Way to go

- Friday, August 28, 2009

Today, I wrote a note for my crush of 2 years, expressing all my feelings for him signed it as "Forever your lover" then I slipped it into his locker. Later that day, he walked back up to me, tossed the note at me and said "You know I recognize your handwriting, right?" FML

Today I saw a couple walking together in the city. One was wearing an "I Heart New York" T-shirt. The other was wearing a "New York Likes You As A Friend, And Thats It" T-shirt. I laughed and took a picture. MLIA

Today, my dad met my boyfriend. The first words out of my dad's mouth were "If my daughter sees your penis, I'll cut it off". FML

Today, I saw a drunk guy claim that he was George Washington. When asked for two forms of ID, he pulled out a dollar and a quarter. He wins. MLIA

Today, I got my first period. My dad bought me a card and had everyone in my family sign it. FML

Today I wrote "help me" on my shower to make my little sister think it was a ghost. Later, I was taking a shower and saw she had written "why?" underneath. I'm glad my little sister knows not to help ghosts. MLIA

Today, I ended up gashing my leg rather badly on the corner of a chair, fell to the ground with a very loud thud, and yelled "OH F*CK ME!!". I hobbled to the bathroom making more noise in the process. My neighbor came by and asked if I could "keep my sex noise to a minimum". FML

Today, I went to a presentation about different groups at my college. The acronym for the sexual health awareness group is SHAG. It made my day. MLIA

And this one's for Bryan xp,
Today, I was playing Ultimate Frisbee and trying to make new friends since I'm new at my college. I was running after an overthrown frisbee for a touchdown. Everyone cheered me on to keep going. I ran full speed into a fence. FML

And this one reminds me of the conversations i had with sara and brenda before assembly in high school XD,
Today, I met the guy whose locker is next to mine. He has a British accent. I now have a good reason to wake up and go to school. MLIA
And i thought this was cute, seng doesn't like them though

Award ceremony

- Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Oh by all means,
DO CLICK to view pictures in CLEARER and LARGER mode.
Mr Awesome and I

BIG WIDE GUMMY-TEETHY SMILE. =D
Group photo! (5A's, 4A's, 3A's)

I know you're all like, OMIGOD WHERE'S LIMAY!
I WANNA SEE LIMAY!
*wails*

*patpat*
No worries, love! I've thought ahead and have cropped the picture so that you can see ME!
NOT SO MINUSCULE ANYMOOOOREEE!!!

Me posing with the plaque.
Why isnt anyone posing with their plaque? =(

(sshh, i zoomed in the large uncropped photo and realised another two girls and a few guys were holding out their plaque too! YES!!! WEIKHAI WAS DOING IT TOO... IN EVERY PICTURE HAHAHAH JUST LIKE ME! xp good job good job *pat on back*)

Only posting one group photo up even though he took like 5 or 6 shots, cause they all look the same. LITERALLY. =___=" Maybe he took burst shots? i dont know.
Group photo (5A's)

AGAIN,

ZOOOOOOM!
*whoosh (sound effect whee!)*
THERE I AM!!

Then the photographer asked us to do a THUMBS UP!
so this is the thumbs up shot

I shall now proceed to show you how awesome and ever ready i am
Guys at the back and guys in front so blur
But there i am, THUMBS UP IN THE AIR
ready for action!
Oh, some people catching on!
Some others confused

But there i am! READY AS EVER!
(ann shien too, i've noticed. GOOD JOB!)
Most people caught on, kelly a lil blur here
I swear those two white dudes behind are just being stubborn..

or rebellious.
I mean, seriously.

They're given a good four chances and they still refuse.
*sigh*

Kids nowadays. *ahem*
The proud mummy and daddy!
AND ME! ME! ME!

SUPERSTAR! SHINING SHINING SHINING!

kay, perasan post ended.
You know you still love me anyway. =D

'Have i told you that i love you?'
'No.'
'I do.'
'Still?'
'Always.'

movie ~ indecent proposal

pointlessness is needed

- Monday, August 24, 2009

LORENZO LORENZO LORENZO

because people like me get bored in places like these, and so we (haha, we.) take pictures using our handphones... for a good whole hour, so you know how many shots like these we ended up with =_____=" But s'all good. All good. Now prepared to get bombarded with a series of photos that you wont give two shits about or remember after scrolling through it. =D

I think that's what makes it awesome,
but maybe thats just me

*shrug*

Who moved the cheese?


Ee ee half dead on the couch we decided to get.




Ee says this looks like a dress

CRAZY EE!

