hello, London

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'Hey there, would you like a paper?'
'no, no thank you'
'Aaaawww!!'

..

'Tell you what, how about a coffee instead?'
(:

Guiness

So Karen got 4 free VIP tickets to attend the Arthur's Day celebration and invited myself, Yaw and weikhai to go along. First time being a VIP i felt so bloody awesome, but honestly you get the same treatment as everyone else so. =___=" But you get to go into the VIP areas where you get free flow of guiness :D and free crackers! Not like those were really great either cause the drinks were diluted (wethink) and the crackers were just, meh. But anyway, who cares, we were there for the concert and the after party! :D

Went in a bit late, expected to see a MASSIVE crowd inside or something but it was such a disappointment! there were so few people inside you could hardly call it a crowd, actually, you couldn't. There were 100 people there at most and at the time we were already running an hour late. Thankfully the place filled up more after ANOTHER hour (malaysians, always being late and all) but it still wasnt very packed. Surprising. Performances were pretty awesome, but a quarter way through the concert it started raining, and most of us looked like this,
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taken when we were sitting down cause FEET PAIN.

Oh yes, we are awesome blue aliens. Unglam to the max. XD Stupid blue plastic bags didnt really help, it just kept sticking on your body and made you feel really uncomfortable. But we all still partied under the rain, so that was pretty awesome. (:

Embarrassing moment,

"Eh? TIMBALAND WENT OFF STAGE ALREADY!?!"
"...LiMay, that was FLO RIDA"
"oh. RIGHT."

=______="

he came back on later on. he was the MOST SYOK SENDIRI PERFORMER THAT NIGHT. omg it was HILARIOUS.

"ITS HOT IN HERE, DO YOU WANT ME TO TAKE MY SHIRT OFF?"

=___=" HUH!?!?
*crowd goes wild*
*we all exchange looks like WTF? LOL?*

i shout, 'NOOOOOO!!'
*he takes his shirt off*

and then,
'DOES ANYONE WANT TO TOUCH ME!?!'

....

"WHEN I SAY TOUCH ME, YOU SAY TOUCH ME!"

....

"ALL THE SINGLE LADIES MAKE SOME NOOOIISEEE!!
THIS IS MY NUMBER *recites number*
CALL ME, IM SO TOTALLY AVAILABLE!!!!"

I understand that it was meant as an intro to all his songs but its like, WHAA?!?! LOL i dont know if the number is actually a real number but yeah. HAHAHA he mentioned the number a few times and reminded SINGLE LADIES to call him several times too. Its like,

fancy a quick lay? call me!
UHHH.

And then his most syok sendiri moment, he opened a bottle of water and proceeded to pour it all over himself. like OMG LOOK AT ME IM SO HOT I NEED TO COOL MYSELF DOWN. I IS SO SEXY RIGHT NOW. LOOKIT LOOKIT LOOKIT.

He did that twice. Cause obviously, once wasnt enough.
people too hot, what to do?

Maaaaan, cracked me up.

Then he sat on someones shoulders and that person carried him through the crowd! that was pretty awesome! Karen and I got pushed like craaazzyyy we were literally just 20 cm away from him, too bad arms not long enough else we would have been able to... TOUCH HIM like he wanted us all to. HAHAHAHA He created the most hype, gave away lollipops and his watch... and his shirt to the crowd and everything.

Sean Kingston was pretty cool too, oh funny moment, before Sean Kingston came out, the crowd was chanting,

'KINGSTON! KINGSTON! KINGSTON!'
then these buncha dudes went,
'PENDRIVE PENDRIVE PENDRIVE!'

HAHAHAHA XD

Sean Kingston serenaded 'Beautiful Girls' to three indian girls, that was pretty cool. He also sang the chorus of a coupla songs that werent his so we were like O.O okay! But it was hilarious cause there was this one song in particular that i remember, i think he was tired, so the song was playing in the background as in, the song with his voice in it and everything, so he didnt actually have to sing. He just kinda stood on stage and wobble wobble, move hands move hands, and then occasionally chimed in with the recording. it was like HAHAHAHA oookkaaaaay XD I think the best performance was by Colby o Donis, i feel bad because i didnt know who he was before yesterday HAHA

Colby who?

