ZOMG YES I HAD TO BE A GUY. SHUTTUP. EVIL IS MY ROLE.
Race to the Finish Line
Note : I've changed the vids to the studio recordings of the songs cause two of the vids i posted cant be viewed cause they've been removed. and btw, i LOOOVE Matt's studio recordings. He always sounds the best. XD
American Idol Top 5 this week!
My fav performance of the night
(although Simon didnt think that much of this)
Kris Allen's
THE WAY YOU LOOK TONIGHT
So sweeeeet~
I still love matt though (:
I still love matt though (:
Simon thought he was AWESOME,
but i thought he was just so-so
but i thought he was just so-so
Listen for yourself and see!!
Mm, fav performance for the judges would be Adam Lambert. I thought his performance was great as usual, but i still preferred Kris's performance by a mile (:
Watch Adam lambert
=D
This post is specially for Gling anyway, who asked me to post American Idol vids awhile ago. x)
Edit : Omigod just heard Adam's studio recording. AWESOME! oh and i cant believe he ended up in bottom two. that was pretty shocking!! Btw, just shows how great all the contestants are! =) Top 5, AWESOME this season!!
Rosie Dunne
It's funny because when you're a child, you believe you can be anything you want to be, go wherever you want to go, There's no limit to what you can dream. you expect the unexpected, you believe in magic, in fairy tales, and in possibilities. Then you grow older and that innocence is shattered and somewhere along the way the reality of life gets in the way and you're hit by the realization that you can't be all you wanted to be, you just might have to settle for a little bit less.
Or perhaps a variation of what you once wanted.
Why do we stop believing in ourselves?
Why do we let facts and figures and anything but dreams rule our lives?
But now my mind is changed again. Nothing is impossible Alex - it was there all the time, I just wasn't reaching out far enough, that's all.
Nothing is impossible.
-Cecelia Ahern (pg 198)
(:Surprise!!
So eh, the few of us planned this surprise SUPER EARLY birthday sleepover thing at bryan's last Friday so that Karen and Jian, newly termed the UK-ians, could join the celebration. Cause like during his REAL birthday they wont be there, so there will be like SUPER FEW OF US CAN =__=" i mean, even with them around its already so pathetic. so yeaaaaaah. Anyway, we planned to scare him because well, other times we just go 'SURPRISE!!' *jump outta nowhere* and usually the plan pretty much fails =___=" Cause we're lousy at it. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Anyway, we had already PLANNED an outing on friday, so in the afternoon we went to MV and caught the movie 'He's just not that into you'.
Which by the way, was TOTALLY AWESOME!! Lotsa girls (including karen and i) were GASPING and going 'AAAWWW' and like 'NOOOOOO' throughout the whole movie at several scenes, cause seriously, it was called for and YOU JUST CANT HELP IT! x) Apparently that annoyed Jian like LOTS. xp Its funny cause girls go with girlfriends to watch these kinda shows because THATS the kind of reaction you want to give and its FUN to go AAAWW together and appreciate the moment together. with a guy its like.... you're the only one going AAAWWW =____=" Its just sad. unless you have a guy-girl friend (a guy who is like a girl-friend)....
Dont get me?
Watch this trailer of 'I love you, man'
AND YOU'LL SEE!
Anyway, right after the movie, the girls embarked on their journey to underwear hunting, for both female and male cause we were making an UNDERWEAR BOARD for bryan. Guess whose idea it was? Super obvious lo... KwanSeng Looooooolllll while the guys went to play pool to waste time.
Btw, guys underwear are SO SO SO SOOOOOO boring =___=" all plain and just BLEAH. the only one that was colourful and stripey looked sort of gay. And they're all SO HUMONGUS. Even S was HUUUUUUGEEEEE. We're like shiet, how are we gonna fit that in the board? AND ITS SO UGLY TOOO!!! So in the end we journeyed to the girls section and picked out panties first. It was funny cause obviously we went to the cheap section first and there were like SUPER LOTSA RM5 thongs which looked damn.... ridiculous. LIKE SERIOUSLY ridiculous.
Watch this trailer of 'I love you, man'
AND YOU'LL SEE!
