Child's Play

Directed to 'YOU'

- Monday, October 06, 2008

I am Grumpy today.

And since the little blue bird asked WHY, i shall tell you.
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I dont CARE if you dont AGREE me.

I dont give a SHIT that you think otherwise.

BUT WHY WONT YOU HEAR ME OUT?

I detest people who are not open to opinions of others. People who just shut ideas out. People who wont even LISTEN to explanation. People who just say,

'WHATEVER LAH.'

When you're trying to express your opinion. Again, i would like to state that, its okay if you think im wrong, but i just want to SAY what i FEEL, and what i ultimately THINK about the subject. You can correct me if i am wrong. You can express YOUR opinions.

BUT DONT BLOODY SHUT ME UP.

just because.

Cant you at least TRY to see where i am COMING from?

*friggin pissed off*

Times like this remind me to be grateful for the GOOD friends i have. =) I LOVE THE GANG. People like BRENDA, SARA, BRYAN. x) I remember the times sara and i used to talk over the phone and how we used to agree with each others points and stuff 'YEAH HORRRR' XD and sometimes disagree and end the call being moody for awhile XD. *ahem* But fact is, WE HEAR EACH OTHER OUT. We listen to each other and try to reason it out, try to figure out why the other is thinking that way. We ask WHY? We dont go,

'WHATEVER LAH.'

Because you know what?

THATS FRIGGIN' RUDE.

And BRENDA is the one with ALL THE OPINIONS, ALL THE TIME. And i absolutely love YOU FOR THAT, BRENDA! x) When you tell me about these things, i just look at things at a whole new perspective. And course, BRYAN! *tiny example HAHAHHA* Just the other day, TRIED TO SHOW ME HOW SEALS ARE SUPER CUTE but i disagreed. And he proceeded to SHOW ME PICTURES in order to convince me otherwise. (but i still dont think they are cute. save for this ONE picture of this ONE seal)

I can just imagine YOU (not you, bryan) i mean THE YOU I WAS REFFERING TO ABOVE (not you, brenda) THE YOU i am pissed off at, probably not even opening the windows to look at the seal pictures *JUST AN EXAMPLE!* because your mind set is already there. and everything that goes through your mind is,

'WHATEVER LAH. I dont care.'

Honestly, sometimes i detest you SO MUCH.

You're RUDE.

You're INSENSITIVE.

You dont know how to TAKE A JOKE.

*rolls eyes*

so you know what?

WHATEVER LAH to you too. =)

GOOD DAY.

EVIL

- Sunday, October 05, 2008

I am feeling DEPRESSED.

See, here i thought college was due to start on WEDNESDAY.

and yesterday i found out it's starting on MONDAY.

Today is SUNDAY.

I feel so UNPREPARED for college!

Mentally UNPREPARED!

Why didnt anyone tell me earliiiierrr?! *sniff*

Its depressing. sad. SAD. horrifying. and just i feel so UGGGGHH!! =(

Worst part is, i slacked so much this hols, barely did anything and i made plans to like do this and that on monday and tuesday, but now THEY'RE COLLEGE DAYS so my plans are all gone and i feel so annoyed and =(

WHHYYYYYYY?!?!

On another note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWINNY and JEFFREY

and

HAPPY BELATED (by one day) BIRTHDAY CHUBIE!

Meteor Garden

- Friday, October 03, 2008

Remember, back when we were younger, there was this whole F4 era, where absolutely EVERYONE looooveeeed them and wouldnt stop TALKING about them and their faces appeared on all.. well..

CHINESE NEWSPAPERS

(in primary we had to do chinese paper cut outs)

I missed out on that. Since everyone was SOOOOO in love with them, i just couldnt help myself but be rebellious and not give a shit about them. (the same as i did to JayChou) Somehow in those days it was just coooool to me to go 'F4? i dont care...' XD instead of 'REALLY!?! OMIGOD' *swoons*

I remember how everyone was so CRAAAAZY over ZaiZai

very hot, meh?

*ahem*

I didnt think so then, i still dont think so now. XD Anyway, the other day i was BORED and thought of watching some taiwanese series and i dont know why, but the name METEOR GARDEN popped up in my head, so i thought, y'know, why not? Since everyone loved it so much back then, im sure it must've been SOMETHING. So i watched all 27 episodes in 3 days.

My verdict?

Not so good.

