ALL DONE
accounts strikes yet again
THE PERFECT NIGHTMARE
I was tossing and turning on my bed yesterday. I switched off the lights at 11.30pm. I had it all planned out, sleep early, wake up early, MORE PRACTICE! *Im so disciplined, see?* And then I laid there unable to sleep. And bugs ATTACKED ME OUTTA NOWHERE! Either that or it was my imagination =__=’’ but gosh, I was itchy all over all night!
And I had weird thoughts/ dreams. God, I don’t even KNOW. Its so hard to differentiate. (you know those times you have super vivid dreams you wake up feeling you have had no sleep at all? yeah i think it was something like that) But I checked the time at 12 something, at 1 something and at 2 something…In the end I gave in and went to my parents air conditioned room.
Crept in, curled on the sofa chair and tried to sleep
I COULDNT.
Mom woke up at around 3 something and asked me to sleep on the bed, gave me this teensy weensy little space know? =) *just like old times* UGH THE HORRIBLE DREAMS WOULDN’T STOP COMING. Stuff from accounts kept flashing in my mind and my mind kept drawing a BLANK. And you know in the dream I was going ‘dammit I just did this yesterday HOW CAN I NOT KNOW HOW TO!!’
Horrible. Kept waking up over and over. At around 4 something I went back to my room and tried to sleep. It was fine then. At 6 something, I couldn’t stand it anymore. I got up and I looked through accounts again. Planned to have a short nap before the exam, but that didn’t happen.
Too Much. Too Little Time.
No time for rest. Have to make sure!! Yeah… In the end I did still make mistakes (duh) and there were stuff I wasn’t quite sure. I hope it’ll all still be okay! =)
I am so not PROGRAMMED for accounts
And damn I feel like a robot. We’re all CODED. I cant wait to get rid of the stupid number and have my name back. NG LI MAY. NG LI MAY. NG LI MAY. Never sounded better. *grins*
Im glad its over now!! Paper 1 tomorrow! BUT THE SCARY ONE IS OVER. SLEEP TONIGHT!! x) Thanks all for the wishes. *hugs and kisses* (though I did demand some. OHOHOHOHOHO)
Thanks to Mommy for reassuring me.
Thanks to Daddy for teaching me even as I got frustrated.
(all those times, terms and trials and now. I know I can very hard to deal with. I know I can be rude. I know I can be a total nightmare. xp thanks for putting up with me)
Thanks to LiYing for always comforting me and reassuring me.
(Not only for this paper but for all the others too. I know I can be really boring cuz I always worry about the same thing over and over. Thanks for checking on me when I couldn’t concentrate the day before bio. Thanks for being there.)
Thanks to YenHsian for also being a darling to me.
(For consoling me and telling me I can do it! For having faith in me. For cheering me up.)
Thanks to Brenda for those pats of comfort
(hahahaha. And for teaching me over the phone, physics *I remember the time I was going to cry and called you and you taught me and I felt so friggin enlightened!*)
Thanks to Sara who is ever so understanding
(Im sorry for the millions of times I refuse to talk on the phone with you because I’m super worried. Im sorry for that one time you were uber worried but I didn’t really console you because I was worried too and had to study *I feel really horrid about that* thanks for always understanding and not holding it against me. You rock my world.)
Thanks to Bryan for the tips.
(yeah I coulda said something better right? xp)
Thanks to YongHui for making me feel more relaxed.
(I get influenced and I do calm down a bit, so yeah thanks, dumbass xp)
Thanks to WeiKhai for all the scanning
(term exams and trials, though it was so time consuming, you scanned them stuff anyway. Thanks)
Thanks to everyone else too (mostly classmates! Especially xiaovon *shao shon* and Katherine *haha study physics together in school! TRANSISTOR xp*)
*ahem sorry if I forgot to add a personal thank you to you*
STOP STABBING THAT PLSUHIE!!
PUT IT DOWN! PUT IT DOWN I SAY!
‘you’re hurting me.’
XD Love.