But anyway, NOW I KNOW, AAAAAND, even better,
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We met him. OHOHOHOHOHOHO

Okay it was actually pretty lame. We went for the after party (which so CANNOT be considered an after party, i think the after after party was held somewhere else, NO IDEA. wtv) and then we spotted him. ZOMG ITS COLBY!! wanted to take a picture with him, he was really nice, he said we could! but then, his bodyguard said NO.

WTF?

So there Colby was saying NO PROBLEM, and there his bodyguard was standing in our way.

biiiiitch.

Stood around for quite awhile, Colby was pretty nice, smiling for all the cameras and everything, only nobody could take any pictures with him. Karen and I gave up after awhile, then when we went back in again, THE MEAN BODYGUARD WAS GONE (OH HELL YEAH) and there was this OTHER bodyguard there and we saw ppl taking photos with him, so i asked the bodyguard if he could help us snap a picture and he was like all 'YEAH!' *while mouthing the words to the song that was playing atm*

So we scooted in and sat next to colby, only. Colby was.
busy texting.

....
awkward.

We just kinda sat there and silently waited for him to finish texting. there was this guy beside him (his friend or something) that tapped his shoulder to let him know that HEY THERE ARE FANS WAITING but he kinda ignored the guy, and just continue-d texting. So karen and i waited until he was done and then i asked if we could snap a picture with him and again,
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Tadaaaaa (:

Also,
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That's about it.

Anyway, gonna go continue packing. Flying back tmr ): byebye Malaysia! Oh yeah, and i think the loud music seriously impaired all of our hearing.

Karen : You guys just ignored me!
Yaw : You want to eat Indon Mee?

.....

*in the mamak, narnia was on the teevee*
Yaw : She's not hot la. I like Hermoine.

Karen and I BOTH HEARD,
'I like her body.'

HAAHHAHAHAHAA

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keeping it all PG13.

So im streaming the new episode of gossip girl at the moment, and because it streams so slowly, it keeps stopping and stuff but i cant bear to wait so i dont care and watch it retardedly like that, only now its stopping at a kissing scene and im willing it to load faster and inside my head im going,

'Play dammit PLAY! get past this scene! ITS MAKING ME UNCOMFORTABLE!'

honestly, am i the only one who feels this way? there was this other music video that liying sent me, love the music btw (keep replaying it over and over without watching the video itself), but the music video has so many kissing scenes in it and im just like,

'THERES SO MANY KISSING SCENES, WHAAAT?!'

and liyings all,
'i think its really sweet'.
SERIOUSLY, is it only me?

Aforementioned music video,

and then i watched 'the girl with the dragon tattoo' and 'the girl who played with fire' the other time when my sisters were still home and all the sex scenes really REALLY made me feel uncomfortable. And for the first time in my life i was grateful for being in Malaysia where everything gets CENSORED and you dont see that whole chunk in between.

Cant they just IMPLY that they're gonna do it and then just leave it at that and show the morning after? The whole sex scene thing is SO REDUNDANT, i dont wanna watch that! All these leave me feeling so uncomfortable because it feels so private and i just feel like im intruding or something, like... i dont know im not meant to see that, GET A ROOM. TT which also explains why i dont like PDA i guess, i see a couple going at it in public and my immediate reaction would be,

OMG LOOK AWAY! LOOOK AWAAAAAYY!!!

And i'd purposely look in the opposite direction and its all i can do from using my hands to SHIELD MY EYES. Meh. I mean, im not saying all kissing scenes make me feel uncomfortable, (so dont poke fun at me! at the movies or something, HAHA LOOK THEY'RE KISSING, LIMAY, LOOK LOOK *poke* LOOK! i'll be like GRR! and it wont be pretty! >:O) i mean, the short sweet ones are FINE i guess, its the ones that get really really intimate that make me wanna just LOOK AWAY, i fast forward through scenes like that. or i start squirming in my seat =___="

Again, am i the only one? I'd really love to know.

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x

ps, So apparently all guys watch porn, henceforth, QUESTION DOES NOT APPLY TO YOU IF YOU'RE MALE. toodles! (:

The Dog, BRAVER than I give him credit for.