XD Total guy-girl friend. Jian said he was pretty annoyed the whole time during the movie and wanted the girls to just 'SHUTTTUUPPP!!' *imagine it the way bryan says it, its so much funnier*
Anyway, right after the movie, the girls embarked on their journey to underwear hunting, for both female and male cause we were making an UNDERWEAR BOARD for bryan. Guess whose idea it was? Super obvious lo... KwanSeng Looooooolllll while the guys went to play pool to waste time.
Btw, guys underwear are SO SO SO SOOOOOO boring =___=" all plain and just BLEAH. the only one that was colourful and stripey looked sort of gay. And they're all SO HUMONGUS. Even S was HUUUUUUGEEEEE. We're like shiet, how are we gonna fit that in the board? AND ITS SO UGLY TOOO!!! So in the end we journeyed to the girls section and picked out panties first. It was funny cause obviously we went to the cheap section first and there were like SUPER LOTSA RM5 thongs which looked damn.... ridiculous. LIKE SERIOUSLY ridiculous.
Holes everywhere
Netting.
Holes.
Netting.
Holes.
Ugly bows and flowers.
More holes.
Holes.
Holes.
holes.
Netting.
Holes.
Netting.
Holes.
Ugly bows and flowers.
More holes.
Holes.
Holes.
holes.
They were ugly too, but then again, how much can you expect from a RM5 undie right?? I guess it was OKAY. After we were done buying the panties we went back to the guy section and pondered even longer over which to buy and which were better than the others. In the end we went to the CHILDRENS section to look at boys underwear. But then THOSE were too small to pass as BIG BOY underwear.
But the pictures on the kids underwear was cuuuute.
And they were 5 for RM10... so so tempting really. But in the end we bought the exp guys underwear (which later seng and jian said WERE OVERPRICED), Rm30+ for 3 underwear lo... Oops?
How were we supposed to know, right?
After we were done, we went up to meet the guys who were ALL stoning and then announced that it was time to leave. Apparently Bryan asked jian to join him play wii at his house but jian went 'NO.' and bryan was SUPER SADDY. xp AAAAAAWWWWWW
Yonghui fetched Ping, Jaq, Karen and I to Pings house to do the board (this was at 6 something methinks) while Jian and Seng went to sengs house to get some stuffies before they went over the pings as well. Somehow everything just seemed so different and all the panties seemed to contrast, eventhough we were sure to make sure that the panties wouldnt clash in colour the time we bought it. Pretty frustrating. In the end we wounded up with more panties than we needed and so a few of us had to take the undies back. loooooolness. All ended well though, we were finally done. Eventhough the board didnt turn up as either of us planned it, it was fine. =)
At eleven thirty? Seng drove Ping, Jian, Karen and I to bryans place. Plan commences. First, in the car, Seng calls bryan and ask him to go out yamcha with him. Seng drops us a few houses away from bryans house. The houses further up bryans house were reaaaaally spooky though, and we were all freaking out - a bit. It didnt help that this stupid neighbours dog kept barking at us =____=" After Seng and Bryan left, we went into the house and tried out the plan and stuffies
Plan was, bryan comes home and goes to his computer room AS USUAL. We would be hiding in the bathroom and start knocking on the bathroom door *closed* and scratching on the door and stuff. I mean, thats freaky right? Can you imagine? AT MIDNIGHT, suddenly you hear noises from the bathroom. its like, SUPERNATURAL STUFF! OOOOOOOHHH!! scary scary SCARY!
So we all started worrying, like, what if he was TOO freaked out and ran upstairs to his room. *hahaha wussy wussy wussy* Than jian said, what if he got out his kendo stick and TWACKED us all, or what if he quickly swung the door open and just randomly threw something sharp in?! Then it would hit one of us and we would DIE or something.
