siiighhh.. Went for accounts tuition just now to take this exam teacher prepared for us. I thought i was ready.. at least A LITTLE ready.. but guess whaaaaat!??! me taking things lightly just killed the whole paper. I couldnt do shit.
Nothing nada poof nil gyarrrr...
Bren and i were sitting together looking at each other helplessly hoping it was all a dream and with a snap of our fingers we would wake up from the IM-SO-FREAKING-DUMB-PLEASE-KILL-ME phase and be able to do everything. Too bad that never happened.. yeap.. the helpless look continued between the two of us and words of encouragement like
ITS OKAY. JUST DO WHAT YOU CAN!
Came out from me. Do what you can.. what was there that we could do? we scanned the pages.... *siiigh* *stare* here goes nothing. And we simply did crap. well at least writing crap helped us not feel that dumb. =__=" we still felt DUMB, really DUMB in fact but at least we attempted to write something and not pass up a white sheet of paper. Siiigh. that was truly horrible. like a nightmare, only we're not sleeping.
It was either laugh or cry.. and yeah, we both picked to laugh. so yeah.. we laughed like idiots.. ridiculously.. sadly.. gaaaaah. T___T it was so so so so SO SO SO SO HORRIBLE. Worst paper EVER.
Even the second paper was better cuz i remembered how to do stuff and now i dont remmeber anything even though i reviewed my work before going cuz i guess i didnt review it thoroughly and just took it as.. ah i think i know how. Crappit. Assuming i know everything.
Gah. wish i could turn back time. sigh. Im feeling so upset i can hardly feel antyhing at the moment. even when i heard such sad news (for myself) i couldnt feel upset. Was already sad till the lowest level.
disappointed in myself? yes. Truly.
- this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world-
- this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world-
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