One of the things i miss about London, the rain. I have a sort of love-hate relationship with London rain, its bloody annoying because it drizzles lightly and then stops after a mere 3 minutes or so, and then it continues drizzling. So there's always this internal debate, should i take my umbrella out, or should i just not bother? And this goes on for awhile until you realise that FUDGE im getting really wet here, and you take your umbrella out, but its almost always a little too late and you're already wet, but better than getting more drenched, i guess?

Also, the wind there is freaking annoying, when it rains and the wind is blowing like WHOOOOSSHHH, the rain come at you at a ninety degree angle and its like freaking BULLETS and its noooot fun. Not fun at all. I mean, i guess we have that in Malaysia too, but we're always either indoors or in the car, so you dont get to experience that... face on.

but i'd rather all of that, than the rain in malaysia, because the rain in malaysia is just SO ANGRY. There's all these THUNDER and LIGHTNING,

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and its scary, yo! Usually when rain like this happens, i retreat into my room and go under covers and try to fall asleep. So today, it was raining exactly like that and i executed my when-its-raining-like-this strategy, but once i got into my room i remembered my dog was outside and that, you know what, HE WOULD BE SCARED TOO!! so i macho-ed up and went downstairs to comfort the dog.

Its always easier to be brave for someone else. Don't know where the strength comes from, but when someone is in need, you stop thinking about your fear and you just MAN UP. I marched downstairs and saw the boy sitting at the doorstep, so i just sat by him all through the lightning and the thunder, kept patting him and telling him,

'ITS OKAY BOY, ITS OKAY'

especially when there was loud thunder... even brought out some treats to reward him for being SO BRAVE and to distract him from the thunder. But i realised that, you know what, the boy ISNT afraid of the rain. =__=" i mean sure, there was that one time when the thunder was REALLY REALLY LOUD he kinda looked up at the sky, but that was it.

No shaking. No nothing.

He was perfectly calm.

in fact he probably just looked at the sky and wondered,

'where did that noise come from?'

Honestly, i think i needed him more than he needed me. =____=" all those treats for nothing, i hope he managed to finish his dinner. Felt really really stupid after that. Boo.

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Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas

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It was while I was recuperating that a doctor friend told me the story of the five balls. You should never forget this one, Nicky. This is so important.

It goes like this.

Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends and integrity. And you're keeping all of them in the air. But one day, you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls - family, health, friends, integrity - are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life.

Nicky, I finally understood.

- (pg24)

'I'm sorry, I'm sorry,' I soothed him. 'Something good happened today.'

I could feel Matt relax in my arms and also see it on his face. 'So what happened, Suzanne? Tell me all about your day.'

The nice thing is that your daddy really wants to hear about these things. He listens, and even asks questions. Some men don't.

- Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas James Patterson (pg216)
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Unicorns are HOT.

Crays
ONE DAY, WE BRING MIC, THEN I DO BEATBOX
Crays
you can do the song XD we random shit
the Mäy (is fun-size)
HAHAHHAHAHA
the Mäy (is fun-size)
ya weih
Crays
MUST WEI
the Mäy (is fun-size)
actually it might turn out like shit LOL
the Mäy (is fun-size)
but we shall be shameless. xp
Crays
XD no
Crays
IT WILL BE AWESOME
Crays
we make our own song :P
the Mäy (is fun-size)
HAHHAHAHAHA okay
Crays
don't care what song it is
the Mäy (is fun-size)
IF YOU SAY SO MASTER
Crays
but the title
Crays
MUST BE
Crays
THE PINK UNICORN
and thus, AN IDEA WAS BORN. told Ping about it, and ping MADE THINGS HAPPEN, grouped everyone together. Date. Place. Time. Ready, set, GO!!! :D

Game plan : UTTER LAMENESS on a THURSDAY.

why? Just because.