Yonghui fetched Ping, Jaq, Karen and I to Pings house to do the board (this was at 6 something methinks) while Jian and Seng went to sengs house to get some stuffies before they went over the pings as well. Somehow everything just seemed so different and all the panties seemed to contrast, eventhough we were sure to make sure that the panties wouldnt clash in colour the time we bought it. Pretty frustrating. In the end we wounded up with more panties than we needed and so a few of us had to take the undies back. loooooolness. All ended well though, we were finally done. Eventhough the board didnt turn up as either of us planned it, it was fine. =)
At eleven thirty? Seng drove Ping, Jian, Karen and I to bryans place. Plan commences. First, in the car, Seng calls bryan and ask him to go out yamcha with him. Seng drops us a few houses away from bryans house. The houses further up bryans house were reaaaaally spooky though, and we were all freaking out - a bit. It didnt help that this stupid neighbours dog kept barking at us =____=" After Seng and Bryan left, we went into the house and tried out the plan and stuffies
Plan was, bryan comes home and goes to his computer room AS USUAL. We would be hiding in the bathroom and start knocking on the bathroom door *closed* and scratching on the door and stuff. I mean, thats freaky right? Can you imagine? AT MIDNIGHT, suddenly you hear noises from the bathroom. its like, SUPERNATURAL STUFF! OOOOOOOHHH!! scary scary SCARY!
So we all started worrying, like, what if he was TOO freaked out and ran upstairs to his room. *hahaha wussy wussy wussy* Than jian said, what if he got out his kendo stick and TWACKED us all, or what if he quickly swung the door open and just randomly threw something sharp in?! Then it would hit one of us and we would DIE or something.
ZOMG!!!
Thing was, we could ALL imagine bryan doing that. =__=" Makes sense anyway right? open door, Fling thing in, Cabut. So we all decided to hide in the bathtub... at least, if he threw something in, it might hit like, well some place else? We felt that teensy bit safer, and thats all the counts.
The room and bathroom light were previously off, but we felt it was kinda scary to SIT IN THE DARK BATHROOM AWAITING FOR BRYAN TO GET BACK, and somehow we were already freaking ourselves out before he even arrived. It didnt help that jian said that bryan once said he was slightly afraid of that VERY same bathroom. =_____=" Niiiiiiiiceeeee.... So we switched on the lights for the bathroom. (bryans mom said that he wouldnt remember either way, if it was on or off)
Anyway, we were afraid we would freak bryan out too much and he would get SUPER mad at us. We were afraid we would leave him TRAUMATISED forever. It could happen! Its like, he'll forever be scared of that bathroom. what if next time he hears something coming from the bathroom adn goes like
The room and bathroom light were previously off, but we felt it was kinda scary to SIT IN THE DARK BATHROOM AWAITING FOR BRYAN TO GET BACK, and somehow we were already freaking ourselves out before he even arrived. It didnt help that jian said that bryan once said he was slightly afraid of that VERY same bathroom. =_____=" Niiiiiiiiceeeee.... So we switched on the lights for the bathroom. (bryans mom said that he wouldnt remember either way, if it was on or off)
Anyway, we were afraid we would freak bryan out too much and he would get SUPER mad at us. We were afraid we would leave him TRAUMATISED forever. It could happen! Its like, he'll forever be scared of that bathroom. what if next time he hears something coming from the bathroom adn goes like
'guys... is that yooou?'
but he opens the door and no one is there. DUMDUUUMDUUUUMMMM!!! know what i mean? Yeah, so we were thinking of changing plans and stuff, but it was TOO late. Anyway, this is what happened.
Have fun viewing.
ULTRA FAIL!!
ULTRA FAIL!!
He wasnt even scared!! HE JUST THOUGHT WE WERE HIS DAD TAKING A SHIT. =____=" omigod, that was just HILARIOUS. We were all trying to stifle our laughter. Suping has another take from outside *she hid her camera in a cupboard*, from her cam we could tell that he wasnt in the room much and didnt hear much of the scratching. He did admit he was a LITTLE scared though, and in supings cam, you can see him like punch the door first before opening it. (you can hear the punch in this vid too, listen closely), he said he thought it was an animal in there. XD
Grr.
Plan failed, but all is well. It was fun. Hot but fun. Sweaty, but fun.
=D
Then we all stayed up and played Wii.
Save for Ping who went to bed right after cause she had headache
=D
Then we all stayed up and played Wii.
