them thinking, what would i have done if i was in their position? then it just came to me...i would've given back the dough..or at least what was left there. What was left of the douhg. Besides, they had only started on TWO when they found out it was ours. there was NO REASON for them to still hold on to OUR DOUGH. NONE at all.

Im so pissed with them. I really am. I wish i could turn back time, retrace my steps. But sadly, i cant. maybe these things arent meant to be taken to the heart. maybe all is well, and they're mean tto be forgiven. But somehow...by the way they acted, even if i DID somehow, forgive them...i dont think i'll ever think of them the same again. EVER. we weren't even offered ONE pie. NOT ONE. ZIPPO. NADA. -toot-! how do you think WE FELT!?! the whole thing was sickening. From beginning to end. Maybe we werent being good sports. Maybe we were just acting like dumb kids, angry over things like this. But whatever it is...i cant help feeling mad about the whole thing.

and worst of all...somehow...i expected more from some people of that group...expected them to be well..BETTER. but seems like they're not. True colours shown? maybe.

oh yea, we also gave one of the pies we made to xe lin's group for helping us with everything. Thank you people!