Product,

Enjoy!!

supposed to have more than just the MOOMOO for the background but we failed miserably and we ran out of time. So. (:

x

i just HAVE to have it

you know how sometimes you walk pass a stall that is selling incredibly useless things that you will never use EVER in your life but the things that are on display are just TOO CUTE FOR WORDS literally you find yourself just making sounds like,

'KYAAAAAAAAA!!!'
*runs, holds in hands*

and you want it. You just want it, for no reason other than just wanting to have it to call your own. because its so CUUUUTEEE, but at the back of your mind you know, YOU KNOW that its completely useless and this is a waste of money. But the force in the cute thing is just too strong that you just silence that little brain cell that is screaming at the top of its lungs at... the back of your mind, in fact, you send in your little mob of gangsta brain cells to finish him off, lock him up at the back of the trunk and drive off to dump him where i will never hear him ever again, back there where i store all my accounts information. You know, THAT place. *shudders*

and so you fork out the cash and you pay the nice lady that has been smiling at you non-stop, in some cases, that useless something you just bought is really really cheap so you dont feel so guilty about it, you chuck it somewhere and forget all about it, other times. HO. regret seeps in, but its too late now, so you just deal with it. Make a promise to yourself to never be that stupid again but you're ALWAYS that stupid again, so, whats the use, eh? ;)

This time around, was out shopping with the awesome mother for some heels and i saw this stall selling mooncakes. Honestly, i dont even really enjoy mooncake very much. But i saw this REALLY REALLY CUTE,
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and eh, the rest is history.

Specimen is still whole downstairs waiting to be eaten. TT BUT HOW CAN I CUT UP THE CUTE LITTLE GUY!??! well anyway, at least this one isnt useless right? at least i can still eat it? when i actually get around to that, heh. heh. heh. heh. heheh.

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Daily bits

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on the way to gasing hill, Buddy is in the backseat,

'Hey buddy! stop that crap.'
'.... mum, that crap is called breathing.'

HAHAHAHA man, cracked me up.
(obviously my mum isn't so mean she just meant he should stop breathing so heavily)

also, shonlee's take on why being small is AWESOME,
why run a life on 2000 calories a day when ur perfectly happy with 1500 calories? I AM FINE! infact im saving the world by reducing CO2 outputs and i probably shit less and consume less water and because of me aeroplanes use less fuel and and yes small is probably cuter too but im not sure i like being cute.
this was in chat form though, i just made it into a passage. BUT HAHAHA man, good one.

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learning new things everyday

Went for facial again today. YAY. I IS LOVE ME SOME PAIN. no, not really. The girl who did the EXTRACTION, god awful word, i swear every time i hear that word now im like this,
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NO MUMMY, dont let them hurt me!! TT

naw, so i exaggerate. The girl was so impressed at how i could WITHSTAND pain she kept praising me and she imparted awesome knowledge to me today. Apparently, the amount of pain you can withstand is directly proportional to how independent you are. So there you go, in her eyes, i was this kick-ass independent person and it was all i could do to stop myself laughing right there and then. INDEPENDENT?!?! ME?!?! REALLY!?!? (see, people who know me are already laughing their heads off at that statement)

I like how people come up with their own theories like that.

its very.... interesting. ;)

Also, halfway through the EXTRACTION,
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she was all,
'are you bored?'
'.... why would i be?'
'cause its taking so long!'
'... pain ah, how to be bored?'

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ps, random comic strip that got me laughing,
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA

pps, EXTRACTION.
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xp. LOVE!

Don't forget to,

Stumbled across this, too cute.
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Hope this brought a smile to your face ;)

x

______ the big.

I've always loved singing, i know i don't sing great but I can hold a tune, so eh, that's better than some people right? *sheepish grin* You know when you're just a kid,
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you're not afraid of ANYTHING. You just go out there, and you do whatever. And maybe because kids look cute doing ANYTHING, and even if they mess up people just go all 'DAAAAWWWW SHOOO CUUUTEEEEE' and make little baby noises at you, so everything's always okay. Then you reach that age where you suddenly become, less cute, and when you mess up,

well. lets just say, the world doesnt treat you as nice anymore.
No more rainbows.
No more cotton candy.
Just a whole lotta evil.

Yeaaaaap. people cringe, people point, people laugh. people just get all nasty. i mean seriously speaking, even if you're good, people have something mean to say about you. Again, People just get ALL NASTY. So we all get a little more self conscious and don't do the things that we secretly want to do. Which for me, was sing.