Its almost OVER now.
follow me, everything's alright~
Accent
I was just thinking about that time i went to aussie for hols (with my family) and we had christmas eve dinner with my mom's friends' family. auntie Lindell (i think). So auntie lindell gave my sisters and i all a present and we said our thank you's, then mom presented her son and daughter with their presents and they said their thank you's and.. and
More quizzes
YEAH WELL IM LAZY TODAY xp
Your Love Is Represented By a Red Rose |
You love passionately and fully, without any reservations. And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically. You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people. |
Your Passion is Purple! |
You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve. If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through. But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack. You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart. |
You Are 36% Bitchy |
You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them! |
You Are Thanksgiving |
You are a bit of a homebody who enjoys being in the company of people you love. It doesn't take a lot to make you happy. You're enjoying life as it is. You have many blessings in your life, and you are grateful for each one. You believe that life is about what you *do* have. You feel like you have enough of the good stuff. What makes you celebrate: Family, friends, and the changing of the seasons. At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The host of the party On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Spend so much energy preparing that it's a full time job |
Your Reputation Is: Sweet Girl |
While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about. You're reputation is mostly good - as good as any rep can be. |
and xiao von's the mean girl *oooh* XD
biiig contrast
DINNER!
Videos
Song connected to that vid (LOL)
'just because im not the white guy doesnt meant im not the right guy~'
Everyone has had this experience before, boy OR girl. Clicky to watch. Three parts. =)
Sigh wow. i totally feel for him.
yeah well so all the broken hearted people out there! FEAR NOT! the right guy/ right girl will come along. =)
okay this next one a bit chiong hei, its split into 3 parts. Its sweet i guess, about friendship. Dont expect too much. =)
nothing much but still sweet =)
Music feeds the soul
then again now that i think about it. perhaps i did think they were near their twenties but i always kinda thought SURE OLDER THAN ME. but..but.. GOD I KEEP FORGETTING IM GETTING OLD NOW. IM NO LONGER 13. DAMMIT DAMIIT DAMMIT *slaps forehead*
and MY LOVE FOR CHRIS DAUGHTRY IS REKINDLED!!Every time i hear him again i feeel so *AAAAAAAAAAAHHH* chris daughtry is a definite LOVE! Loved him during american idol, Love him more NOOOWWW!! i so so so wanted him to win then. XD i still remember. Couldnt supress that SQUEAL of excitment when he was nominated just now. (he won two awards by the way) and i was ALONE IN THE ROOM! i was shouting 'DAUGHTRY DAUGHTRY!' XD zomg. and normally i would think its creepy to be alone in a room and shout to the teevee screen.
ah daughtry makes one do stupid things
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HIS VOICE
HE IS JUST SO AMAZING
...Ushers' got style *grins*
Free
even clouds forming the shape of WINGS now!
(last pic taken by karen from her house)
now someone is going to try to be a smart alec and go 'accounts and chinese leh?!' to you i say 'PARTY POOOOOOPER!' so how i strained on the POO? xp *grins* ah well not much studying to do now! Accounts will be practice practice! and Chinese is.. well CHINESE. What else is there to add to that? I really have nothing to blog about today. Just ecstatic and
until spm is over then its CHRISTMAS GATHERING. MOVIE MARATHON. SLEEPOVER. LANGKAWI TRIP. One would think after spm means SLEEP and RELAX but its NOT. its FUN FUN FUN STAY UP EVEN LATER FUN FUN FUN DONT SLEEP AT ALL MAYBE FUN FUN FUN. ah.. who needs sleep when you're having fun? *beams*
just so much to look forward to!
too bad that's never going to happen
15 minutes of horror
I took a nap earlier and had this ODD dream
Painted
did this for fun...
im er.. cheap. lol
Curls
I need some opinions, im planning to curl my hair after prom, what kind of curls do you think i should get? my hair is only this long
(look at the girl from the previous picture, same girl)loose curls? (oh i do like this one)
BUT MY HAIR ISNT LONG ENOUGH GAH
this one and the above one is the same right?
this one looks dryer though
or do you have any other suggestions? because i dont think my hair is long enough for any of them but i really dont want to wait any longer!!
SIGH!! HELP ME, PEOPLE!
LOVE
ps. dont apologise for something you're going to do again and again. because all i see is insincerity. and thats not something i'd like to see.
