look alikes

This is david sutcliffe

This is russell crowe this is david sutcliffe
this is jim carrey
Look so alike.

I was like GAWKING at the resemblance. THEY ALL LOOK SO ALIKE!! GOSH! okay so in movies you can tell the difference, like TOTALLY, but DONT YOU SEE THE ALIKENESS?!?! if i didnt tell you, i bet you woulda thought the 1st and 2nd pictures were of the same person and the 3rd adn 4th were of the same person. RIGHT?!?! I KNOOOOOWWW

sudden interest in this because i was watching 'cake' just now and david sutcliffe was in it and i was thinking about how he looked a little like jim carey. but the pictures.. WOW. THEY'RE PRATICALLY TWINS! SERIOUSLY! @__@ okay so russell crowe has the whole droopy eye thing going on and david sutcliffe doesnt,

WHOZ ASKING YOU TO LOOK CLOSELY!?

its like if you just GLANCED at it. you woulda thought it was the same person. amazing. XD

im off to lunch. Not much love to give today.

and thats the way the cookie crumbles~

W for whatever

I always think its OKAY

i always think it will change for the BETTER

but it NEVER does

too many days, too many nights. it has reoccured so very often that i've lost count. That this, well this holds no meaning to me anymore. How funny the way things change ever so drastically. your word. that has no value. because you dont keep it anyway. So really, whats the point?

im sorry if you feel like you're suffocating. hey if you need air. im giving you all the air you need now. because this is me, walking away. this is me, not mending the bubble. this is me, bursting the bubble. i should have left it the way it was back then. i was stupid. i was naive. i was dumb. i let you let me down once again.

But thats me. i habour hope every time.

and thats you! you let me down every time.

this is not how i function. im sorry, but i cannot work like this. You think only YOU have sleepless nights. funny though, people think of different matters. I guess to me, FRIENDS. DO. MATTER. for this one time, i really, really, really, just dont care anymore.

Because i know me caring about it wont fix it

because i know you wont fix it

because i know i dont matter enough for you to BOTHER fixing it

but hey, thats okay. Im okay. Like i said, too MANY TIMES. ive grown sooooo tired i just dont feel it anymore. I dont feel whatever loss i felt the million times before. I really DONT. i just feel tired. so thanks. thanks for being my pillar of support once upon a time. I appreciate it.

that is the way the cookie crumbles

I'll live. You could have just told me, i would have found other people. i dont hold it against you, because thats you being you. and i hope you dont hold it against me. because this is me being me. and said me just cant be bothered to tell you anymore. for said you dont listen. For said you dont respect said me enough to listen.

Dude, im not going to ask what happened to

'i'll always be here for you'

i guess to you its jsut a phrase you say to people to cheer them up. You know what, its not. and you should really learn to not say it so often. Because when you dont keep your word, it does hurt. But like i said earlier. it used to hurt, now i just take it as a fact.

whatever.

its time

Im not ready to grow up. not at all.
I still feel like that little girl...
...more lost than ever before

Responsibilities, i already feel it piling onto my shoulders. Oh so heavy! choices choices CHOICES to be made! theres no room for mistakes! no room for making the wrong decision! just NO ROOM for being a KID anymore! its time to GROW UP! GROW UP! GROW UP!

..but i dont want to

everything seems so HARD after. The world is so filled with uncertainty. Once i was so sure of what i wanted to be, i could SEE myself in the future. The future me, all smart and elegant, but now. Now, i dont know. Everything is a blur. Im reaching out trying to clear the fog but i cant.

Is it supposed to be like this?

I wish peter pan would come and whisk me away to neverland! sweep me off my feet and wash away my worries! responsibilities! OH GOODBYE YOU AWFUL BAGGAGE! spend my days in happiness and innocence and just HAPPY. its horrible to grow up and face the harsh reality of LIFE.

seeing how UGLY people can be. How people out there are trying to TRICK you of your money. taking advantage of you when you're a new student. (bank tried to trick my sis when she was going to open her bank account. HORRID. just cuz shes a newbie there)

I want to stay young and blissful. But time wont allow it.

and in the blink of an eye. I see me. standing in front me the mirror. no longer a kid. i see ME. and though i am proud of who i have become, i do wonder still, if i would be in the following years to come.

...i sure do hope so

I envy those who are ever so certain, those with direction, those with goals.

what about me?

parking lot

We (brenda and i) as per usual have chemistry tuition in nirmala today. But apparently teacher was having the class in the NEW BUILDING today. And well, we KNEW where the building was but we didnt know WHERE (as in which floor which room and stuff) it was.

so we just trusted our gut instincts, womans intuition and went into the parking lot.

the..