Save for Ping who went to bed right after cause she had headache
The Biggest Loser
So i was talking to bryan about the reality show-competition i've been following called 'The Biggest Loser', its basically fat people who under their trainers, exercise and eat properly and every week have a weigh in. Those that fall below the yellow line (has the least percentage of weight loss that week) stand the chance to be eliminated and sent home. The biggest loser aka person who stays till the very very end wins!!
Right now they're still showing season 3 on teevee, so thats the one i've been catching. I decided to google pictures of the contestants to see how they've turned out and...
I couldnt believe my eyes.
See for yourself.
Season Winner, Erik
LOOK AT THAT.
Before...
After.
I mean, SERIOUSLY. LOOK AT THAT. that's just CRAZY!!! From fatty to musley slim and zomg, handsome!! I wouldnt have known it was the SAME PERSON. Would you?! The difference is sooooo vast and CRAZY!!! If thats not amazing, what the hell is?
After.
SAY WHAAAAT!??! lol
308 lbs to 156 lbs
See for yourself.
Season Winner, Erik
LOOK AT THAT.Before...
After.
I mean, SERIOUSLY. LOOK AT THAT. that's just CRAZY!!! From fatty to musley slim and zomg, handsome!! I wouldnt have known it was the SAME PERSON. Would you?! The difference is sooooo vast and CRAZY!!! If thats not amazing, what the hell is?Awe and shock. Awe and shock.
Before, he weighed 407 lbs
now, 193 lbs.
Before, he weighed 407 lbs
now, 193 lbs.
The eliminated contestants get to come back for another weigh in after 3 months? methinks? im not very sure. Anyway, the winner of the eliminated contestants is Brian
Before...
After.
SAY WHAAAAT!??! lol308 lbs to 156 lbs
Thanks to the shaving and everything, this one LAGI unrecognisable. and is it just me or is his EYEBROWS like THICKER?!?! From big man to little man. Again, AMAZING.
Next up, winner of the 'at home' contestants, Poppi.
At home contestants are the contestants who tried out for the show but did not make it, so they worked out at home by themselves instead.
After.
Wow.
Wylie after.
Muscle, baby!!!
And Jaron
He doesnt look as small as the others in this after picture right?
Next up, winner of the 'at home' contestants, Poppi.
At home contestants are the contestants who tried out for the show but did not make it, so they worked out at home by themselves instead.
Before...
After.
Wow.Here are several more pictures of some of the other contestants who joined the show but did not win the 250k.
Wylie before...
Wylie after.
Muscle, baby!!!And Jaron
He doesnt look as small as the others in this after picture right?Well, i think thats because it was taken right after he was kicked outta the ranch. I found ANOTHER picture of him in an interview or something, and THIS is what he looks like now
I think he looks REALLY thin. Perhaps its just the clothes he's wearing thats giving off that impression? i have no idea. But to me, he doesnt look as healthy as the others do. He just looks thin!! Again, perhaps its cause you cant see hes muscles and what not. Well. You never know!!
Anyway, the contestants joined the competition in order to live a healthier and better life, most did it for their family. Because you know how fat people usually die earlier? yeaaaaah, so its like, they wanna live and be there for their kids and all, hence the drive and the determination. I think its all very very cool. =)
I think he looks REALLY thin. Perhaps its just the clothes he's wearing thats giving off that impression? i have no idea. But to me, he doesnt look as healthy as the others do. He just looks thin!! Again, perhaps its cause you cant see hes muscles and what not. Well. You never know!!Anyway, the contestants joined the competition in order to live a healthier and better life, most did it for their family. Because you know how fat people usually die earlier? yeaaaaah, so its like, they wanna live and be there for their kids and all, hence the drive and the determination. I think its all very very cool. =)
Life changing show, eh?
Do watch. Its awesome.
Do watch. Its awesome.
No Strings Attached
'I know that people don't stop growing and changing the day they walk up the aisle. They're not going to be the same people in twenty years' time. And the person who's right for them then is not the person they're hitched to.'
'That's very cynical.'
'Maybe. But at least I'm not fooling myself.'
