Child's Play: September 2006

For way too long now

- Saturday, September 30, 2006

I have been deprived of SLEEP and TEEVEE for way too long!! ONE WHOLE WEEK!
and so.. my agenda for the day will be as the following : -

Teevee
Sleep
Breaks in between for lunch and dinner

Study? xp that can wait till tomorrow. till then, im just gonna SLACK and LAZE around~

Aaanywaaay, dont ask me why im suddenly posting this up.

(absolutely LOVE this picture)

- i thought you meant it when you said that you'd be there for me -

More to add on to my previous post of SEXY men. =D
Click here to refresh your awfully bad memory

First up...

BEN AFFLECK
(dont know who he is? you've gotta be kidding me. click the name to find out)

Ben Affleck the irresistable! (he's married to jennifer garner) What a good match too! =D BEEEN AFFLLLECCCKKK~~~ I love the show PAYCHECK! And armageddon, but in that show he was NOTHING compared to Bruce Willis. XD bruce willis was like WOW in that show. Cried so much!

Next up..

The oh-so-sexy
JUDE LAW!

(if you dont already know, click his name to find out)

Mmm~ XD Sky captain was a good show.. first show i watched with him in was actually AI (artificial intelligence) didnt play THAT big a part but big enough to be noticed. =D or maybe he was just sexy and caught my attention. either way yeah. XD

Yay! lets see if i get anymore people to add on to the list
- Its coming coming COMING! -

One week down

- Friday, September 29, 2006

PMR week next week so we get a one week break! =D

have to buck up in my studies already. first weeeeek suuucked like hell! PROJECT ATTEMPT-TO-SAVE-MYSELF IN SESSION! but first! im going to slack and sleep today and possibly tomorrow away~ bleh.. my eyebags need to heal! HEAL I TELL YOU!!

After hols = 2 more weeks of exam. exam is till the 19th. =( SO LONG!!!

Aaaanywaaaay.. i dont care about the previous papers anymore.. cant do anything to change how badly i did anyway. T__T so yeah! no use dwelling on the past. I AM SMART! *grins like an idiot*

- its coming! =D -

Taggedd once again

- Monday, September 25, 2006

I've been taggeeedd!!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
dou shuo hao le, que zhe yang (came to an agreement already, but like that) =? XD
I dont even know who sang this song but never mind.. uh.. I ALREADY TOLD YOU HOW IM FEELING LO... still liddat..EXAMSS ARRRHHH

Will you get far in life?
Say something anyway - bellefire
doesnt matter im still gonna talk 24/7. bwahaha?

How do your friends see you?
We believe - Good charlotte
YEAH! THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME MAN! XD

Will you get married?
Im not missing you - stacy orrico
does that mean im not gonna get married or something? OH SHIT CRAP. XD

What is your best friend's theme song?
All about us - tatu
NOW I KNOW. =D

What is the story of your life?
Nobody else but you - the goofy movie
Gaspp.. what my life revolves around YOU now? =___=""????

What was high school like?
More than words - Frankie J
oh so true so true.

How can you get ahead in life?
If i were you - hoobastank
thinking of being you? HAHAHHAHAHA daaammnnN~~

What is the best thing about your friends?
I cant take my eyes off you - high school musical
the fact that i cant take my eyes off them? omg.. sesat

What is in store for this weekend?
All star - smashmouth
gasp! okay good! im looking forward to the weekend then

What song describes you?
Dirty little secret - the all-american rejects
NYAHAHHAAAA O.o!?!?!? yeah man, so much about me you guys dont know!! <__<>

To describe your grandparents?
Unfaithful - rihanna
OMG.. I KNEW IT.

How is your life going?
Cry - faith hill
Yeah thanks to exams. CRY ARRRHH!!

What song will they play at your funeral?
If you come back - blue
Aaawww~~ T__T im touched. i know everyone loves me. XD

How does the world see you?
Boys and girls - good charlotte
WTH!?!?! IM NOT A GUY DAMMIT. XD

Will you have a happy life?
heal the world - michael jackson
i'll have a happy life healing the world. =D wow. im like.. WOW. =D

What do your friends really think of you?
You and me - lifehouse
you're all in love with me, arent you? dont worry, i so understand. XD

Do people secretly lust after you?
Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield
Its unwritten but i know. =D HAHAHHAHAA

How can I make myself happy?
I dont wanna be - gavin degraw
OBJECTION! I WANNA BE HAPPY LAR! XD

What should you do with your life?
gei wo ni de ai - tank (give me your love)
go look for someone who will give their love to me. hahahah!

