what are YOU looking at

- Saturday, June 30, 2007

YOU screw up. I take the hit.
THANKS A LOT, FRIEND.

im sorry but this post shall be all about me and about no one else but me because in MY blog. I AM MOST IMPORTANT. and if i say the WORLD IS AGAINST ME, its because the WORLD IS AGAINST ME because in MY blog, what I SAY GOES. *yes im the boss and the almighty creator and all sorts of my blog* DARE YOU OPPOSE ME?!?! *attack them my minions, ATTACK I SAY*

lately lotsa events have been happening to really PISS ME OFF. first this then that. its never ending, it never ceases. its like its the

PISS LIMAY OFF era or something

either that or its the

LETS SEE WHAT LIMAYS LIMIT IS era

are you all just sitting at the sidelines WAITING for an explosion? IS THAT IT?!?! *screaming to the sky like how you see in movies*

yea well, you've succeeded. give yourself a pat on the back for a job well done. And now go into hiding for im coming after all of you with gattling guns and i'll have no mercy.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
HHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

...no i wasnt kidding.

But i WONT do that. partly because i have no gattling gun and lucky for me and ze-pisser-off-ers the sane part of my brain has yet imploded into a million pieces. So i pretty much still have that whole 'WORLD PEACE' thing going on.

PISSED POST ENDED AND CLOSED
SUBJECT SHALL NOT BE APPROACHED UNTIL NECESSARY

l..l, 'nuff said

crammed

- Tuesday, June 26, 2007

click on read my visualDNA, its kinda cool, really! =) you guys should try it too



anyway, went for carmen's surprise party (organised by her buncha really close friends, they were so sweet to have gone through so much hassle to do that for her), it was really fun. Anyway, at one point of the party bryan was saying how taking in helium really DOES make you sound like a chipmunk, at least for a little while. Watch the vid below to see demostration by first, bryan himself and then joyee.

WARNING: kids, dont try this at home


super entertaining, lotsa people went on doing that later during the party haha. it was hilarious when yee hooi did it cuz shes a girl and her voice is naturally high already, so when she sucked the helium in, her voice became EVEN HIGHER and it was SOOO CUUUTEEEEE XD couldnt stop laughing hahahaa... too bad i did not take that. oh well

before i start posting pictures i would like to state that some photos were taken from corey's blog and bryans cam. Ps, today is carmens birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (though i dont really know you but yeah =D happy sweet 16)

this is what we got carmenthe siimmppsooonnssssher cake! ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG (super nice haha)
WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF BALLOONS?!?!
AGAIN!! LOOOOK! x)
sze ying and i were saying how squished we look and how the others look so... sane and spacious? XD

ever wondered how GOLD CLASS CINEMA LOOKS LIKE!??!
(yeah i've never been in one before, my FIRST TIME)

shocking revelation on why the seats are so pricey
SUPER COMFORTABLE WEEEY!!
we all jakun-ted people XD
girls + CARMEN
girls and guys + CARMEN

Oh just in case you all were wondering, we watched fantastic 4, which is a pretty okay show. not like AMAZING YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG good but boleh tahan not bad like that la. the TORCH is damn HAAWWTT. 'nuff said. Moving on...

Cheer 2007 was ongoing last sat and sun. I only went for the sat one which was NOT-AS-INTERESTING (yeahlah i knowlah kwanseng) but yeah at least i went riiiight?!?! *nod head here* bryan and sara went on sunday and these are the pics taken by bryan =)

CALYX ALL BOYS WON THE BEST NEWCOMER AWARD!
look how adorably happy they look x)
KWAN SENG LOOKS SO CUTE LA WEY!!! XD
teh uber proud friends
(i dont know why but when i look at this picture i keep thinking 'i am cow hear me moo, i weigh twice as much as you~' cuz bryan did that during camp with his group mates and they were kinda standing like that too? lol weird-ish)
look alikes[?]
calyx all boys and girls
lala. period.
=) YAAAAAAAAAY!!

besides all that, theres

BREAKING NEWS!!!

SZE YING BOUGHT A NEW PENCILBOX AND IT LOOKS LIKE THIS!!!!!
ITS SOOOO COOL OKAAAAY!?!?! (told her so many times already HAHAHHAHAA) you dont see whats so cool about it?!?! REALLY!?!? YOU DONT?!?!?! *gasp* shocking. well i'll show you WHY!!!

