Child's Play

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2 more days to FREEDOM!! sweet sweet freedom!! oh, i can hardly wait!!

Lately, life has been like a dream to me. everything just seems so absolutely UNREAL. dont ask me why, but it does!! It feels like EVERYTHING isnt ACTUALLY HAPPENING and im living in this DREAM. Its like im looking down at MYSELF doing things or something. I dont know how to EXPLAIN how i feel but thats how i feel. and its WEIRD! absolutely and COMPLEtELY WEIRD!!!!

hmmm....

4 more papers to go before KEBEBESAN (from History paper, there was a typo, bebas to bebes) lolz.

Im a spoiled brat who needs to be pampered. Yes, I NEED PAMPERING. and the chart of being pampered has been getting lower and lower since my maid ran away last friday. I dont know what gave her the idea of running away, cuz i remmeber she was okay just that morning, and then at night. Pang! she was gone.

And i've been suffering terribly since then. Enough with your AAW's, its not even a real human emotion!!! (quoted from Russell Peters) You guys probably arent even feeling any pity for me, if you are, I DONT SEE YOU OFFERING TO HELP CLEAN MY HOUSE!! so whats the use? And honestly, I've been sick the whole week, from fever to food poisoning to the on going cough. ITS HORRIBLE. And EXAMS just puts the cherry on top of the pie. It just adds that final touch to everything.

I wake up in the morning with the realisation of, I DONT HAVE A UNIFORM TO WEAR. and mum has to wake up to iron my clothes for me and stuff. Then dad goes all 'You dont have to wash your uniform everyday.' HAS HE GONE BESERK!?!? I sweat everyday man, not washing it is like DISGUSTING. for him to even suggest such a thing, like HELLO??? ridiculous.

Oh and theres this friggin bug lying in the middle of the floor right outside the study room. Its like in the middle of the walkway, and its been there since this morning. The friggin bug lying on its back, lifeless.. Black... and dead. The disgusting thing. No one wants to pick it up and throw it away, and i dont wonder why. But seriously, there were times i ALMOST stepped on it. EEEWWW, thank god i didnt or the whole incident will haunt me for the rest of my life. Imagine SQUISH... *ugh*

Bad news is, new maid is gonna take like a few months to arrive. and hey, frankly i cant survive A FEW MONTHS without being PAMPERED. Thats like PSYCHO talk. I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS. YES, i repeat, IM A SPOILED BRAT. so sue me. I've been living like this all my life, taking everything for granted, the services of a maid, and all of a sudden, its stolen from me. and i just cant FACE THE MUSIC.

PLUS im doing ever so awfully in my exams. Everything seems so UNREAL like im living this dream and im gonna fail every single subject. ITS HORRIBLE. Thank GOd my cousins maid is here today to help clean up and all. But only for ONE DAY. ONE DAY of relief. PHEW. Thank the LORDS.

PHysics and Sejarah paper yet to come. WHOOPEE!! I CANT WAIT TO FAIL!!! *groans* hell. I cant wait till its over and the nightmare passes. Peace out. Till then, wish me luck people.

-Digging my grave in the unreal world-

No this has absolutely NOTHING to do with VALENTINES DAY.

The girl beside me is like ABANDONING ME for her choir practice. Yes! ABANDONING ME. and here you might be thinking, ZOMG!!! why would someone do that to poor innocent little li may? thats just INHUMAN! well yes, I KNOW. me being me know exactly what you mean. i dont understand it either.

So yes, i've been spending my days ALONE in class. Dying..Rotting.. evaporating? Now i cant even think straight. Sooner or later i'll vanish into thin air- not a trace of me to be found. Miss me? im missing me too.

Brighten up folks! its not THAT bad. im just kidding about the whole vanishing shit. frankly, being as lazy as i am, homework PILES up so this whole day, as soon as teacher steps her/his foot out the door, its RUSHING with homework with me. SERIOUSLY.

The guys sitting behind me should know how freakishly lazy i am. they're just.. so hardworking? GOOD KIDS. and i just well, copy off them. =___=". the guy was like.. 'arent you gonna pass up your homework?' and i was like 'yeah.. do now lo..'.. and hez like 'can do finish meh?.. nah, i borrow you copy one piece first.' concerned good kid, nice guy. I dont think i'd be able to survive without that good soul sitting behind me. I'd die of homework. Thank God for him.

Valentines Day tomorrow, and as usual, its another STUDY DAY! lets all CHEER!! =____="

oh and did you know? valentines day- girl give guys stuff etc, white day- guys give girls stuff etc. White day is one month after valentines day, on march 14!! bet you guys din know!!

Chinese New Year hols just ended and im sad to say school has started once again. Boring classes, tiring days. No more gambling, no more fun... and hey, its 22 days to exam. THE HORROR!! no im not psyched. and worst of all.. MY PIMPLES HAVE GONE WILD!!!

Boy, am i depressed. Gimme a sign board and i'll bang my head with it. No its not that bad, its just bad. feel like peeling it all off, but it hurts. *sniffles* Hereye, hereye, From this moment onwards, PIMPLE shall be the FORBIDDEN word and shall be CENSORED throughout the WHOLE post as if i were saying the 'F' word.

It was STAY UP LATE everyday for CNY.. gamble like craaaap. so no, my problem isnt just my -TOOOOOOT- its also BIG DARK EYEBAGS. which i hate just as much... i hope it all goes away so i dont have to find myself a big sign borad and bang myself with it. For God knows why. stupid -TOOT-'s. They're killing me, ruining my life. Nah, im just saying that. =____="

And im SLACKING. WORSE THAN EVER!!! credits goes to my dear lovely cousin SHAUN LIM who installed maple in my computer which im now addicted with. DARN YOUUU!!!! and the CNY spirit still lingers, im so reluctant to go back to doing my homework and stuff. someone shoot me. Homework piling up Exam nearing.

SO WHAT!?!??!?!

=____=" im stubborn. and im depressed. Have mercy on me.