Will you ever have children?
The remedy - jason mraz
whats that supposed to mean? children are the remedy to my life? thats nice. XD

Dear following people, YOU HAVE BEEN TAAAGGGEEEDDD!!

Li Ee =D
Brenda
Jaq!!
Karen

Craaammm timmeee~

- Sunday, September 24, 2006

ABSORBING INFORMATION IN

LIKE A SPONGE

Pray for me!

First day

- Saturday, September 23, 2006

Today was the beginnning of the exams! YES. on a SATURDAY. Now saturday doesnt feel like a saturday anymore! how mean of them to have lessen our weekend. *grr*

Anyway, today was BM and BI essay papers.. BM was OKAY i guess, but then again, i ALWAYS have the impression i did OKAY and in the end it turns out i did MUCH LESS than okay. So yeah.. not expecting much of it. The english essay paper was okay too. I really liked my story line, not sure if i wrote it well though.

Guess what i wrote about THIS time? XD yeah.. like almost every term, someone DIED in the story. (yeah im a sadist. so sue me) and coincedentally (bleh) its always the mother. this time my father killed my mother. XD i started the story with the pages of my dairy flipping open the an entry dated 16th of november 1997 and saw a picture. I slowly picked the book up and then i went on with the flashback of what happened.

'mummy, mummy read me the story again!'

'get some rest, love, i'll read you the story again tomorrow, promise.'

I wrote that. And i wrote i was falling asleep and suddenly heard my mum shout and how i thought it was her yelling for someone to kill a cockroach. SO i took a swatter ever ready to swat the damned bug and in my head the words i will protect mummy kept resounding in my head. But what i saw wasnt what i expected. mum was crouching at a corner crying and dad was pointing a revolver at her. i wrote that hez a policeman la.. so hez allowed a gun. then this part i lengthened by saying how my image of my perfect family just diminished and how i did not knwo what to do. There was even one part which i wrote..

My favourite actor, Will Smith, came to my mind and i wondered - What would HE do? and suddenly, i knew. I knew what i was supposed to do. I looked from my mother, to my father and then.. to the swatter in my hand. I lauched myself towards my father yelling 'I WILL PROTECT MUMMY'

Yeah.. and so apparently when i threw myself at him i heard a bang and right after that lost conciousness. when i woke up i saw lotsa dads collegues - fellow policemen - in my house and i thoguht it was a dream and all but it wasnt. yadi-yada. Saw my mum lifeless at the corner, dad was punching his fists into the wall blabla~ walked to mum..

'mummy.. mummy?'

No reply came from her regardless of how many times i called her and how long i waited. Blabla~ (ah.. the usual stuff la). and then i presed my head against her chest hoping for a miracle . that somehow she'd still be alive and i'd hear a heartbeat, hoping the policemen would tell me its a joke. but it didnt happen that way. Blahblah~ and at some point i wrote dad started laughing.. turned crazy as he couldnt accept that fact that she had gone and left us for the heavens above. And something about policemen just standing around looking at us as our meaning of life faded away. Or something like that.. cant remmeber my exact words la.

'read me the story again, mummy, you promised'
(kaitkan with the starting XD)

Then i wrote, i wasnt sure what happened the days after that as i was in despair. But by the time i came to my senses and was partially sane again, i learned that dad was sentenced to a lifetime in jail and i was in an orphanage. no one spoke of that night to me and i never asked. perhaps ignorance is a bliss after all.

When i turned 16, i visited my dad in prison for the first time after that night. He told me that as i lauched myself at him he lost his balance and accidentally pulled the trigger.

'so i contributed to mum's death then.'

'dont say that. your mother loved you. it was me. i was at fault, i dont know what came over me'

(or something like that)

and then we both cried somemore and blabla we looked into each others watery eyes and i forgave him. I said something about i was sure mum forgave him too and was looking at our reunion up above smiling at us. or some sort. XD

then ended it with.. i stared at the picture on the page of the diary of my mum and i. tears welled up and streamed down my face once again

i love you, mum, and i really miss you

so basically thats my story la. =D wrote 3 and 1/2 pages. hand was so pain and shaking after that. LoL... wrote till the very last minute. all so unplanned.. so maybe the story didnt come out as well as i wouldve liked it to be. ahh well. its over.

one day down, many more to go

Fun Dinner

- Monday, September 18, 2006

Sis leaving for UK tomorrow.. wait its past twelve.. okay shes leaving TODAY then.. going there to study. And TODAY is shauns birthday! Hez 16 now! =D and shanes birthday was on the 16th.. so we were kinda celebrating for both of them and kind of a farewell dinner for sis. =D buffet.. sweeet~

Lotsa pictures coming your way! =D First up! John john and I!

