aawww

feeling loved and needed~

I just did my moral presentation the other day...we messed up and yet...the play WASN'T messed up. infact, i think thats the best reaction i got out of ANY play i've ever made. =_____=" how ironic, don't you think?

We laughed at practically EVERY sentence we said. NO. WE WERE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THAT. maybe the whole class were laughing cuz we srewed up..but i asked and they said it was great. ^^" i screwed up at my first line...i was like....

"IDEA SAYA TERUK?! IDEA KAMU LEBIH TERUK LA! *pause..forgot line, everyone laughed, and then i continued my sentence*"

that was stupid..and when i was supposed to be angry, i glared at casandra and she laughed...resulting ALL of us to laugh..the cast AND the class...elaine was LAUGHING AND SCOLDING ME...so funny! and the part where cassie was suppsoed to cry, she burried her head in her hands and laughed like crazy. you have NO IDEA.

and then there was this part, where i storm off very angryly. i flung my arm and hit cassie...i think i hit her very hard cuz it was like 'PAK' and the whole class cheered and laughed and went like ooooo...but no WAIT..that wasn't the stupidest part...i'm COMING to the stupid part...

at the end of the play, i'm supposed to run..and go down on my knees...and say Sorry..but NOOOOOOO..it just COULDN'T happen as i planned could it? i had to lose all control over my sanity and run like an idiot with both hands in front of me like i was some kind of zombie...flinging it around and not caring what other people MIGHT think of me..and then fall on my knees...but because i was running..the force pushed me backwards and i fell on my butt ><> fall on knees>fall on butt kind of thing. and then as if that wasn't bad enough, i glided and succeeded in scratcing my knees in the process. Give it all up for NG LI MAY! everyone was cheering and clapping and oooo-ing..i was too caught up with everything to feel much pain...but THERE WAS pain. elaine came up and pulled me up like she was instructed to..and i kept whining about..PAIN PAIN PAIN to cassie when jaq was ending the play...LoL

teacher praised us and said we were good. that injury for a play. ><



hahaa...look so faaaaat. spastic Posted by Picasa

the young me~

Click on the pics to get the full scale one. or else it looks really blur and retarded.


Me when i was like about 5 or 6. I look so looost! LoL. sorry this is a bit blur but what to do? i had to take a pic of this pic. So of course its blur! Posted by Hello


seven year old me! taken in sunway pyramid, which was still new then. Posted by Hello

The book-once upon a blind date

Once upon a blind date by wendy markham

The scene I like, where Charlie is drunk and he is talking out his feelings towards Maggie to Julie.


*C stands for Charlie and J stands for Julie*

C: I'm not lonely!
J:sure you are
C:No way, I have you. You wanna go to French Riviera? I have to use my tickets in the next few days, or I'll lose them.
J: charlie, I'm just your friend. You don't want to bring me. that was supposed to be your honeymoon.
C:see? you're right. you are my friend. I'm not lonely if I have you, and I have Butts...thats two..

he's counting off his fingers.

C:I have prairie dog. I have pork. That's four.

He stares sadly down at his unclaimed thumb.

C:maybe tha's not enough?
J:I don't think it is
C:do you think I need five?
J:Could be.
C:okay, maybe I need Maggie, maybe she can be my thumb.

Julie pats his arm.

J:that's the smartest thing you've said yet.i just wish you were going to remember it in the morning.

He bolts out of his seat.

C:Morning? Is it-?
J:no its-
C:when iss morning, I have to work. I have to write my column. Iss late. What am I gonna write about, huh, Julie?should I write about Maggie and how she can be my thumb?
J:I dunno, your readers might not get it.
C:'But I want to write about Maggie,' he says fervently.'I want to because- on man, oh man I knew it.'
J:what did you know?
C:I love her, Did I ever tell you that, Jul?
J:'No,'Julie says, 'you never did'
C:well...i do
J:that's great Charlie! Maybe you should tell her!
C:'NO!' he protests, horrified. 'I can’t tell her, No Way! Cause Maggie doesn't love me, she loves broccoli instead. cause broccoli 's good for you, even though it stinks.'
J:'just when I thought you were making sense..' Julie sighs. 'I'll go make some coffee.'

pics taken years before


My cute couz, Shane saying NOOOOO cuz the golf ball din go in the hole. He looks so adorable! LoL..VERy sweaty but nontheless adorable. MuaxX. taken last year. Posted by Hello


Just for laughs. Thats me, my sis and my previous maid two years ago. I look geeky..I KNOW, so shut up eu chern and jeffrey!! ><...my sis had her bracess on then. =.= i'm pretty sure we all look better now..the fact that i now have framless specs and i'm not FRINGELESS anymore..LoL Posted by Hello

Sorry! ><

Just wanna let you know that I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry I ever doubted you.