Along Came Paper3
for those of you who are not taking spm and dont already know this, today's paper was CHEMISTRY. paper 1 and 2 was okay but then...
Downfall
Sengx2 17 now
And someone's now seventeen.
Knew each other since form 2, huh? thanks to suping getting to know bryan and somehow all of us kinda got meshed together and went for outings together though we didnt know each other well at all. remember those days? and we always split into two groups and it was kinda odd. But somehow, thanks to the suprise party we held for KAREN before she left and the CHRISTMAS GATHERING at the end of that year itself, ah, we got closer! *beams*
Sad that we kinda drifted a bit. AH! BUT WELL, i know you'll always be there in my time of need, and be sure to know that i will be here for you too! cuz you're mah seng seng mah. hahaha *grins* You and liying are kinda similar in the sense that you guys are really sweet and caring and always super duper nice. =) hope that never changes! XD very considerate and kind too!
Neewayz, Just wanna say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
again
and erm.. haha *damn i just remembered i called you POXY FACE! why already ar? xp*
ONLY LOVE FOR YOU!
Memories
I sent this mail to brenda in form 2 and she filled it up for me. I cant believe she used to talk like that. aaawness made me laugh. *grins* oh the cute innocent little us then. Ah how times have changed HAHAHAHHAA XD
Fill this out about me (then send it back to me)
*BUT FIRST*
Send a Blank Copy To All Of Your Friends (So They Can Fill It Out About You! Got It??)
BE HONEST
1. My name:
Ng Li May
2. Where did we meet?:
in class...
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
um...Li? ahahhaha.
4. How long have you known me?:
1 year plus...
(almost 5 years now dear!!)
5. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?:
a lot!! =D
6. Do I smoke?:
nope...
7. What’s my favourite colour?:
blue..
(yeah well not anymore)
8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?
bubbly..=)
9. My age?:
13+
10. My birthday?:
8th of Oct 1990
11. Color Hair?:
dark brown lo..
12. Color eyes?:
dark brown oso...
(brenda said 'oso' zomg. zomg. zomg. XD)
13. Have you ever had a crush on me?
(ONLY ANSWER IF OPPOSITE GENDER)
O.o nope..
14. Have you ever been jealous of me?
ahaha..mebbe..^.~ ahahaha...
(oh i remember once we confessed to each other the things we were jealous about of each other, ahaha you remember? that was in form 2 too i think)
15. Whats one of my fav things to do indoors?:
chat on the phone lo..=)
16. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?
um.."wanna hang out with us?" during rumah sukan...=)
(the first thing was 'can i sit with you' LA. in KH class. tsk even i remember)
17. What’s my fav type of music?:
pop?
18.What’s one of my fav things to do outdoors?:
hang out with frens...chat lo....
19. Am I shy or outgoing?
a bit of both..=)
20.Would you say I’m funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)?:
ahaha...abit of both..
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:
hee..some break some follow lo....
22. Would you consider me a friend?:
yupp! best, in fact!! =D
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?:
wacky =P
24. Have you ever seen me cry?:
once in school..once on the phone..
(okay i dont remember this)
25. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?
lI mAy ThE wAcKy? ahaha..
26. Are my parents still together?:
yupp..
27. Do I have a nice butt? (same thing applies as in question..13)
O.o
(just say YES la next time. LOL)
28. If I had broccoli stuck on my teeth, would you tell me?
yea...
29. Do you love me? (same thing applies as in questions 13 & 27)
yea...as a fren =D
AM I………. ?!?!?!?
31. Quiet or loud?
hee..loud most of the time..
32. Short or Tall: short..but taller than me..=(
32.Weird or original: hee...both lo!!
33. Smart or stupid? smart lahh of coz..
34. Boring or Fun? fun!! =D
35. Attractive or Unattractive?
attractive lo...so many boys like her...ahaha..
(wonder what gave you that impression then lol i sure as hell dont remember no nothing)
DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it)
36.A psycho? hee...sumtimes..