It totally feeds on Girls being ROMANTICS, thats how the show sells. It really wasnt much at all, in fact it got SOOO annoying at times you just feel like you want to STOP WATCHING but you cant cause you're already HALFWAY THROUGH. *grrs* Anyway, the main character was..

a BADBOY

...and badboys somehow always appeals to girls

a RICH ASS

(who loves the girl like crazy)

...and rich asses (SUPER IN LOVE) LAGI appeals to girls

and they had so many scenes of the guy confessing to the girl of HOW MUCH HE LOOOVES her and would GO TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH for her, how he would do ANYTHING for her, and would FOLLOW HER WHEREVER SHE WOULD GO even if it meant to hell *hahahah*. The director even went as far as to put in a kidnapping scene and the guy getting beat up for the girl, cause you know,

Girls dig things like that.

OOOH! MACHO HERO!

And then he had to be all GREAT and go 'If i die, i dont want you to be sad for me' OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. =___=" Oh and to add more to the sweet factor, the guy had to be SUPER HOT that all other girls SWOOON over him but he only has eyes for her and would treat everyone else like shit.

The show would have been fine had it just been

Him realising he likes her --> process of him chasing her --> Her falling for him --> together-gether forever --> END OF STORY.

But NUUUUOOOHHH.

It had to be

Him realising he likes her --> her liking his best friend --> Him chasing her --> Her falling for him but not realising it --> Him confessing to her --> Her shouting at him ALL THE TIME --> Them kinda broken up (not that they were even together) --> Him making effort and chasing her somemore --> Her being confused with her feelings --> His mother coming into the picture and hating her --> Her mother trying to break them up --> Her breaking his heart AGAIN --> Him being sad AGAIN --> Someone else coming into the picture and making her CONFUSED --> Her FINALLY realising how she feels --> FINALLY getting together --> mother interferes AGAIN --> Finallly. together at last --> End.

They kinda like FIGHT and sort of break up at least three times throughout the show. It makes you feel so annoooyed cause the same thing is happening again and again and AGAIN. Gets so SIIIEEEEN. but what REALLY made the series a turn off was that

HE HIT HER

not just ONCE either.

People who are completely infatuated with him was obviously ON HIS side (commenters) trying to justify the act, stating that HE WAS ANGRY. SHE WAS BEING STUPID. I WOULD HAVE SLAPPED HER IF I WAS HIM TOO.

THE HELL?!

A guy should NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER x infinity hit a girl/lady/woman. Gives me the impression that hes going to be a Wifebeater in the future, and thats a SCARY thought.

I honestly dont know what the directors were thinking. Then again, the series was an adaptation from a japanese manga and maybe it was like that in the manga, but STILL. =__=" The director should have KNOWN better. Grrr!

Anyway, for some odd reason, i prefer The guy with PINEAPPLE hair, than with his hair down

Gives him more character. XD

Though at first i really thought it was ugly.

I think, if you have not watched 'Meteor Garden', dont bother. Waste of time. Instead, direct your attention to

'1 Litre of tears'

SUPAH GOOD! True story too! I dont know if i've told you, but i only started crying since ep 8. My mom started from ep 1. I guess parents feel it more than we do. Mom was so funny, there was this scene where everyone was singing the graduation song and waving goodbye to her, mom closed the whole window and refused to watch cause it was TOO SAD and she DIDNT WANT TO CRY. x)

I think its time i started studying properly *ahem*

LOVE!

Just one night

- Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Yesterday night was the first night i was home without my parents. And i dont know, i've always been afraid of the dark and being ALONE and stuff. So at around 1am i guess paranoia started to kick in and i HEARD something fall. Like this plastic thing or something, i wasnt sure. But i started to get nervous... so i told weikhai about it

=>Peepoo loves Mäy 媚 more than words can say
i heard something fall just now
=>Peepoo loves Mäy 媚 more than words can say
im kinda scared
WeiKhai ™
hm
WeiKhai ™
maybe its a ghost

And then he proceeded to tell me a plan to... make myself fall asleep

WeiKhai ™
make urself faint, then continue sleeping
WeiKhai ™
XD
=>Peepoo loves Mäy 媚 more than words can say
YER
=>Peepoo loves Mäy 媚 more than words can say
HAHAH
=>Peepoo loves Mäy 媚 more than words can say
dumb plan
WeiKhai ™
haha..bang ur head on something
WeiKhai ™
HAHAH
WeiKhai ™
at least u get to sleep
WeiKhai ™
=p

I know. my friend over here is ingenious!