I'm sorry I acted like a complete jerk

I'm sorry I got so mad at you

I'm sorry I made you feel bad

I'm sorry I made you feel so lost and not knowing what to do

I'm so sorry for everything wrong I've done.

No hard feelings, yea?

I'm so sorry I couldn't apologize on the phone.

I didn't have the guts to.

Though I really wanted to and planned to.

I couldn't.

I am so sorry.

I hope you'll forgive me.

For all the stupid things I've done.

Yea. Just wanna let you know.

I'm so sorry.

Please forgive me ><

GOMENASAI!

Pathetic

LoL...red bean ice cream saves the day! before this i felt pathetic..ALL SO PATHETIC. heck, maybe i was, judging by the way i was acting. oh well, you can't help acting pathetic when you feel pathetic right? so hey! not my fault!

all hail red bean ice cream! made me feel so much better. i'm even probably all right by now. GOODNESS! never knew red bean ice creams could work magic. oh wait! maybe all ice cream's can! in that case~~ ALL HAIL ICE CREAMS! the fact that i'm thin and probably all bones enables me to eat as many red bean ice cream sticks as i want. isn't that great?!

irrevelant...
i remember when i was really young, mum used to make these ice cream sticks. sometimes it would be milo, sometimes it would be red bean , sometimes it would be sunquick. just pour the liquid into the container and store it in the freezer. before you know it. *poof* its ice cream! those were the days, when ice creams were made not bought. not that i have a problem with bought ice cream that is...*grins*. as long as there IS ice cream. then its A-okay

back on track..
i really shouldn't let ANYTHING...ANYTHING AT ALL make me feel pathetic. hey, nothing is worth it. LoL. unless i did something to dissapoint myself then yea...besides that..NO. NOTIHNG i repeat NOTHING is worth it. *shrug* i'm just too young and naive to know the difference. HAH! hell lot of thanks to brenda who consoled me into NOT feeling so pathetic and also to karen, though she DID make some stupid cracks...=___=" but yea. THANK YOU GUYS!

irrelevant...
people say i'm a happy-go-lucky kinda person...am i? O.o weird...i din think so..bren says i only SEEM like that but i'm not..i agree with her.. LoL...

back on track...
i think too much and make rash moves. LoL. oh well. whats done is done. no way to turn back time right? pretending nothing happened is just well...weird. not something i can or would do. so live with it. i'm sure i'll be able to. ^^ judging by the way i am...and evreything. everything would be back to normal by tomorrow.

irrevelant...
i hope it'll be bright and shiny tomorrow but no sun please...so freakin' hot. i dun like being all sweaty. its icky! haha..acting like a kid..so sue me. i AM a kid after all! its not a crime to ACT MY AGE! LOL. OMG. 15 year olds dun act like that!! ><>

back...then again, maybe not.
maybe i think too much. wait. i know i do. i always ponder and ponder on stupid lil' things that probably don't matter and fret over the little things i do. like scream ZERO POINT FOUR! ZERO POINT FOUR! over and over again at the canteen, or dance crazily at dominoes with friends...and everything. Hahaa...i just don't realise i'm acting really stupid until i come home, sit and relax. then it suddenly comes to me and i'll be like. CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP!! and then i'll suddenly laugh out loud. in the room, by myself. LoL. its so weird really. i'm a retard!

back...
enough with the pathetic! i am SOOOO not pathetic...besides..that was SOOOOO ten minutes ago! *dumb blonde tone*

irrelevant..
oh wait, sis says not to say dumb blonde. its not nice...^^" sorry sis! LOL...whoops. my baaaad!

back...
anyway, thats all i wanted to crap about so yeap! i'm gone! peace out people! until next time!

LoL

how well do you know the lil' evil weirdo? Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

HAH!

Today is the happiest day of ,y life...no i'm just saying that, but yea..whatever...you wanna know why?!?! NO?!!? NOOO!??! well too bad, cuz i'm gonna tell you anyway. *grins*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!