TADAA!!!

 you can unzip ALL THE WAY UNTIL ITS JUST ONE LONG STRIP! SO COOL!!! im in LOOOOVEEE with it! x) thats it for today! x) lotsa pics! WHEE~~

emoness [damn it all]

- Sunday, June 24, 2007

i think about all i have left
and though i know i should feel lucky
because some people dont even have this much
i just feel so sad that i've lost so many

now i just want to let it all out
and then forget it all
but its not that easy
its not easy at all

to want to hold on to whats still there
to not because it all doesnt prevail in the end

xxxx

just when you thought it couldnt get any worse

- Wednesday, June 20, 2007

how something so beautiful can turn so ugly in the blink of an eye
beautiful things dont morph into ugly things that fast

..unless the beauty wasnt even there to begin with

I just have one thing to say about this. Be thankful we're pissed, because that just proves we still care. Anger fades, anger subsides. If we didnt get mad and just accepted it, then you'd have something to worry about. Because then you'd know that we dont give a shit about what you do or what goes on in your life.

Do you really want that?

if that is what you wish, just keep on doing what you did, and you're on a highway there. Because as for right now, we still care. We still love you. Forgiving is easy, but its only easy when the person means it when they say they're sorry. and im sorry if i was mean and if i said anything hurtful to you, but i was hurt. i was betrayed. and im not very nice when put in situations like that. I had always felt obliged to believe and trust in you and right now i just dont know how i can anymore because i just cant tell, whether you're telling the truth or lying.

above all. i hate liars.
i have never been lied to so much before in my life.
especially not by someone as close as you.
[then again we werent THAT close, were we?
well i thought we were to some extent, more than others]

..and i feel like an idiot for believing everything so blindly.

but you're sorry. i know that. and im trying to digest everything, im trying to let go. Tomorrow is another day, a new day. I'll be fine then.

i know whats important. do you?
[topic closed and shall not be approached again]
xxxxx

and now to brighten up to mood as lately my blog has been MOODY MOODY MOODY, what with the bubble post and broken glass post and all. And we dont like moooody, do we? we dont like grey, black, sad, blue, RED WITH ANGER, cloudy posts. Noooooo we dont, we LIKE BRIGHT SUNNY HAPPY CHEERY WHEE LOOK-AT-THAT-PRETTY-BIRD-IN-THE-SKY NICE FEEL GOOD posts. so yeah, to hell with the sadness, the frustration, the anger, and hello to the happy. to be happy, we need to go crazy. and what other way better to go crazy then start singing the SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS SONG?!?!

.....arrr... are you READY KIDS?!?!

AYE AYE CAPTAIN!!!

..i CANT HEAR YOU!!

AAYYEE AAYYEE CAAAPTTAAIINN~~

ohhh~ who lives in a pineapple under the sea

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!

*fast forward.. whirr*

spongebob squarepants spongebob squarepants
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPAAANTSS!

*flute plays*

phew! dont you feel better already? if your answer is YES read (1). if your answer is DUH NO read (2) and if you're unsure or not feeling anything at all, read (1) AND (2)

(1) yeah I KNOW, ME TOO!!! gosh his stupid face makes me crack into laughter. HE IS SO YELLOW TOO! so bright hez SHINING! I JUST WANT TO TEAR HIM INTO SHREDS AND SEE WHAT MAKES HIM SO HAPPY!! oh wait i know, its cuz he has a brain the size of a pea.. that is if he even has a brain at all. He doesnt have to think about all the sad depressing stuff because he doesnt have a brain to think about those stuff. WONDERFUL, AINT IT?!? ZOMG!!

(2) yeah, me neither. his face irks me. i hate spongebob. his laugh annoys me because it goes like 'DAI AI AI AI AI DAI AI AI AI' if you listen closely.. you will realise that hez actually asking you to go DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. how can you feel happy when the stupid sponge is screaming for you to DIE DIE DIE?!?! *groans* tell me about it.

im feeling both (1) and (2) right now, so yeah. A bit cheerier but feel like killing spongebob anyway. haha. his stupidity gets to me sometimes. Watching spongebob makes me feel dumb, so i dont usually watch it unless theres really NOTHING TO DO AND NOTHING ON AND I DONT WANNA WATCH RERUNS ANYMORE AND OH LOOK ITS THAT SPONGE AGAIN *watch*... yeah thats it.