-Clare Dowling (pg 90)
No Strings Attached
There was a perfectly reasonable explanation for this. There must be. It was just a question of finding it. Determined, she pulled herself up on the couch a bit.
Just let him be hurt, she begged St Anthony. Sorry, Barry, she added. But there could be no other explanation for his absence on the morning of his wedding. Because he would not do this to her. she knew him too well, they had been together too long. There was no way he would just leave her high and dry like this unless something serious was wrong.
She knew how desperate she sounded even to herself. Bet she didn't care. She had a rising sense of apprehension, of dread, that she was trying hard to fight down but it was a losing battle.
The sympathy set Judy crying even harder; the tears streamed down her face and her nose ran like a tap all down Rose's front.
'How could he have done this to me?'
'I don't know. I just don't know.'
'I don't know. I just don't know.'
'We'll break his two fucking legs for him if we ever catch him,' Uncle Tom was saying.
She was angry again. It felt good. Or at least better than weeping and wailing, and rocking back and forth like a candidate for asylum.
'What wrong with me?' she asked the bowl of fruit which happened to be in her line of vision. She didn't get any satisfying answer.
Still, there would be plenty of time in the coming days for blame; hours and hours to examine her faults, to go over her character flaws with a fine toothcomb, pinpointing exactly what it was about her that had driven barry away. The idea was enough to make her puke.
She didn't think she had ever felt so worthless in her entire life. Well, it was hard not to. Anybody would have in the circumstances.
In her deepest moments of self-hate, she would crawl right under the duvet and huddle there in a little ball, only surfacing now and then for a packet of crisps.
She was angry again. It felt good. Or at least better than weeping and wailing, and rocking back and forth like a candidate for asylum.
'What wrong with me?' she asked the bowl of fruit which happened to be in her line of vision. She didn't get any satisfying answer.
Still, there would be plenty of time in the coming days for blame; hours and hours to examine her faults, to go over her character flaws with a fine toothcomb, pinpointing exactly what it was about her that had driven barry away. The idea was enough to make her puke.
She didn't think she had ever felt so worthless in her entire life. Well, it was hard not to. Anybody would have in the circumstances.
In her deepest moments of self-hate, she would crawl right under the duvet and huddle there in a little ball, only surfacing now and then for a packet of crisps.
girlfriends
A few girlfriends came over for a sleepover at my place on wednesday to....
WATCH AMERICAN IDOL TOGETHER!!!!
lol. yes i know how ridiculous that sounds. XD Im a Matt Giraud fan, Suatwei is a Adam Lambert fan, Shereena is an Anoop Desai fan and Kelly a Kris Allen fan. =D Suewei doesnt watch american idol so she came later... and missed it. Well.
Anyway, pretty sad cause my dvd player decided to stop working that night. Thank God for Astro Max, so we could watch the movies that i recorded, which coincedently none of them have watched before. Awesome, much?
It was nice staying up and just talking about stuff... for hours and hours. Though after that we scared each other shitless with rape stories. Bleaaaaah. I hate rapists!!! We were so scared that we had to switch on the lights after that and sue wei had to cari teman to go to the loo. XD
Anyway, pretty sad cause my dvd player decided to stop working that night. Thank God for Astro Max, so we could watch the movies that i recorded, which coincedently none of them have watched before. Awesome, much?
It was nice staying up and just talking about stuff... for hours and hours. Though after that we scared each other shitless with rape stories. Bleaaaaah. I hate rapists!!! We were so scared that we had to switch on the lights after that and sue wei had to cari teman to go to the loo. XD
Went to sungei wang the next day
=) The girls.stay the same
Its nice to be reminded that some things never change
And i get that feeling whenever im with you :D.
