how something so beautiful can turn so ugly in the blink of an eye
beautiful things dont morph into ugly things that fast
..unless the beauty wasnt even there to begin with
above all. i hate liars.
i have never been lied to so much before in my life.
especially not by someone as close as you.
[then again we werent THAT close, were we?
well i thought we were to some extent, more than others]
..and i feel like an idiot for believing everything so blindly.
beautiful things dont morph into ugly things that fast
..unless the beauty wasnt even there to begin with
I just have one thing to say about this. Be thankful we're pissed, because that just proves we still care. Anger fades, anger subsides. If we didnt get mad and just accepted it, then you'd have something to worry about. Because then you'd know that we dont give a shit about what you do or what goes on in your life.
if that is what you wish, just keep on doing what you did, and you're on a highway there. Because as for right now, we still care. We still love you. Forgiving is easy, but its only easy when the person means it when they say they're sorry. and im sorry if i was mean and if i said anything hurtful to you, but i was hurt. i was betrayed. and im not very nice when put in situations like that. I had always felt obliged to believe and trust in you and right now i just dont know how i can anymore because i just cant tell, whether you're telling the truth or lying.
Do you really want that?
if that is what you wish, just keep on doing what you did, and you're on a highway there. Because as for right now, we still care. We still love you. Forgiving is easy, but its only easy when the person means it when they say they're sorry. and im sorry if i was mean and if i said anything hurtful to you, but i was hurt. i was betrayed. and im not very nice when put in situations like that. I had always felt obliged to believe and trust in you and right now i just dont know how i can anymore because i just cant tell, whether you're telling the truth or lying.
above all. i hate liars.
i have never been lied to so much before in my life.
especially not by someone as close as you.
[then again we werent THAT close, were we?
well i thought we were to some extent, more than others]
..and i feel like an idiot for believing everything so blindly.
but you're sorry. i know that. and im trying to digest everything, im trying to let go. Tomorrow is another day, a new day. I'll be fine then.
i know whats important. do you?
[topic closed and shall not be approached again]
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[topic closed and shall not be approached again]
xxxxx
and now to brighten up to mood as lately my blog has been MOODY MOODY MOODY, what with the bubble post and broken glass post and all. And we dont like moooody, do we? we dont like grey, black, sad, blue, RED WITH ANGER, cloudy posts. Noooooo we dont, we LIKE BRIGHT SUNNY HAPPY CHEERY WHEE LOOK-AT-THAT-PRETTY-BIRD-IN-THE-SKY NICE FEEL GOOD posts. so yeah, to hell with the sadness, the frustration, the anger, and hello to the happy. to be happy, we need to go crazy. and what other way better to go crazy then start singing the SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS SONG?!?!
ohhh~ who lives in a pineapple under the sea
*fast forward.. whirr*
*flute plays*
phew! dont you feel better already? if your answer is YES read (1). if your answer is DUH NO read (2) and if you're unsure or not feeling anything at all, read (1) AND (2)
(1) yeah I KNOW, ME TOO!!! gosh his stupid face makes me crack into laughter. HE IS SO YELLOW TOO! so bright hez SHINING! I JUST WANT TO TEAR HIM INTO SHREDS AND SEE WHAT MAKES HIM SO HAPPY!! oh wait i know, its cuz he has a brain the size of a pea.. that is if he even has a brain at all. He doesnt have to think about all the sad depressing stuff because he doesnt have a brain to think about those stuff. WONDERFUL, AINT IT?!? ZOMG!!
(2) yeah, me neither. his face irks me. i hate spongebob. his laugh annoys me because it goes like 'DAI AI AI AI AI DAI AI AI AI' if you listen closely.. you will realise that hez actually asking you to go DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. how can you feel happy when the stupid sponge is screaming for you to DIE DIE DIE?!?! *groans* tell me about it.
im feeling both (1) and (2) right now, so yeah. A bit cheerier but feel like killing spongebob anyway. haha. his stupidity gets to me sometimes. Watching spongebob makes me feel dumb, so i dont usually watch it unless theres really NOTHING TO DO AND NOTHING ON AND I DONT WANNA WATCH RERUNS ANYMORE AND OH LOOK ITS THAT SPONGE AGAIN *watch*... yeah thats it.
.....arrr... are you READY KIDS?!?!
AYE AYE CAPTAIN!!!
..i CANT HEAR YOU!!
AAYYEE AAYYEE CAAAPTTAAIINN~~
ohhh~ who lives in a pineapple under the sea
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!
*fast forward.. whirr*
spongebob squarepants spongebob squarepants
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPAAANTSS!
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPAAANTSS!
*flute plays*
phew! dont you feel better already? if your answer is YES read (1). if your answer is DUH NO read (2) and if you're unsure or not feeling anything at all, read (1) AND (2)
(1) yeah I KNOW, ME TOO!!! gosh his stupid face makes me crack into laughter. HE IS SO YELLOW TOO! so bright hez SHINING! I JUST WANT TO TEAR HIM INTO SHREDS AND SEE WHAT MAKES HIM SO HAPPY!! oh wait i know, its cuz he has a brain the size of a pea.. that is if he even has a brain at all. He doesnt have to think about all the sad depressing stuff because he doesnt have a brain to think about those stuff. WONDERFUL, AINT IT?!? ZOMG!!
(2) yeah, me neither. his face irks me. i hate spongebob. his laugh annoys me because it goes like 'DAI AI AI AI AI DAI AI AI AI' if you listen closely.. you will realise that hez actually asking you to go DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. how can you feel happy when the stupid sponge is screaming for you to DIE DIE DIE?!?! *groans* tell me about it.
im feeling both (1) and (2) right now, so yeah. A bit cheerier but feel like killing spongebob anyway. haha. his stupidity gets to me sometimes. Watching spongebob makes me feel dumb, so i dont usually watch it unless theres really NOTHING TO DO AND NOTHING ON AND I DONT WANNA WATCH RERUNS ANYMORE AND OH LOOK ITS THAT SPONGE AGAIN *watch*... yeah thats it.
i shall go SLEEP ARH. toodles
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