Child's Play

So im streaming the new episode of gossip girl at the moment, and because it streams so slowly, it keeps stopping and stuff but i cant bear to wait so i dont care and watch it retardedly like that, only now its stopping at a kissing scene and im willing it to load faster and inside my head im going,

'Play dammit PLAY! get past this scene! ITS MAKING ME UNCOMFORTABLE!'

honestly, am i the only one who feels this way? there was this other music video that liying sent me, love the music btw (keep replaying it over and over without watching the video itself), but the music video has so many kissing scenes in it and im just like,

'THERES SO MANY KISSING SCENES, WHAAAT?!'

and liyings all,

Aforementioned music video,
and then i watched 'the girl with the dragon tattoo' and 'the girl who played with fire' the other time when my sisters were still home and all the sex scenes really REALLY made me feel uncomfortable. And for the first time in my life i was grateful for being in Malaysia where everything gets CENSORED and you dont see that whole chunk in between.

Cant they just IMPLY that they're gonna do it and then just leave it at that and show the morning after? The whole sex scene thing is SO REDUNDANT, i dont wanna watch that! All these leave me feeling so uncomfortable because it feels so private and i just feel like im intruding or something, like... i dont know im not meant to see that, GET A ROOM. TT which also explains why i dont like PDA i guess, i see a couple going at it in public and my immediate reaction would be,

OMG LOOK AWAY! LOOOK AWAAAAAYY!!!

And i'd purposely look in the opposite direction and its all i can do from using my hands to SHIELD MY EYES. Meh. I mean, im not saying all kissing scenes make me feel uncomfortable, (so dont poke fun at me! at the movies or something, HAHA LOOK THEY'RE KISSING, LIMAY, LOOK LOOK *poke* LOOK! i'll be like GRR! and it wont be pretty! >:O) i mean, the short sweet ones are FINE i guess, its the ones that get really really intimate that make me wanna just LOOK AWAY, i fast forward through scenes like that. or i start squirming in my seat =___="

Again, am i the only one? I'd really love to know.

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