However, i didnt feel brave enough to knock my head against the wall and fall unconcious in the process, so...

=>Peepoo loves Mäy 媚 more than words can say
do you think i should go down and check?
WeiKhai ™ nope
WeiKhai ™ just forget it
WeiKhai ™ loL
=>Peepoo loves Mäy 媚 more than words can say
maybe i should go down later
WeiKhai ™ u'r too scared to do it
WeiKhai ™ hahahah

... he has such great faith in me

lol *kills wk*

Anyway, AS SCARED as i was, i did go down and check and proceeded to run into cousins room *and gloated to wk and bryan* kinda woke cousin up in the process *ahem*. BWAHAHHAHAHAA!! xp

Strangers

- Monday, September 29, 2008

Sometimes, when I have nothing to do, I like to play this game with myself. To try to figure out a person’s background story. Observe someone and come up stories as to why they’re doing what they’re doing. Where they were before this, and how life has been so far.

When im in the car, and the car zips pass random people, I look at them and wonder when they’re going to die, how they’re going to die, or if anyone would commit suicide. And if they do, would they hang themselves?

Cause hanging freaks me out. I would never want to see a dead hanging body ever. The image would be embedded forever in my mind and I’ll probably go crazy and be unable to sleep ever. The best way to kill oneself is still by taking lotsa lotsa sleeping pills, so you just fall asleep, for eternity. At least theres no pain. Either that or go to a snowing super cold place and fall asleep there. Jumping off a building wouldn’t be too bad either, since you’ll get to experience free fall, the AIR! The RUSH! Just make sure the building is high enough so you don’t NOT DIE and experience all the pain and law suits that follow, since committing suicide is a crime after all. (The sight of you dead on the concrete floor face all mashed up would probably be ugly as hell, but hey, FREE FALL!)

Not that I encourage suicide

Just saying.

I’d look at little tunnels and wonder who passes that. Has a crime scene happened there once before? Was some poor girl raped and thrown into that drain after she was brutally slaughtered? I’d think about the family and how they would feel, how some poor innocent teenager who had a future got robbed of everything just like that. How her family, unsuspecting, probably having a great time just sitting around on the sofa, lazying around being couch potatos, eating guava while watching ‘Friends’ hear a knock on their door, finding two policeman’s standing at their doorway informing them about their daughters misfortune. Or maybe a phone call. (its weird, but thoughts like this make me cry)

Rapists are the worst of the worst and should burn in the flames of hell.
They don’t even deserve hell.
They deserve much worse than that.

I’d look at beggars on the streets and wonder what they think to themselves, what they think of themselves, how they landed up on the streets. Have they given up hope? Then I’d see little kids and wonder if they’ll one day be beggars too.

I’d see little kids playing on the streets, laughing gaily with no burden on their shoulders, no responsibility to uphold, and wonder how they’ll be when they grow up. Married, having their own kids. I wonder what their kids would be like. And then I’d make up stories about fights, and fun times and then grandkids.

I’d wonder if there is someone out there, just like me, doing the exact same thing, thinking the exact same thing, as I am, at the very same moment. And I’d wonder if she/he felt the connection that I felt. If she/he even existed. But im sure she/he does. Because its such a big world right? There’s so many people, there’s bound to be more than ONE even, doing, thinking the same things as I am. Theres bound to be someone, writing the same thing as I am now. I wouldn’t be surprised, honestly.

Car – best place to daydream.

NOWONDER IM SO BAD WITH DIRECTIONS.

Poo.

- Saturday, September 27, 2008

The holidays (more like study break) starts of with a BANG!

Frederick aka Phllipe III

Moe the mouse

Supersheep

Patches

Lol. Bleh, i know they dont look like the real thing. but AH WELL. drew them for fun anyway.. cause i feeeel all LAZY!! *argh!*

Sisters left for UK today =(

Drawn by hsien

Ee's duey gong gong (its a dugong)

Ee's drawing of Duey

anyway, parents will be leaving for China (holiday) next tues! And will only be back on the 8th. =( so I'll be home ALOOOONE the whole stretch of the hols... well with my cousin la, if he doesnt decide to just go home or somethin'. *sniff!!!!!* guess its for the best... no distraction?