Presenting to you...Ice cream!!

Starring shaun, shane, hsin hui and uncle bob!

XD.. first pic shaun and christina purposely block john so john was really upset and sulky and wanted to get revenge. second pic he was well on his way to vengence.. thrid pic he TRIES to cover shaun but hadn not big enough.. XD so we all came in to help in the end. hahaha so funny

Everyone trying to get their faces in.. XD *squuueeezzeee*

ALL OF US! =D SEXY COUSINS UNITED

the brother pyramid. XD tall short shortest.

XD first pic we're all trying to block shane.. next trying to block shaun.. thats why shane is jumping.. third pic was just random LOOK UP! last one.. finally! a nice pic! XD

1. Nice family pic! =D
2. Still nice, legs hurting cuz shane sitting on my lap! lolz. HEAVY butt.
3. Hsin Hui FLIES IN.. OMIGOSH!!!
4. now im sitting on HIS lap XD leg too pain already and they all kenakan shauny!

EE and SHANE with their 'ILL MAKE YOU SMILE' themed photo. Me and shaun with 'NEEEHHH!!!!' hsien and john with 'IM BLOCKING YOU BWAHHAA' and last but not least hsin hui and hsien making faces XD adorable, no?

Just a nice picture with.. WHAT ARE THOSE TWO DOING BACK THERE!??!

*points* AAAAAAAAAHH!!

group pic before we go back..siigh

GROUP HUG! SHANNON and RICHARD JOINING IN! XD

It was fun =D lotsa lotsa fun. being with my cousins makes me realise how lucky i really am. =D sigh.. no more feeling upset! =D
-End-

this is the story of a - girl

- Saturday, September 16, 2006

siiighhh.. Went for accounts tuition just now to take this exam teacher prepared for us. I thought i was ready.. at least A LITTLE ready.. but guess whaaaaat!??! me taking things lightly just killed the whole paper. I couldnt do shit.

Nothing nada poof nil gyarrrr...

Bren and i were sitting together looking at each other helplessly hoping it was all a dream and with a snap of our fingers we would wake up from the IM-SO-FREAKING-DUMB-PLEASE-KILL-ME phase and be able to do everything. Too bad that never happened.. yeap.. the helpless look continued between the two of us and words of encouragement like

ITS OKAY. JUST DO WHAT YOU CAN!

Came out from me. Do what you can.. what was there that we could do? we scanned the pages.... *siiigh* *stare* here goes nothing. And we simply did crap. well at least writing crap helped us not feel that dumb. =__=" we still felt DUMB, really DUMB in fact but at least we attempted to write something and not pass up a white sheet of paper. Siiigh. that was truly horrible. like a nightmare, only we're not sleeping.

It was either laugh or cry.. and yeah, we both picked to laugh. so yeah.. we laughed like idiots.. ridiculously.. sadly.. gaaaaah. T___T it was so so so so SO SO SO SO HORRIBLE. Worst paper EVER.

Even the second paper was better cuz i remembered how to do stuff and now i dont remmeber anything even though i reviewed my work before going cuz i guess i didnt review it thoroughly and just took it as.. ah i think i know how. Crappit. Assuming i know everything.

Gah. wish i could turn back time. sigh. Im feeling so upset i can hardly feel antyhing at the moment. even when i heard such sad news (for myself) i couldnt feel upset. Was already sad till the lowest level.

disappointed in myself? yes. Truly.

- this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world-

NoooOOoOoO!!

- Friday, September 15, 2006

Comp cant access to the internet, so now im using my sister's labtop. ITS SO SAD!! feeling my pain? T____T

Havent really officially started studying. that sucks.. only started reading a bit of history, and i dont remember anything. Siiigh, and i know im looking for ways to put off my studies. Excuses excuses. i really cant help myself. I suck that way. Sniffles!!! i was so eager to make a card for my cousin cuz his bday is tomorrow. SO eager to make it so i could use it to put off my studies AGAIN.