i shall go SLEEP ARH. toodles

suddenly i see

- Tuesday, June 19, 2007

OMIGOOOOSSSHH im SOOO IN LOVE WITH GAKUEN ALICE.

watched the anime and now reading the manga too bad they have only uploaded till vol 7 and i have NO IDEA WHY BUT THEY HAVE YET UPLOADED vol8 - vol 13 *sniffles* i love natsume... ruka (or also known as luca) is really nice too, but NATSUMMMEE~~~

im thinking li ying can relate best... hahaa

sara trying to win the gakuen alice CD's over from brenda... lol.. cuz i offered them to brenda first so funny laa.. shes all 'IM DYING I NEED THE CDS' XD ITS THAT GOOD! SERIOUSLY! i love love LLOOOOVEEE it... watch this vid! its really nice.. or maybe you have to read/watch gakuen alice before you think that, either way, i think its great... i feel so filled with WAFF right now i could just die. *sigh*

if you dont want to watch it/read it... then er..


XD because you DONT KNOW WHAT YOU'RE MISSING.
*psst* NATSUME IS SO HAWT~ tss~
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG *melts*
Highly recommended by MUAH! especially for girls, you girls will melt wey! just like MEEEE!! XD guys i dont know la, cuz well im not a GUY? o.o but maybe you guys can go try watch or something and give me feedback on how your brain's work. lol...if you want to read the manga (okay this is especially for sara [and also liying]) CLICK HERE.

the story is mainly about friendship and romance and well you know, all anime's have a dumb main character who is super cheerful and motivates everyone to change and all.. this anime is the same, haha. It has very touching moments =) im sure you girls wont be able to hold back your tears hahaa

i have to admit though, over used line! but still nice lamikan is crazy XD

everyones constantly stunned by her dumbness
and yet everyone loves her
though shes dumb she doesnt let everyone push her around and call her names, but they still do anyway, XD (UGLY UGLY UGLY...haihyo..NATSUME PICK ME !! XD )

taking turns? lol i thought this was ironic and funny
constantly bickering and calling each other names
but natsume is always so jealous when someone else touches her
(..and he tends to get back at them for doing so)
hahaa.. jealous.. AGAIN natsume?
always there to protect her and save her
and she does the same for him too =)

but this story aint just about romance... its about friendship too! we've all had a little preview on hotaru and mikan's friendship.. but natsume has ruka (luca) too =)
ruka tries to understand, sweet guy. siiiighhh

im not going to go on blabbing cuz you guys probably dont feel about them the way i do. and so i advice you once again TO READ THE MANGA or WATCH THE ANIME AND THEN LOVE THEM LIKE I DO. then get back to me and we can talk about them xp... the only one who does that with me at the moment is sara. i plan to change the world and make everyone love gakuen alice.. at least the people in MY WORLD. lol xp

love y'all. read. watch. Love love MuaxXes. exams over. hugs and kisses. Good day. night all.

it couldnt be

- Saturday, June 16, 2007

Physics on MONDAY and Bio on TUESDAY
Thats right... and i havent begun studying for either
I just feel so TIRED and LAZY to study any more, the exams have been going on for SOOOO LOONNG!! its like.. FOREVER... i just want to SIT BACK RELAX WATCH TEEVEE READ MANGA AND NOT STUDY. NEVER STUDY.

STUDY STUDY WHAT STUDY!?!?

I know i SHOULD be studying but i just CANT seem to bring myself to.

I feel so LAAAZYY!

im a procrastinating idiot who thinks shes going to do really badly and knows she has to save herself but doesnt feel like it.

HOW CAN I NOT FEEL LIKE IT?!?!

Its like im standing on a railway track and a train is coming fast towards me and im just standing there...
not willing to move. again.. 'HOW CAN I NOT FEEL LIKE SAVING MYSELF?!?!' this is INSANITY. i need to

SLAP. MYSELF. AWAKE. FROM. THIS. HORRIBLE. STATE. I. AM. IN.

i know a lot of people are slacking too, but the thing is, most of them are GOOD at physics and they CAN pull it off even if they slack. but i CANT. because im not as smart. im not as GOOD. and yet i let myself be influenced, because its nice to think that 'since everyones not doing, i dont do also okay la never mind la' but its NOT okay. and i REALISE THAT. but its just NICE to think that it is. ITS NICE TO HAVE A REASON TO SLACK. ITS NICE TO THINK THAT

'we're all in this together.'
truth is, we're NOT.

im not as smart therefore i have to work. sigh. To know and yet not bother doing anything about it. THAT my friends, is stupidity. That my friends is how pathetic i really am. its already 11.13pm nowmaybe i'll go do 'heat' today.. it doesnt take long to do i think.. getting one chap down is better than getting none done. so i shall start =( sigh... im scared for my physics i suck in it SO BAD. i think i might fail. and i dont want to.

ps. this post was a motivational post for myself. for me to have my drive back (i feel a little more determined now.. i hope it stays till tomorrow) + post those pics cuz they're adorable haha but thats beside the point.