After my bio paper on friday, went out with karen to watch,
Expected it to be 'something' because i remember bryan being quite excited about it, saying that he thinks it would be cool and what not. But before i go into SPOILING THE MOVIE FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NOT WATCHED IT (YES, this is a warning, i am going to SPOIL THE MOVIE FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NOT WATCHED IT, so if you dont want it SPOILED for you, dont read on. i repeat, DO NOT READ ON), let me first start with this.It was early, so there were only around 7 people in the cinema. 7. only 7. but we're like, okay, never mind, this is a PG13 movie right? it shouldnt be scary or anything right? then this advert -or so we thought- came up, which started something like this,
'how do you feel after you watched a movie? HAPPY? SAD? DEPRESSED? EXCITED?..blablablala'
and then in the so-we-thought-advert popped up this lady that was like hanged in the cinema. I immediately shielded my eyes using my jacket sleeve going like SHIIIIT, this is scary. Karen was brave and went on watching... like half a minute later she goes
'this BETTER be an advert.'
LOL. it wasnt. it was the trailer for that movie, ghost in the cinema, or something like that. XD im so glad i didnt watch it, cause karen was sort of freaked out. im like 'I DONT THINK ITS AN ADVERT!! ITS IN A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE, SHIIIIITT!!!!' and we're both like 'THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE PG13, WTH!! WHY ARE THEY PLAYING THIS TRAILER NOOOOW??!?!?!' XD
Karen was hoping it was some stupid advert that would start out scary but end up being stupidly funny, you know the kind. well. looool, whats worse was that we were in the cinema with only 7 people. so it was cold. and lonely. =___="
after the trailer, karen was like,
Karen was hoping it was some stupid advert that would start out scary but end up being stupidly funny, you know the kind. well. looool, whats worse was that we were in the cinema with only 7 people. so it was cold. and lonely. =___="
after the trailer, karen was like,
'OMIGOD WHAT IF A GUY APPEARS BESIDE ME LATER?!?!'
'that would just be A GUY who wants to watch the movie.'
so we both like calmed each other down, and the movie 'knowing' started. STUPID MOVIE was sort of scary too.. =___=" AND YOU KNOW I BEHTAHAN SCARY MOVIES. there were lotsa scenes i had to close my eyes cause i was too chicken xp. and its like, i had to keep covering the side of my face so i couldnt see the side of the cinema, cause i was sort of freaked out =__=" since there were so few people in the cinema, i didnt want to see how empty the cinema was.
I dont know how that helped, but it did.
and my hand was really really tired at the end of it.
and my hand was really really tired at the end of it.
anyway, the movie was scary at first, and gruesome. i thought it was really pretty gruesome. i think the director is pretty sadistic. what with the first accident thing of the plane crash. he just HAD to show people BURNING to death in the flames. OUCH, that was just like GAAAAAAAHH!! NOOOOOOO!!! and then the whole train crash thing, had to show the train knocking people down =__=" and people going SPLAT.
Sadistic, really!!
The movie would have been pretty much okay, had it not been for the sucky ending. I quote karen,
'the ending was like those chinese essays that we used to write. Like you know, you dont know how to end it so you go IT WAS JUST A DREAM.'
'the ending was like those chinese essays that we used to write. Like you know, you dont know how to end it so you go IT WAS JUST A DREAM.'
Very unsatisfying.
I think everyone can sort of guess the ending right now. WHAT CAN EXPLAIN UNEXPLAINABLE EVENTS?!
Smack yourself in the head if you dont know the answer.
DONT WORRY, it will come to you.
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Know yet?
SMACK YOURSELF ON THE HEAD ONE MORE TIME.
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What about NOW?
yes, you've guessed it.
Aliens.
=__________="
DONT WORRY, it will come to you.
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Know yet?
SMACK YOURSELF ON THE HEAD ONE MORE TIME.
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What about NOW?
yes, you've guessed it.
Aliens.
=__________="
Because of the ending, it made the movie very, not worth watching. super waste of time. Reminds me so much of WAR OF THE WORLDS (you know the one with tom cruise and dakota fanning) where at the end the aliens were killed by a virus....
Damn potong steam can?
If you havent watched the movie, dont bother.
Waste of time, waste of money.
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If you havent watched the movie, dont bother.
Waste of time, waste of money.