=___=" really, its like i know what i am doing and yet i dont want to stop. I SUCK SO MUCH DONT I!?!? anyway, went for this PRS training session thing today. The gang went in late and expected to be scolded/ screamed at. Much to our suprise she went like

'HELLO DEARS!'

and we went to sit down and she proceeded on with what she was saying. She meaning YMM. O.O that was truly.. SHOCKING. Yeah, thats the way to put it. ANd apparently she praised Eu chern and i on our essays 'who am i' we summited some time ago. XD i was like.. oookkkaaaaay~ this is weird. XD

Yeah.. we're nto quitting anymore cuz we realised it WAS our fault too and blah. Blah blah blah. Blab. =D get the picture? and brenda doesnt want to quit so i dont relaly feel like lurking around the school doing nothing if she has to stay back for duty. and besides, after today, i dont think PRS will be that bad anymore. Bleh.. or maybe she was just in a good mood. =__="

Never mind. TIME FOR TUITION!

Mr A - Z

- Wednesday, September 13, 2006

JASON MRAZ! this is for gling! =D THE REMEDY! =D acoustic version. lol... something different la! He still sounds good!! Prefer the other version though.

Rahxephon

Watched this anime some time ago. Borrowed from Bryan. =D Rahxephon!

this is a super sad vid.. =( watch it and cryyy!! I cried!! *sniffles* Poor asahina! Kinda weird that they were paired up in the vid.. but yeah.. SO SADD!!! *ssiigghh* Especially the part.. 'ayato.. ayato.. i love you' that appeared on the screens. T__T

BLARRRGGHHHHH, YOU SUCK!!!!

- Tuesday, September 12, 2006

YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCCCKKKKKK!!!!

Im so awfully AWFULLY upset and annoyed right now. You suck so bad. I shant care anymore. I SHANT!!! NOT ANYMOREEE!! you suck you suck you suck you suck you suck! =D i feel better already. Boys are stupid! THROW ROCKS AT THEM! ANNOYEEDD!! SOO ANNNOYYYEEEDDD.

Hmm

- Monday, September 11, 2006

I actually typed this yesterday night but kinda didnt post it up. LoL. so here it is!! =D

Im so bored of everything!

I feel like everyday is the repetition of every other day

Nothing is ever really happening

And each day is somehow similar to the other

Its like im just waiting for something to happen

Anticipating something to happen perhaps

DYING for something to happen

That was actually something I typed to a friend while chatting with him. Siiigghh.. Never really talked about this before.. I guess ignorance is a bliss, that IS what I do best anyway, ignore something and pray it goes away. Everything seems so unreal. I feel like this soulless human being living everyday just as it is. And that sucks. Like I said, im just impatiently waiting or something to happen to make life worthwhile. SIIGGGHHHH!! Im so bored with life itself. Im being stupid, arent i? maybe its PMS or something. LoL. Hope this doesnt go on on like a daily basis or something. Cuz how im feeling now just really sucks. T.T feeling so down.

.....

yeah.. anyway, im not feeling so down today. =D Bet it was PMS or something. Bwahahhaaa!! Oh yeah! We all decided to quit PRS. Me, Bren, Su Ping, Sara, bryan, kwan seng and nge seong. Oh darn, we shoulda told Eu chern, bet he woulda done the same. =D tell him tomorrow then. WOOOOT! all quit together! kind of cool in a way i guess. hehe.

Oh and here is a SUPER CUTE VIDEO my sis intro-ed me to. =D ITS SO ADORABLE!!!

Shoot the bad animals! Thank you kind sir! taking out the garbage! =D take care of the ladies! I love this kid! XD adorable!!

- Curtain Falls -

*and another day comes to an end*

Farewell party

- Sunday, September 10, 2006

Sis is leaving for the UK soon so we threw this farewell party for her. Im too lazy to type anything out so.. just look at the pretty pictures. XD

Salad! =D looks wonderful right?

Food! feeling hungry now leh... XD cake and pudding courtesy of my aunt =D it was so yummy

presenting to you some serious cousinly love. =D third pic shaun acting cool. XD so did he manage to pull it off? O.O

Now for some YOGA! show us what you're made of! XD john looks so ADORABLE!!

video conference with my aunt from canada! everyone crowding around to talk to her and uncle kevin and to see the babe sierra crawl on the floor. XD

oh we all just love shauny bum. MuaxXes! XD

looking at another cam but still manage to look so good. i wonder how we do it. *ssiiiigghh* Bwahahahaa!! =D

group pic with mah cousins! =D