In the blink of an eye

- Friday, June 15, 2007

Im taking you all still remember my adorable baby cousin sierra, if you dont, click here!

first she was this tiny little baby princess (who lotsa ppl mistook for a boy)
and then she GREW and became a little bigger

.

.

.

................and nooooowww
OMIGOD ISNT SHE JUST THE CUTEST LITTLE GIRL (notice i didnt say baby) YOU'VE EVER SAW ALL YOUR LIFE?!?! =) shes grown SOOO MUCH!! i havent seen her for sooo long now, SIGH! cant wait for my beyi and uncle kevin to come to m'sia again with sierra x)

I WANNA HUG HER I WANNA HUG HER I WANNNNNAAAA!!

the next thing you know, she's this teenager constantly shouting 'ITS NOT FAIR' to her parents. lol... time flies... they grow so fast, we grow so fast... I DONT WANNA DIE YET!! *ahem sorry* what i mean is time just passes by so quickly one day you'd wake up in the morning and go, holy shit im 75 already!?!? just yesterday i was bloody 17! ITS NOT FAIR. and then you'd get a heartattack and pass on... (unlikely but you never know) *touch wood* ohohoho...

so we should all embrace our youth and act like the kids we are. adulthood can come later on.. lets be irresponsible and carefree while we still can, because once we become parents or get a job or whatever, you'd never have this kind of freedom anymore. And one day you'd be going 'why the hell did i grow up so quickly?' you have the rest of your life to be OLD and WRINKLY, so lets be young now. because you can never be young again. =)

sometimes ( most of the time actually) i act really stupidly in public...always fooling around like a little kid..for example, just the other day i was holding the door open for brenda and went

'YOU BETTER RUN OUT NOW BECAUSE THE DOOR IS CLOSING ON YOU' *whoosh*

and then after i closed the door i realised 2 ppl was looking at me =__=" i was like 'ah shit not again'. this kinda thing ALWAYS happens!! *dies* they give the whole 'what the hell is she doing how old does she think she is what a friggin weirdo' look at me.. like stated earlier

ONLY HAVE A FEW MORE YEARS TO BE THIS WAY OKAY.
(then again i might never change)

im not ashamed or embarassed of acting this way, though okay sometimes it feels retarded because of some people who think they're SO DAMN MATURED giving me the said look above. yeah.

being childlike and being childish is different. just because i act like a kid sometimes doesnt mean i dont have any sense and am childish. im just CLARIFYING. *orders brenda to poke them all who think im childish with plastic forks* ohoho. TAKE THAT YOU FOOLS.

-everything that turned out to be is exactly the way its supposed to be
Does anyone believe that? O.O
when your life goes horribly wrong.. is that what you think?-

back again gain gain gain *echoes*

-

Yes darlings, i know you've all been missing me (sshh. dont spoil mah moment) and so..

*dumdumdum DUM DUM DUM DUM DUUUUUMM!!!*
IM BAAACCCKK!!!!

didnt have time to blog the past few days as exams were ongoing and yeah...needless to say, it was all HORRIBLE, but nevermind that because its FRIDAY! and there are four papers left *groans* but thats on MONDAY! =) so SLACK SLACK SLACK SLACK SLACK SLACK SLACK.. at least for now. im so sick of studying my brain is pounding. i need sleep. but i want to watch teevee. and use the computer (which i am now) and yeaaah!! shall sleep later. OHOHOHO!!!

this is what happens when you study too much chemistry..

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
cant msg bren liao expired Lol

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
convince her to join the physics thing

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
so that you have transport home!

|| Mäy || says:
she sleeping di

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
oh, sister?

|| Mäy || says:
i asked her when she was sleeping and she said 'ah textbook useless'

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
alright then

|| Mäy || says:
'goodnight'

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
too much chem

|| Mäy || says:
lol

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
lol

|| Mäy || says:
she said useless for medicine chapter

|| Mäy || says:
so she went to bed

|| Mäy || says:
i think so

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
okaaay @___@ damn everyone asleep already

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
thanks then

|| Mäy || says:
ya meh?

|| Mäy || says:
im awake

|| Mäy || says:
you're awake

|| Mäy || says:
saras awake.