GET the number 58 out of your system's people! cuz 62's in town! *scream* aaww yea...aaw yea...i'm good...*dances around the room....not literally but who the hell cares?* yeap! thats right folks! i DID not score a 58 in my KH. NOT ME! i got a 62! not that thats any better...but considering its not starting with a 5...yea...i'm happy. or at least content. KH. the subject that pulls me down EVERY SINGLE TERM! i have no freaking idea how the hell i managed to get 80+ last yaer on the last term...craaazy~~ GOD. i really got to study HARDER to score an A. GAMBATE! i can do it!

Aaaaaaanyway...enough with that...today, at sejarah period, cassie and i saw the afternoon session Boys run. (sukan tara) they were divided into two groups. form 1 and 2...the form 2 was pretty good...he maintained his stamina and got first all the way. cassie and i thought THAT was cool...UNTIL we saw the form 1 boys run...

we all betted that the one leading would stop and the 2nd boy would take over and sure enough it DID happen...at the last round, that boy pecut-ed and WOW...he looked so coool! *scream* cassie and i were practically screaming..hahaa...

OMG OMG OMG! so DAMN YENG! did you see that?!?! AAAAAAAAAAAH!

so we're suckers for guys who can run...NO. we are not pedophile's. so any of you thinking that...can just forget that idea. OKAY?!! you hear me?!?!

I'm also a sucker for all guys who can sing and dance (breakdancers are so freaking cool!) and all good looking guys...aren't we all? *swoon* and skate boarders are cool! *grins* and..and...=.= wait..wait...gimme a sec, let me think..what else? hmm...

oh anyway, went to watch oliver at genting just that other day, last sunday...which was...12/6. yeap! it was great. the singing and everything. the guy who played dodger IS SO CUUTE!! the boy who played the role oliver, whos name is ALSO oliver can sing really well. GDNS, i was so impressed...too bad he's only 11...LoL...his voice is so niiiice.

okay fine...i admit, i was gonna sleep at a period of time...in the show, but hey!! it was still good! i always sleep at musicals anyway..what makes you think a few cute guys can keep me awake? LoL...yea..i slept when i went to watch catz...i mean, it was nice and all...but...maybe i'm just tired..yea..nothing to do with the show. its me people! its me! i was tired! i swear i was!

I'm on a junk food craze at the moment..eating chocolate like its my first in all these years...shoving it down my mouth like some greedy lil' kid i probably am..NOT. yeaa...and biscuits and twisties and... MAN. if only i had pretzels!! I LOVE PRETZELS! they're like the greatest things ever invented in the world! LIKE COME ON! who can live WITHOUT pretzels?!?! they're the scrumciest thing EVER! and i mean EVER!! *echos* ever..ever...ever..

^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NONNY!!

*shannon*

you're a year older!

a year wiser! *i'm sure*

Cheers!!

YAY!


it was once THIS and then it became....

*drum roll* Posted by Hello


YAY! this looks GOOOOD Posted by Hello

THE PENCIL

THE MIGHTY PENCIL

i tried to resist temptation. NO i said to myself. PUT THE PENCIL DOWN, STOP wasting your time! but would my hand listen to me? NOOO...it just kept drawing and drawing until..until...EVEN my brain gave in and yea i ended up with all theeeese...names....=.=

and THEN came the editing...i tried to walk away from the computer but it was calling out to me. I HAD TO ANSWER. its called manners! HEARD OF IT?

Me: i'm sorry my computer..BUT NO..i can't use you today...
Comp: *blinks* Why not?
Me: i'm through wasting my time...
Comp: it'll only take ONE minute...oh c'mon...you've got PLENTY of time to spare
Me: NO you can't make me!
Comp: *sobs* fine~ FINE~ BE THAT WAY!

i had used that line one too many times and knew how i din like people BEING THAT WAY. so i decided i didn't want to BE THAT WAY. so...yea..i settled down in front of the comp with my eyes closed...

