Expectations + (PetPeeve #3)

Ah, today has been a long day. Another bubble went pop right there, did you see it? Or did you miss it again? More and more bubbles bursting with each passing day, reality is harsh. K and i were saying that we should totally form a club for

'People who recently realized that they are actually stupid.'

Welcome to the club,
Our motto : We understand.

Seriously, never been so unprepared or sat for an exam i performed so so badly in (i dont think i can even pass wth). Crushing really, halfway through the paper and i just wanted to give up. Horrible stuff. Called sister after the paper and teared up a bit. Called K and talked about it for a bit, just sat in some random corner somewhere in the hall talking HAHA, emo child is I.

Thanks bryan for helping me calm down before the exam,

'its okay. Just do what superman would do.'
'fly away?'
'what would the hulk do?'
'get angry?'
'okay forget the hulk, what would ironman do?'

=_____="

wthhhhh. bryan, you is funny.
(and yes, i finally saw the mail =D)

Was half tempted to really write (42.) for one of the questions i couldnt answer. HAHA just for the heck of it, but i didnt. course not. *slaps self* XD Thanks weikhai for making me feel infinitely better (: oh you is awesome, friiiiieeenndd!! gararararara Was quite demotivated after the paper, watched lotsa lotsa shows HAHA didnt start math today like i wanted to. Shall be awesome and start tomorrow.

btw short bit on [read: SPOILERS], OMG 90210 IS NAOMI GONNA GET RAPED. STUPID ASS MR CANNON. I FRIGGIN HATE RAPISTS. SHIT SHIT SHIT was so freaked out after that episode. AND OMG gossip girl IS CHUCK REALLY DEAD?! NO MORE BLAIR AND CHUCK?!! NUUUOOOH STUPID ASS JENNY. AND GEORGINA'S BACK?! DAN'S BABY!?! WHAAAAT?!?!
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>=)

At some point, it stops being about them.
it becomes more about you and how you perceive yourself.

But as you said, what is this in the grand scale of things? (: Naw man, thanks for always listening guys, i know i say a hell lotta pessimistic things i dont even mean but hey, we laugh about it so HAHA at least i can joke about my situation HAHA NOOOO its time to get SERIOUS!! Grr!! Trying to stay positive. Sometimes all you need is a little,

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and when all else fails, at least i know for sure that your perception of me wont change either way. HAHAHA (: oh i love you guys so so much. The luckiest girl in the world really. You guys remind me everyday. Thanks for always caring, always seeking me out, and always having the time for me.

x

Short Ass PetPeeve #3

When people believe they know me better than i know myself. When i tell them something and they dont believe me. Sometimes, all i need is a hug, not a pat on the back telling me you know it'll turn out fine when i know its not.

But hey, we all try the best way we know how.

I know.

(:

So smileys. I love you too.

x

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