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
waitamin

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
you limay ah

|| Mäy || says:
?!?!?!

|| Mäy || says:
wassat supposed to mean

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
whoops

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
^^" thought you're your sis

|| Mäy || says:
why would you think that!??!?!!

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
cause you said "she sleeping di"

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
and i forgot what i msged before that

|| Mäy || says:
i meant BRENDA YOU IDIOT.

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
yeah brenda

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
Lol

|| Mäy || says:
DUMBASS.

|| Mäy || says:
lol

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
and suddenly msg style also change

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
how i know

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
shutup

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
k shh.

|| Mäy || says:
WHERE GOT MSG STYLE CHANGE

|| Mäy || says:
SINCE WHEN

|| Mäy || says:
=__="

|| Mäy || says:
omg man

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
Silence

|| Mäy || says:
you..

|| Mäy || says:
dumb

|| Mäy || says:
foooool.

|| Mäy || says:
FOOOOOOOOOOOLLL.

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
MOCK NOT THE OVERCHEMMED ME-sama.

|| Mäy || says:
hahaa

|| Mäy || says:
yeayea dumb. ohohoho

l»ToFuKinG«l "Freestyle." says:
lol shutup

see? you become super blur!! and so the lesson we have learnt today is.. NO 'OVERCHEMMING' at all costs to save yourself from blurness + lameness (i was super lame today due to excessive intake of chem by brain) probably still am pretty lame (DONT SAY IM ALWAYS LAME OR I'LL SLAP YOU) gimme time to recuperate and i'll be normal again. Till then BEAR WITH ME. at least for this one post. lameness cannot be helped at this point

so anyway i really wanted to blog about this the other day but resisted temptation (oh god you see how disciplined i am? i know!)

the english paper had the question 'write about a message that you found important in the story' the pearl. i think it was the lack of sleep that got to me because i started thinking of kino as frodo... not wanting to throw the ring-pearl- back into the volca- sea-no. and then there was this whole SPIDERMAN thing going on in my head too with the whole 'with great powe-pearl-r comes great respons-stupi-ibility-dity'.

i wondered how teacher would react if i actually wrote that crap down. like..

LIKE IN THE LORD OF THE RINGS TRILOGY FRODO BAGGINS STARTED OUT WITH THE STRONG DETERMINATION OF DESTROYING THE RING. HOWEVER...

... and then i relate it back to kino and the humongous pearl.

hey you never know, it might have worked. ITS ORIGINAL. too bad sense came over me and i decided against it.

gah tired. fine. i shall sleep shall blog more later on GOODNIGHT.

friday

- Friday, June 08, 2007

Have you been watching lots and lots of teevee lately? Starworld.. anyone?

if you HAAVE been, you woulda noticed this new show...
shes trying to be the asian version of oprah....

WHERE HAVE I HEARD THAT BEFORE?!?!

omigod.. could i have said and wanted the EXACT SAME THING?!?! O.O" *runs off crying* click here. hooow cooouuld sheeeee.. lol. Its like she took the li and made it lee and put it at the back of the name instead of putting limay. *sniffles*

WHAT ABOUT THE LIMAY SHOOOOWW?!?!
what happened to THAT!?! and so...

ohohohohohoho. Shuttup. i know its retarded. Bleh. xp sis came in and she was all 'OMG! THE NECK IS RETARDED!' and i went 'yeah the colour off la. i know la' and she said 'no... its like MELINDA DOOLITTLE' no offence to melinda. We love melinda but she has a short neck.. and i have a long neck? (or so my sister complains. she says its my neck that makes me taller than her) and so that picture is retarded cuz i now look like i have a short neck. But that was the best i could do with paint. So be nice.

lately i've been watching the ellen degeneres show. Shes really wacky and funny.

Dont know who she is?!?

you've got to be kidding me. remember dory from finding nemo? she voiced that little blue fishy! x) haha
neewayz, cant blog more cuz have to go for tuition soon. Ta! studies like crap. i so dont want monday to come. x.X

- do you believe in love at first sight, or should i walk by you again? -

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