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After that, WenJiet joined karen and i and we watched,
I expected this to be quite bad because of the comments i've heard from various people. It was surprisingly good though. I really enjoyed the movie =D. Sure luke brandon wasnt as old or as professional or as cool as i pictured him to be, but he was okay in the end. Although i wasnt going gaga over him as... the other girls were, i did think he had super nice eyes =). totally shone in the scene of the interview. AWESOME-ness!!!It is very much different from the book, but i guess its all good =) we should all just compare less and just enjoy it as it is. Because it IS hilarious, and very charming too. AND I THOUGHT TARKIE WAS QUITE CUTE, WHY ISNT ANYONE AGREE-ING WITH ME?!?!?! =(
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Went out on saturday with suatwei, shereena, shuling, kelly, suatwei's sister.
However, suatwei and her sis had to leave early, and kelly and shuling werent so interested in watching a movie. so shereena and i did. initially i wanted to watch 'the tale of despereaux', but i dont think shereena really want that. so we decided on fast and furious 4 instead.
Thing is, we decided on that at 4.30pm, the movie was due at 4.45pm... and the line was FRIKKIN long. like CRAZY long. like FRIKKIN CRAZY long. see? But i really really wanted to catch A movie. i like watching movies, see? ...
So i approached this chinese couple and asked them if they could help us get tickets and explained that there was NO WAY we would be able to get them if we lined up now. They were so mean can?!?! THEY TOTALLY SHOOK THEIR HEADS AT ME AND SAID NO!!! i mean, i know its cheating and all, but =( c'moooon!!! was super peeved. how could they deny ME?!?! looool, super fired up then. was determined NO MATTER WHAT, that I WAS GOING TO GET IN AND WATCH THAT MOVIE.
approached the closed counter and told the lady. lady said SHE COULDNT HELP ME and asked me to go to the first counter. booking counter. Lady there was nice and let us buy our tickets. =) Weikhai told me later on that HE ALWAYS DOES THAT =__=", i shoulda known. grrr!! Made me go through all that hassle and get rejected too!!!
Anyway, our tickets were for the FIRST row. ouch? Shereena said we should just sit at the empty seats at the back and hope no one comes to claim them. so we did. and luckily, no one DID come to claim them. =D Awesome much? they were great seats tooo!!!
However, suatwei and her sis had to leave early, and kelly and shuling werent so interested in watching a movie. so shereena and i did. initially i wanted to watch 'the tale of despereaux', but i dont think shereena really want that. so we decided on fast and furious 4 instead.
Thing is, we decided on that at 4.30pm, the movie was due at 4.45pm... and the line was FRIKKIN long. like CRAZY long. like FRIKKIN CRAZY long. see? But i really really wanted to catch A movie. i like watching movies, see? ...
So i approached this chinese couple and asked them if they could help us get tickets and explained that there was NO WAY we would be able to get them if we lined up now. They were so mean can?!?! THEY TOTALLY SHOOK THEIR HEADS AT ME AND SAID NO!!! i mean, i know its cheating and all, but =( c'moooon!!! was super peeved. how could they deny ME?!?! looool, super fired up then. was determined NO MATTER WHAT, that I WAS GOING TO GET IN AND WATCH THAT MOVIE.
approached the closed counter and told the lady. lady said SHE COULDNT HELP ME and asked me to go to the first counter. booking counter. Lady there was nice and let us buy our tickets. =) Weikhai told me later on that HE ALWAYS DOES THAT =__=", i shoulda known. grrr!! Made me go through all that hassle and get rejected too!!!
Anyway, our tickets were for the FIRST row. ouch? Shereena said we should just sit at the empty seats at the back and hope no one comes to claim them. so we did. and luckily, no one DID come to claim them. =D Awesome much? they were great seats tooo!!!
The movie was great. Loved it. it was cool =DNothing more to say about it.
Watch!!
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Oh, i forgot to mention, on friday, after dinner. Karen, brian and i went to giant. while brian got his... whatever, karen and i were walking up and down aimlessly in there talking. SUDDENLY outta nowhere these two indian guys walked out from the aisle and one of them was like LOOKING AT KAREN directly in the face... and held her gaze for more than 2 seconds!! his face was literally inches from hers.
IT WAS SO RETARDEDLY FREAKY!
after his '2 seconds' and he left with his buddy, i pulled karen into the aisle and we both laughed like mad at the freakiness. And we all thought it ended there. LITTLE DID WE KNOW, after that when we were walking out to meet brian, the two indian guys who were standing still near the counter totally aproached us and one of them SAID HELLO.