EMPTY
parking lot
THE BIG BIG HOMOUNGUS EMPTY PARKING LOT
Thank Goodness it was still pretty bright so it wasnt that scary. But seriously, it was SO HUGE we were just walking ON AND ON without direction. there were SO MANY doors we didnt know WHICH ONE it was supposed to be.
there were two ways we could go, side or front. we chose to walk front.. and we kept walking ON AND ON AND ON and brenda said 'maybe we should turn back' so we did. then this guard came up to us and told us where tuition was.
only i think he mumbled.. so i didnt catch him. I looked at brenda wondering if she did and the guard looked at us wondering if WE did. and brenda went
'okay!'
so i went
'okay!'
and then i whispered to brenda
'so what did he say?'
and she said
'i was hoping you knew'
SO YAY, WE WERE CLUELESS but we walked to the SIDE way since he pointed there...
ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON..
there were MORE doors than before. labelled like A(numbers numbers) and all. we walked past the parking lot from letter like E to B. THAT WAS A LOOOONG WAY WE WENT. and we reached the end of the parking lot.. still not knowing which was the right door. so we turned back to get DIRECTIONS THIS TIME. like REALLY REALLY LISTEN AND NOT JUST SAY OKAY HOPING THE OTHER HEARD. =__="
then the guard met us halfway through (WHEN WE WERE AT D) and said he saw us through the CCTV. lol he pointed all the CCTV's to us as he led the way...
he smiled as we reached out destination
'ah here!'
we turned and saw... a slab of WALL. we looked at him like he was crazy and he looked CONFUSED. 'EH?!?!?!?' and then he pointed to another wall.. and we looked... and he went 'EHHH!?!?! AH SORRY SORRY EHHH?!?!?!' XD
and i was starting to wonder if this was some horror movie or something. and BRENDA AND I WERE IN IT. you know? the MAGIC DOOR. appearing and disappearing, sounds like something you heard before right? and i was complaining to brenda how SHE SHOULD HAVE LIKE ARROWS POINTING 'THIS WAY' or you know stick FOOTSTEPS on the floor so we could follow.. like how dorothy followed the YELLOW BRICK ROAD.
WE NEED SIGNS!!!
tsk tsk! the guard was so funny XD he was walking here and there, not remmebring where exactly the place was and feeling bad. in the end, he found A door. and he was all proud of himself, smiling gleefully at us, waiting for us (cuz we were walking slower than him as he was kind of like walking fast paced to find the door) and then, when we reached..
brenda was nudged me 'hey doesnt that just open to the other side?'
he didnt hear her.. and he opened the door... only to see the other side of the carpark. HAHA THAT WAS SO HILARIOUS. its like you know a wall and a stupid door in the middle of the wall for NO REASON, just to get to the OTHER side when really you can just walk past the slab of wall to get to the other side. i DIDNT SEE THE POINT OF THE STUPID DOOR. but okay.
the poor guard was like 'EEEHHHH!?!?!?!' in distress.. and then.. and then.. HE and then WE SAW IT. a door with a TEENY TINY (well a4 size but PRETTY TINY when you stick it on a HUMONGUS door) NIRMALA paper sign.
THAT WAS RIDICULOUS.
brenda and i were SOOOO SWEATY and SOOOOOO HOT. xp what an adventure. haha im grateful it wasnt THAT dark and it didnt have weird flickering lights and weird people lurking around in the empty parking lot. i woulda been so freaked.

grey's anatomy

so im done watching season 1,2 and 3 of grey's anatomy.

Honestly i was a tad bit dissappointed towards the end of season 3. The characters personalities just changed so drastically and people who werent SUPPOSED to like each other DID and people who were SUPPOSED to end up with each other DIDNT. and thats like NOOOOoooooo..

horrigible. for me. seriously.

i found that at the very end, it could not hold my interest. I just didnt find it very much interesting anymore. And i still dont understand why brenda was WEEPY. it wasnt SAD!! hmm i dont know... oh but i found myself really REALLY liking alex at the end when in the beginning i didnt like him at all. But perhaps we all shared mutual feelings for him.

and there are a few quotes that i liked from the movie but i can only remember some

'..and i promise you this. i promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands. i promise you..me.'

'.. and in our happily ever after, the guy is always going to be saying things. and the girls love it'

'im going to be your knight in shining whatever'

'we're adults, how did that happen? and how do we make it stop?'

'Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me. '

you find yourself pretty much OKAY with all the characters, no one you HATE, you sorta CAN relate to them and so yeah! its kinda cool that way. =) anyway, i found myself taking full interest in..

TIM DALY!!!

would you look at that gorgeous smile?
I mean SERIOUSLY.

he was introduced later in season 3. Only appeared in 2 episodes. Apparently there was a spin off was made.

Introducing..

PRIVATE PRACTICE


This is about addison leaving seattle grace hospital and her life in LA. =) somehow i think i'd rather watch this. haha! seems really refreshing and cool! not saying that im going to stop watching grey's. Cuz i DO STILL WANT TO KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN but private practice would be great to watch too! so after SPM! x)

Making plans and watching them fall apart
fade away into nothing
all thats left is that slab of blank
of what you thought was meant to be

at last

ITS BEEN AWHILE BUT IM FINALLY OUT

...and was in a MALL!

Let me introduce BLING BLING to you

its the DRINK

brenda is all GIGGLY cuz she saw something WRONG and bryan and nge seong *ahem ahem* SO DAMN LIKE SYIOK! super interested. XD

..kidding larr

Random shot of Jyhling who IS NOT tall but LOOKS tall because she dressed like that. so really SHE ISNT TALL. see how much i stressed on SHE IS NOT TALL?

weird positioning, huh?

Brenmay and bryan

thats where we were sitting! x) PRETTY RIGHT

bryan wanna mess with teh piaaano

we're like playing. the lady in the shop was annoyed with us. lolz~~

can see gling face front and glings back and me in the mirror and bryan and brendas legs.
wonderful XD

STICKER PICTURES!

'sticky sticky!'

as the picture says, we watched hairspray!

Good movie, for people who like musicals. LOTSA LOTSA LOTSA SINGING. barely any stopping in between. But its really like FUNNY and CUTE and makes you smile all the way through!

anyway, im lazy to blog SORRY! HEHE! LOVE! LOVE LOVE!

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