Short rant,
I do not like how easily i get embarrassed. Its so annoying, and my face totally flushes and goes freaking tomato red for the world to see. ): I hate how transparent it is! BLEAARRGHHH!! All it takes is for someone to put me on the spot and everyone to LOOK AT ME expectantly, then my face just flushes red and i get all flustered and i start talking faster and faster, with a lot of hand movement.
AS IF I DONT DO THAT ENOUGH NORMALLY.
my hands go into hyper mode and makes random shit movements, at some point i dont even know what im saying anymore and its like BLEARGH JUST KILL ME NOW. PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY, SOMEBODY PLEASE! D: In classroom environments i just sort of go on blabbering nonsense until the teacher saves me or something TT (they're usually very nice, thankfully) in normal occasions with people i know, i sort of go into this bad state where i start adding expressions like BLEARRGHH, ARRGGHH, BLLAAHHH in my sentences and i end it with,
'DONT LOOK AT ME.'
):
...imma mess.
*covers face*):
The last time this happened was when i went to meet wk and his friend and i was a bit late =__=" and then his friend was all 'waaahh, why make him wait so long?' and i just went into an episode,
'NOOO.. i came really fast.. i just left the house then.. NOOOO... very long meh? I just live.. NOOO..AARRGHHHH!!! TT'
*wave hands, wave hands, wave hands in front of face*
tis sad, but true.
I think people like Karen recognize this problem i have HAHAHAHHAA whenever i start getting flustered, she helps me EXPLAIN the situation or goes, "DONT BULLY HER LAH" meh, I LOVE YOU, WOMAN. HAHAHAHAHA what would i do without you? XD You can be my knight in shining armor. I dont need a guy when i have a best friend like you to fend for me xp I wonder if people just like watching me squirm. =___="
sigh. well anyway.
had a short embarassing episode today ): Boo. I guess the good thing is that the redness dissipates really quickly? ): but seriously, its so annoying ):
x rant over.
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