Karen didnt hear =__="
i was really freaked, so i pulled her and then i ran. yeah, she lagged behind because she didnt know why i was running and stuffies. Grr. lol. ran to brian and told him what happened. the two indian guys like walked out and were standing a few feet away from us. I noticed this and kinda LOOKED at them...
and then one of them LOOKED BACK AT ME and SMILED DAMN EVILLY. omigod man. i was like SHIT!! run RUN RUN RUN RUN RUUUUNN!!! lol!! Perhaps im just paranoid, i dont know. but i really got pretty scared =___=".
and then one of them LOOKED BACK AT ME and SMILED DAMN EVILLY. omigod man. i was like SHIT!! run RUN RUN RUN RUN RUUUUNN!!! lol!! Perhaps im just paranoid, i dont know. but i really got pretty scared =___=".
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Stayed over at karens house on sat to sunday. We both bullied brian XD by INTRUDING into HIS SPACE and not wanting to LEAVE. Im super light, so obviously i was attacked first. HE KEPT TRYING TO CARRY ME OUT, karen had to HOLD ME DOWN so that he couldnt. then after that he tried to carry karen, and he couldnt. and karen tried to carry me, and she could, and then... and then... and then we stole his skipping rope and went and played with it and he locked us out. but we tempted him out with ice cream in the end. =) I know, we're pretty awesome. Then it started raaaaaining, and karen was all
'LETS GO OUTSIDE AND PLAY IN THE RAIN.'
well, brian and i didnt want to. after the rain stopped, we walked to parks. i say parks because we walked to three, which were all surprisingly nearby. while we were on the seasaw, it started to rain. REALLY HEAVILY.
Funny. karen got what she wanted. XD
Thunder and lightning were a bit scary, but it was fun stomping in puddles and... ultimately getting grass and stuff onto my legs =_________=" thats was not the point, but gah. Karens slippers (which i was wearing) started foaming, so that was cool too. The rain stopped when we reached karens house. Ironic much? but since we were wet already, we played with the hose.
looooool
like little kids, can? XD
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s'all goooood
In dire need of saving
I dont remember what it feels like anymore. To feel that rush of happiness in the middle of the day, to feel so thankful and so loved, to be grateful to just be. I dont ever feel like i have so much love to give anymore. I really just dont. I dont know why, but somehow, that all went away.
I remember back in the days i felt so overwhelmed with love i had to go around telling people how much i loved them and how much i appreciated them. I was bursting with happiness and i just couldnt hold it in. Where have those days gone? Why have they gone? Why wont they come back now?
I do not know what is missing.
Is it because most of you are miles away now? Is it not? Is it just me? Is that it? Sometimes i feel like i am losing that bond and i am constantly in denial of it. I did know it was coming, i even said it was. I really did know, really. And i guess somewhere along the way, i got tired of trying to hold on, to try, really. To just try.
I decided to let it just be. And if its meant to be, it will last, and if its not, then it'll just fade, like everything else in the world. it will just fade. That train of thought saddens me, it does. But sigh.
I decided to let it just be. And if its meant to be, it will last, and if its not, then it'll just fade, like everything else in the world. it will just fade. That train of thought saddens me, it does. But sigh.
What is wrong with me?
Sometimes i feel as if im not me anymore. Or at least im not the idea of me that i want to be anymore, funny, how the idea of me was the me in the past. Isnt it just ridiculous how i want to go back, and not move forwards? I've forgotten how its like to feel so much for any one person, when i felt so much for most everyone way back when.
When every small thing could just set me off
And now i just dont care.
And now i just dont care.
What has become of me? Am i really this insensitive? Why dont i care? I want to... well. Do I? I find myself very confused, and often i'd rather just not stop, and not think. Its been quite awhile.
Overall, im glad you came back to me.
Unknowingly. But you did. And thank you for that. I dont feel strongly towards anyone anymore now. I dont feel the attachment i once did. Sigh. I need to be reminded.
Save me, please?
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