HERE GOES NOTHING.

and then i ended up with THESE...the end results...thought satisfying yet i'm dissapointed with myself. LoL...SWT...stupid.... drama's getting to me. better stop now..before i go all dramatic again..LIKE THAT OTHER DAY. you don't wanna know what happened THAT OTHER DAY.

anyway, my personal Fav's are, My name, Wei Khai's, Edwin's, Sara's and Bren's (both) ^^

Brenda 2!


sis said the last one i did was too bright...so yea...i changed it. like it better? Posted by Hello

su ping 2


Sis says the previous one was too dark...so...i made this one lighter lo..hope you people like it better Posted by Hello

Edwin


looks like there's waves or something. One of my Favs! Posted by Hello

buuuuueeenda


I LOVE THIS ONE Posted by Hello

Tofu


Looks like we're stuck on the beach~~ Posted by Hello

sara-san


i like this one! Posted by Hello

work of art~


well, as you can ALL see...i did this for wei khai loh..cuz he asked..i'm a nice person~~MAN! why does the result on his name turn out so nice? *geram* Posted by Hello

Masterpiece~


VOILA!! My masterpiece~~ Posted by Hello

The Addictive Game

MONOPOLY

Living with the three boys and my uncle Bob. ^^

went there to stay at first for only one night but ended up staying for three nights. How? because of ice-skating of course! but we're not here to talk about ice-skating today. Ice-skating is FAR less important than..THE ADDICTIVE GAME- MONOPOLY.

it was saturday night. somewhere around 10 or 11. shaun, shane, shannon, my sis (li ee), hsin hui (other couz) and I gather around the *thunder* MONOPOLY board. the game pieces are put up and the 'money' are distributed.

"ROLL THE DICE SHANE! ROLL THE DICE!" says one from the 6.

the one with the highest number on the dice gets to pick his/her piece first. meaning, picking either the steamship, car, hat and so on. Soon, the game begins. Hsin Hui came in late and therefore wasn't allowed to cut in and play. Li May, who wasn't interested at the start became the banker, passing out pass Go money $200 and collecting money when they wanna buy anything.

Non (shannon) was on the lead. Making everyone bankrupt with his all famous. PARK LANE AND MAYFAIR. those cursed places. land there and say BYE BYE to$2000. soon, Li Ee had no more money. she was down to zero. she had to sell off her properties. ONE BY ONE. the agonizing pain! watching her utilities and stations go...she was practically crying! no..i'm just saying that. she wasn't crying...hahaa...all having fun. Shaun was hot on non's trail. he was picking up the pace, gaining money. slowly, SLOWLY. shane was also, meanwhile, bankrupting. only that he was lucky and never even ONCE landed at mayfair or parklane or vine street ($1000) or any of the green places which are bond strret, regent street and oxford street which all costs a BOMB. he kept landing on income tax and chance or community chest which are but what the boys would call MIMs.

Luck wasn't going to save shane that day though. he bankrupted later on. Li May, me (okay fine, just let me refer to myself as the third person k? i'm sick of saying I), was whining for the potato chips they had bought earlier that day. CRAVING for cottage fries which now lay untouchbly on the kitchen table.

"CHIPS! I WAAAAAANT MY CHIIIIIIIIPS!" was to be heard.

soon after, the only people left on the game was non and shaun. shane got into the craze of potato chips along with Li May and Li Ee was helping shaun. Li May and shane went downstairs to take some chips because the longing for it was too strong. the force was pulling them. they reached the kitchen and took about four packets. Midnight feast they thought. just when they were going out, Li May caught a glimpse of the clock on the wall. 2. it was 2 AM. she nudged shane and they bboth FROZE together and then broke into laughter. GOD it was late. it was VERY late.

we went upstairs and told the others who all gasped and said.

"WHAT?! 2 already MEH?!"

but yes. there was no mistake. it WAS 2. oh yea, we did take up 2 packets of potato chips after deciding, two packets for 2 o clock. Li Ee didn't eat any as she had her retainers on. shaun and hsin hui just didn't fancy any. Shannon soon became uninterested with the game as the potato chips had arrived. who could blame him? potato chips ARE irresistable after all. well, apparently not to ALL people. shane only ate a few and decided he didn't want any anymore. Li May however, was on fire with it. munching down potato chips as if they were the first ever in her life.