I got terrified of singing in public, i'd sing in my HEAD but never out loud because i just simply didnt have the confidence and i didnt feel comfortable and it was just a whole lot of BLEAH. oh slap me slap me now. It was frustrating. Then along came these girls, (:
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Bren, Ping, Sara who all loved to sing and for some odd reason, I ACTUALLY DONT REMEMBER NOW, we all signed up for this singing competition together and i was forced out of my shell. I remember we'd have rehearsal sessions in Bryan's place (cause he had the karaoke stuff) and i was SO BLOODY SHY i think i had to backface people when i sang or something. Gosh. oh slap me slap me slap me now. And half the time i'd just lose confidence all together, thank God for Brenda mostly, who was always there to reassure me HAHAHAHAHA Brenda, always brenda. Then there was sara, who always trained with me.....

...ON THE PHONE.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH ;)
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The day of the competition came... and we did SO AWFULLY. HAHAHAHHAHA because we didn't know how to hold the microphones properly so everything sounded SO OFF. And then we were so depressed about it and the judges were freaking bitchy (REMEMBER!??! REMEMBER?!?!) but thats not the point. I remember not being that nervous at all because the girls were with me and i guess after that, the fear just died off. (:

And then we joined another competition the following year (or was it the year after the following year?) and totally kick-ed ass and won. HAH. TAKE THAT, BITCHES!! XOXO ;)
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Well anyway, that long introductory of a post (haha YES THAT WAS NOT THE MAIN POINT OF THE POST AT ALL) was to lead it to this one video. This one video that contains this one person (and another two people that i do not know) that is truly awesome and i am so proud of ;) The love, Brenda Chan! (shes the one on the right)

Rawr! thanks for helping me get over my fear of public singing HAHAHA

I LOVE YOU LAH WOMAN.
and you sound so awesome,

can't wait till July, REUNITE and SING SING SING click the link.
here.
here.
HERE.
HERE.

kkthxbai.

You're my exception

Short update (cause im never in the mood for long ones anymore, oh boo.):

Went dress hunting yesterday, best place to do that, DUMDUMDUM BAAAANGSAAARR!! Went from boutique to boutique, i must have tried on a hundred dresses, it was SOOOO TIRING. i dont get people who get so hyped up for shopping for one specific thing, its such a chooooore. Mum was hella tired too, she actually fell asleep on one of the couches in one boutique HAHA, at the end of it, i was so tired i didnt actually want to go into another shop. Felt all nauseous, TOO MANY SHOPS, TOO MANY CHOICES.

TT I wanna go home and shop online. lol

And then we took a short break, went to eat something and mom was all RE-ENERGIZED and we went into more shops and there was this stupid dress that i swear WAS TRYING TO KILL ME. First mom took XS for me, and it was so freaking tight i couldnt even put it on. =___=" then she took S for me and im like NOOO MOM I DONT WANT TO TRY IT ANYMOOORE ITSSS TIIIIIGHHHTT ITS KIILLLIIINNGG ME but shes all, no no just put it on. And so i tried to (im just glad i didnt rip it apart =___=") and by some sort of miracle, i managed to. Only it was crushing me. This is what wearing a corset must feel like. And then and then,

I got stuck in it.

couldnt get the stupid dress off. Had to get mom in to help pull it off me and EVEN THEN, we had some trouble. STUPID DRESS. Im FAR from fat okay. even though i have a fat face hoho. Boo.

Anyway, that was my dress drama.

Ps. Check this out ;) Bryan showed it to me and its super cool! I like 'hug' and 'eat' the best! (click on this) or this, or THIS, or THIS, or... you get the idea, THIS.

pps. Dad finished nom-ing my famous amos cookies while i was sleeping over at my cousins. BOO. I is sad now. ):

ppps. I thought i lost 2kg since i got back and that came as a huge surprise to me, turns out, i havent lost any weight, the weighing scale at home is just retarded and mom said 'yeah you're supposed to add 2kg to the reading that it shows.' hmm.

to our friendly neighbourhood superhero

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