Child's Play

LoL...red bean ice cream saves the day! before this i felt pathetic..ALL SO PATHETIC. heck, maybe i was, judging by the way i was acting. oh well, you can't help acting pathetic when you feel pathetic right? so hey! not my fault!

all hail red bean ice cream! made me feel so much better. i'm even probably all right by now. GOODNESS! never knew red bean ice creams could work magic. oh wait! maybe all ice cream's can! in that case~~ ALL HAIL ICE CREAMS! the fact that i'm thin and probably all bones enables me to eat as many red bean ice cream sticks as i want. isn't that great?!

irrevelant...
i remember when i was really young, mum used to make these ice cream sticks. sometimes it would be milo, sometimes it would be red bean , sometimes it would be sunquick. just pour the liquid into the container and store it in the freezer. before you know it. *poof* its ice cream! those were the days, when ice creams were made not bought. not that i have a problem with bought ice cream that is...*grins*. as long as there IS ice cream. then its A-okay

back on track..
i really shouldn't let ANYTHING...ANYTHING AT ALL make me feel pathetic. hey, nothing is worth it. LoL. unless i did something to dissapoint myself then yea...besides that..NO. NOTIHNG i repeat NOTHING is worth it. *shrug* i'm just too young and naive to know the difference. HAH! hell lot of thanks to brenda who consoled me into NOT feeling so pathetic and also to karen, though she DID make some stupid cracks...=___=" but yea. THANK YOU GUYS!

irrelevant...
people say i'm a happy-go-lucky kinda person...am i? O.o weird...i din think so..bren says i only SEEM like that but i'm not..i agree with her.. LoL...

back on track...
i think too much and make rash moves. LoL. oh well. whats done is done. no way to turn back time right? pretending nothing happened is just well...weird. not something i can or would do. so live with it. i'm sure i'll be able to. ^^ judging by the way i am...and evreything. everything would be back to normal by tomorrow.

irrevelant...
i hope it'll be bright and shiny tomorrow but no sun please...so freakin' hot. i dun like being all sweaty. its icky! haha..acting like a kid..so sue me. i AM a kid after all! its not a crime to ACT MY AGE! LOL. OMG. 15 year olds dun act like that!! ><>

back...then again, maybe not.
maybe i think too much. wait. i know i do. i always ponder and ponder on stupid lil' things that probably don't matter and fret over the little things i do. like scream ZERO POINT FOUR! ZERO POINT FOUR! over and over again at the canteen, or dance crazily at dominoes with friends...and everything. Hahaa...i just don't realise i'm acting really stupid until i come home, sit and relax. then it suddenly comes to me and i'll be like. CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP!! and then i'll suddenly laugh out loud. in the room, by myself. LoL. its so weird really. i'm a retard!

back...
enough with the pathetic! i am SOOOO not pathetic...besides..that was SOOOOO ten minutes ago! *dumb blonde tone*

irrelevant..
oh wait, sis says not to say dumb blonde. its not nice...^^" sorry sis! LOL...whoops. my baaaad!

back...
anyway, thats all i wanted to crap about so yeap! i'm gone! peace out people! until next time!