there are no ugly girls, just lazy ones.
freaking amazing, skills! (;
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freaking amazing, skills! (;
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Mah dumbo
News of my favorite boy (:
way back when,
Buddy and Elvis, lookit the size difference!!
they're only several (3-4 i think?) months apart age wise
and now,
Buddy and Elvis, lookit the size difference!!
they're only several (3-4 i think?) months apart age wise
and now,
apparently he's still as cheeky as ever. (:
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It's a boy!
Joyce and Jimmy's bundle of joy :D
newest addition to the family,
'how you doing?'
(the way joey tribbiani does it)
this baby's got game! (;
newest addition to the family,
'how you doing?'
(the way joey tribbiani does it)
this baby's got game! (;
I will NOT.
let me say this.
When i get annoyed and pissed off. you can be pretty damned sure that i have a GOOD REASON to be so. I am NOT unreasonable. In fact, I usually try to suppress these feelings and not think too much about it, label it unfinished business and all that (as previous post stated). So yes, that's what i do. I close it all off and i try to be ZEN. but sometimes i can't. And sometimes i just want to talk to someone and let it out. And you should know by now that I am very reasonable, and whatever you're hearing at the moment
Is not the freaking full story.
because all the while i've just been burying and burying all the shit that you have not heard about. So when i tell you something and i sound PISSED OFF, you can be pretty damned sure I HAVE A REASON and im not being annoyed for NOTHING.
You do NOT get to judge me.
not when you don't know the full story.
.
not when you don't know the full story.
.
Darn elves.
You know how sometimes someone makes a jellybean of a comment and at the time, you just go along with it, and maybe it even seems a little bit funny at the time, so you laugh and you brush it off, oh look NEXT TOPIC, jump on that train! and you chug along as the conversation goes on, but at the end of the day, after the laughter dies down and you're walking home in the dark of the night and the quiet slowly gets to you,
you replay the conversation in your head, smiling like a goofball at yourself and then suddenly something clicks and your brain goes, HEY, WAITTAMINUTE, that can't be right! Rewind, replay. Frown lines start to form. WAAAAAITTAMINUTE and in your head sirens are going off, I RESENT THAT!!
yeah well, too little too late.
And the more you think about it the more it gets to you and the more annoyed you get. And you're home scratching your head and being all frustrated and you want to - well you don't know what you want to do but you're just NOT happy. And you're rewinding and replaying and thinking of all sorts of things you could have said in retort,
its like HAH! JAB. YES, YOU TAKE THAT.
oh golly, im so witty someone give me a prize!
oh golly, im so witty someone give me a prize!
Only its all in your head so you're still not satisfied and you just want to - well you still dont know what you want to do but again, still NOT happy. so you hit the pause button and you store that memory in the chest where you keep all the other PAUSED memories, you label it, UNFINISHED BUSINESS, and you lock it away. and then suddenly you're feeling much much better.
See, all you have to do is not THINK about it.
Stop rewinding, stop replaying.
Stop rewinding, stop replaying.
And then at that moment, you just don't care. But still, in the quietest of nights, perhaps the brain elves get up to their little tricks again and they hit that play button and you're just like GYAAARR!!! (lack of proper word to use in the situation) and perhaps because its been pent up there for so long, IGNORED, PAUSED, but STILL there, it comes back two fold and you just want to - well, i dont think we'll ever figure out what we want to do at these moments but you're just NOT happy.
but its been ages and you should let it go by now.
problem is, how do you do that?
.
.
Pause.
label: UNFINISHED BUSINESS.
label: UNFINISHED BUSINESS.
A blessed new year (;
Okay, i know i havent been blogging in awhile and im a bit late but,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D
year of the BUNNY!
year of the BUNNY!
This post is a tribute to all the lovely people who have been so nice to me this past week! :D My sisters went home (malaysia) for CNY and i was left home alone in London, and as soon as Suet heard,
She offered for me to go stay over with them (kaisheng and nicole too) for the two weeks while my sisters are away so i dont have to be lonely :D and in her words,
HAHAHAHAHA :D thanks weiiihhhh and then when kaisheng heard, he was all, 'did suet ask you to come to our place to stay?' daaaawww, and im like yeaaah she did but nah its okay. and he went all,
And when nicole heard, she told me to go over for dinner on any of the days i end late. (: you guys are SHO SWEET I SWEAR i was like DAAAAWW TT
This girl right here.
She offered for me to go stay over with them (kaisheng and nicole too) for the two weeks while my sisters are away so i dont have to be lonely :D and in her words,
just come la whenever u want
u can stay with us
we'll feed u
And when nicole heard, she told me to go over for dinner on any of the days i end late. (: you guys are SHO SWEET I SWEAR i was like DAAAAWW TT
this is them.
Also, SheunYeow who offered himself and karn up to be my sisters for two weeks DAHAHAHAHA and said i could go stay over and i could have his bed. thanks lah, doof!
This is he.
btw i feel so cina in this photo. chinese eyes. WOOHOO
btw i feel so cina in this photo. chinese eyes. WOOHOO
and i know ive been bombarding you with more nonsense than usual cause my sister isnt here for me to rant to so. (: again, terima kasih kawaaaaan! you izzah awesome!
Also Su Ean,
Also Su Ean,
and ChyeLing,
Thanks everyone for reminding me that im not alooonneeee :D and also, mucho love to Bryan and Karen, bryan who says he'll be ronery with me and check if im alive OR will bring me back from the dead if i die, cause hes awesome like that. And karen who checks up on me to see if im okay and STRONG. HAHAHAHA
I feel so so blessed (:
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ps, lion dance in houghton street this afternoon, feels more like home already!
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