38.Athletic? well..at least u run better than me..=P
39. A nerd? definitely not!
43. Two-faced? nah..
44. Obnoxious? nope..
45. Immature?
hee..aren't we all? jodaren sanimay rules! =D
(days of jodaren sanimay long gone lol)
46. Mature? at times lo...
JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS
47. What do you think I’ll be when I grow up? accountant =)
(ZOMG!??! thank god you aint still saying that now)
48. A) Do you think I’ll get married? heee...yea...
B) If you do…Who do you think I’ll marry?
*ahem...cannot say yet lo..*
49. Who do i have a crush on? the most recent one -
*okay i censored this for brenda...shit XD*
50. Who is my best friend?
me lorr! =D ahaha...so perasan horr...
51. What song(if any)reminds you of me?
hmm...dunno?
52. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
nah...original laHH!!
53. If you could rename me, what would my name be?
um..ng may li? ahaha...
54. Have you ever had a dream about me?
yea...weird ones...
(yeah and the one i ate the eggs. nice)
55. A feature that you like about me:
hmm...ur smile =D! ahaha...
56. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
wateva u want lo....
(BRENDA! SO GENEROUS THEN!?!? would you still say the same NOOOW? XD HAHAHAHA)
Okay, this is rather obvious, but for this next section, some of these you only answer if you're not the same gender as the sender!
57. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot?
good-looking =P
58. Would you ever kiss me?
O.o maaaaayb on the cheek..
59. Would you ever consider being my boyfriend/girlfriend?
O.o no..
60.Do you ever think about me? yea..
(touched.. i think i like the old brenda a lot HAHAHAHHAA)
61. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?
everywhere lo...being wacky..loL
62. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?
wacky-cute..i noe im cheating =P
63. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?
nope...
64. Do you want me? O.o dun think so...
(YOU DONT WANT ME?!?!?!?)
65. What word do I say all the time?
aha..stupid! fine! wateva! cacat! ahahahaha...
66. Is there anything you’d like to say to me?
yea...roCK oN gaL!!! =D
*LAUGHS LIKE SHIT FUNNY CUTE MEMORIES*
Mumsie
OMG i came home today and mom was asking about my exam..
and i was like.. huh?! then.. then... something clicked in my head
i ran to the computer and scrolled over the time..
sure enough.
Anyway, me Loves mah mumsie..
For everything she has done for me,
For always being there for me,
When im stressed when im breaking down.
Always there to assure me its okay,
Putting up with my temper and my foul moods,
just EVERYTHING.
super-powaar!!
Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading |
You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive. You understand people better than they would like to be understood. Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details. You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on! Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now |
You Are a Newborn Soul |
You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul |
as-pee-amp 2
PIE
*grins*
I was so hyped up i was singing...
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
Even though the sound of it is something quite atrocious
If you say it loud enough, you’ll always sound precocious
Supercalifragilistic...
Supercalifragilistic...
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
and bobbing my head up and down with the song.. and i noticed the invigilator was looking at me quite dissaprovingly. TSK. x( fine fine fine so i stopped. humph!
Anyway, 4 subjects down! all rejoice! sciences to come!
*no no no!*
like brenda said, 'CLIMAX!'
Just now during the exam i was playing with my long plastic ruler, bending it making it U and thinking stupid things and laughing to myself *in my head* you know la, the usual limay things i do. XD when teacher was collecting the paper, i played with it somemore and wasnt looking and and ..and...
*SNAP*
apparently my ears turned reallllyy red. Liying said she saw. LOL Amanda and I were laughing there. SO STUPID. xp
LUCK LOVELY LUCK
...and duck and mince meat and pork!
oh and pass those chicken feet too~~
(no that wasnt supposed to make sense)
nap time!
es-pea-am
well would you look who it is..
Time
Im really stressed out
Breaking under all the pressure
The only time im not stressed is when im watching 'FRIENDS'
wishes
my sister. my best friend. *grins*
it doesnt get any better than that!
First birthday overseas, at least hsienipoo is there celebrating together with you! BUT WHAT ABOUT ME?!! *sniffles* i waaaant cake. *pouts* so odd not singing birthday song and taking photos together on this day! *nooooooo* missing you badly!
Love you lots lots LOTS!see you in december!
stories stories stories, owh just so much to tell! x)