"NON AR! CONCENTRATE! ROLL THE DICE!"

shouts hsin hui. she had already taken over shannons game all he had to do waws to roll the dice. shaun was lying on the floor, barely able to move anymore. BOY WAS HE TIRED. soon, shanon passed the dice to hsin hui. he couldn't stand it anymore. he wanted to concentrate on CHIPS and CHIPS alone. the game went on. shaun leading at first and then losing slowly. Shane then took over hsin hui and played for shannon while liee took over shauns game and played for him. the duo went on while hsin hui told li may and shaun some stories. SAD SAD DRAMATIC stories.

at 3 o' clock, shannon was FINALLY declared the winner. and li may couldn't believe they all stayed up until 3 to roll the stupid dice. GOD were they thick or what?! dun answer that.

the next morning, MONOPOLY was on shannons mind again. he took out the set.

"WANT TO PLAY?!"

everyone smiled and took their places. i shrugged, why not?



^^

well, my sis, mum and I were sitting in the car, on our way to see my grandma who just undergo surgery just yesterday. and...well, we brought up some unpleasant but kinda funny come to think of it memories when i was younger. ^^"

funny...we were talking about the time when i got all sick in school. sick meaning..puked...Blah~

it was a fine morning..the holidays in which all standard six weren't allowed to enjoy because we have to go for extra classes cuz PMR i mean UPSR was near. so yea. it was science class. science was stil in chinese then. the aganizing pain~~ I KNOW. the clas was as always..boring, to me that is.

i wasn't feeling well, in fact i felt cold and hot all at the same time. it was like changing body temperature all in one go. weird beyond reason. i held on to Low Xin Yi's hand. my best friend then who was sitting beside me and lied my head on her arm feeling the warmth from her hand and gaining comfort. i told her i was feeling really quesy but i don't think she really knew what to do and so just continued letting me hug her hand and listened to teacher.

after a while, i sat up and took a few gulps of air and..AND..

yes..you've guessed it, i puked. somehow, it was instinct and i covered my mouth, managing to SAVE my book but puke got ALL OVER MY PINAFOLD and my shirt. eeewww...gross. not that this is necessary but the puke was al like peach in colour and it smelled HORRIBLE! Blah~ i can still remember it now. the worse part was...NO ONE NOTICED. REALLY!

i was just sitting there with puke all over me and teacher continued teaching. i couldn't say anything cuz i was holding puke that didn't manage to fall on me in my hands and could still taste it in my mouth. terrible. horible. WORSE than vegetable. Hey! i like vegetable. hmmm...

after like 20 seconds or so, Xin Yi finally NOTICED> THANK THE GODS! and told teacher. i can't really remember what happened next. but i'm rpetty sure i went to the toilet and cleaned myself up. at recess, i called MUM on her cell and asked her to bring me home. mum was like,

"its just a little thing. stay in school lah. its okay."

i was half crying. BELIEVE ME. I WAS. but i nodded my head, though she couldn't see me and be a good gurl, saying okay. and yea. i stayed in school. smelling foul and feeling sick and dirty and sticky. NOT something you would want to experience. i remember people taking sand and newspaper and covering the vomit. Haih..they must have been thinking..DISGUSTING BRAT! hahaaa...hey! i was sick!

yea..the worst part of the already horrendous day was when iw as about to go home. we were all ont he bus and suddenly the bus driver which we all refer to as uncle bus stood up and said. everyone come out of the bus! i think someone stepped on shit. who is it! let me check your shoes! i was like OH NO. i waited till everyone went out and when he came oboard, i called him over and told him very softly.

I vomitted in school.

i mean, i didn't want anyone to know right? but just for your information, i didn't like being referred to as shit. Blah~ i smelled like shit. yea so uncle bus called everyone onboard again and when they asked him. who was the one who steeped on shit? he was like. OH SHE..(pointing at me) vomitted in school!! i was like *gasp* MAN! and everyone was like..ugh..oh...

terrible. when i came home, mum was like. WHY DIN YOU TELL ME IT WAS THIS SEROUS?!
and i was like. I DID! I DID! I DID!

My sis laughed throughout the whole story. hahaa..and said YEA! GOOD! YEA! hahaa stupid. hahaa...and after that we cracked jokes like...

50 years later... (on the phone)

MAY/EE: hello?
MUM: i pee-ed on my panties, can you come over and fetch me?
MAY/EE: haihyo! never kena your pants also! never mind la!
MUM: but it also..
MAY/EE: -toooot- *put down phone*

hahaa...even mum laughed. ^^"

MUM also suprisingly made jokes about this. hahaa...it was fun. ^^"

The Blind

The Blind