Its frighteningly easy to get petty about things. It can settle down in a corner of your mind and then eat away at your brain, and as it feeds, it grows and grows, and grows into that something ugly you wish never existed, and somehow, when you think back on it all, you don't understand how things got that bad, how something small transformed and evolved into something that big of a deal.
Cause really, when you think about it, really really, think about it, what started it all was a pretty trivial thing. It was something you could have shrugged away and forgave, but at that moment, at that point in time, you chose not to. And so it festered. And you think about it now, and you know that its nothing, you KNOW that it is nothing, but it has consumed so much of your time and effort and so much energy went into it that you just cant seem to let it go. No. Its not just about that little thing anymore, its about so much more.
So I plan out my days the night (or two nights) before, I write out my schedule and squeeze everything in. And its pretty hardcore, cause you know, Im hardcore like that, and I believe that future limay will be able to do whatever it takes to complete everything on time.
So during the summer last year, Karn visited Malaysia, and so that was a great opportunity for me to discover Penang HAHAHAH like I've never before. Its odd, isn't it? That we are always so eager to visit other countries and see all the sights, but really, I pretty much know nothing about my own. But anyway, so a bunch of us headed up to the famous temple and CAMWHORED,