After that, we went to check out the lappie stores, and in true Pops (thats what i call mah dad) form,

Me, 'Oooohh! lets ask them which ones are the best!'
Dad, 'No, we dont ask that, we ask which ones are on SALE.'

=___="
*groan*

On another note, the other day as my sister was driving me to shuling's place (drove for like an hour cause we kept making wrong turns and got lost and shit) we were on this road and in front of us was this car.
and then another car overtook us
thats BED btw
(i didnt get a picture before that so we chased the car down and i took the picture)

So sis and i were like kidding,
HAHHA ITS LIKE BRING YOUR PAL TO BED.

then as i was taking my cam out to take the shot of the car plates,
(as stated earlier i wasnt able to so i had to chase the car down)
this other car cut in front of us and we both went GYAAR STUPID CAR

and whaddya know?
HAHAHAHHA

CAR indeed.

So it became take your pal to bed in a car. XD

and later on, we spotted another,
on a different car. =D

Nice.

Damn syiok sendiri.

Which reminds me of that time i was in the car with liying and bryan and i saw this car plate NBE 2 and i started shouting,

'OMIGOD ITS NBE 2 ITS NBE 2!!!'

and then bryan was like
'HUH WHERE WHERE??!?!?!'

and we were both so mega excited that liying took her cam out to take a picture of the car, but didnt manage to. sigh. Anyone knows why we got all excited? =D

TRANSFORMERS, YO!

Megatron. Geddit? GEDDIT?!?!?!?
He was N.B.E 1

=D

Oh yeah, while we were trailing BED (second shot of car) and i was trying to get a shot of the car, this fella in the car behind BED, beside our car winded down his window and kept smiling at us. =__=" at first we're like 'HEH' back at him but then it just got weird cause he wouldnt stop looking and SMILING. its like he wanted to get his picture taken. YER. GO AWAY WEIRD ASS. GO AWAY. it wasnt even like FRIENDLY smile, it was just weird smile. =__="

Side note,
Crays
she mah hawt chic ;3
Crays
aiya
Crays
kay la kay la
Crays
see you like not song edi
Crays
she can be your hawt chic also la
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || 媚 more than words can say
i dont want
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || 媚 more than words can say
i dont like sharing
Crays
wth ?!
Crays
LOL
Crays
okay
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || 媚 more than words can say
shes either your hawt chick or mine.
Crays
then she's mine
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || 媚 more than words can say
HAHAHAHAHA
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || 媚 more than words can say
DAMN YOU
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || 媚 more than words can say
XD
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || 媚 more than words can say
I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS.
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || 媚 more than words can say
HAHAHAHAHA
Crays
i am not that generous >;3
Crays
we are
Crays
but friends have limits too ay >=D
KwanSeng breaks my heart.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

LOVE!

Meeting Mr Awesome

- Friday, August 21, 2009

SUPER HAPPY!!

Went for the taylors A levels award ceremony thingy today. and this man (lalala who was he again? IGNORANT, IGNORANT MAY) who gave a speech was super funny, he said (something like this, i dont remember the exact words),

'one word comes to mind when i look at the results for a lvls this year, and that one word is...'

*dramatic pause*

So i was sitting there thinking, AWESOME. but i knew he'd say something like ASTOUNDING instead... but guess what? Like a true teenager that he SO is not,

He said

'AWESOME.'

i bet he has kids.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

He used awesome so much in his speech. Me likey. When it was my turn to go up and shake his hand, i half wanted to go,

'Hi Mr AWESOME.'
But i didnt, and went 'Hi.' instead. Oh oh, wore a suit today! Felt so superly overdressed!! The event was supposed to be FORMAL but so many people were sorta casual and not many wore suits. felt slightly odd about it. Oh oh, i asked Shereena how i looked after i got down from stage and stuff, and she said

'like a little girl. no wait, like a HAPPY little girl.'
*cause of my bangs*

and i asked mom, and mom was all

'PROFESSIONAL. SO PRO. SO PRO.'
*hahaha my mom cracks me up*

I conclude i looked like a professional little girl. =_____=" Ouch? lol, mom said i looked super cheery! I couldn't help it, i was in the pressence of Mr AWESOME, i HAD to smile.

AWESOMENESS spreads like wildfire, i feel awesome too now,
which explains the happiness WHEEEE!!

Dad was SOOOO FUNNY, there was a perfectly good camera in my bag that he coulda used, but my parents didnt know about it. so there he was snapping pictures using his phone. HAHAHAHHA damn cute. and he was wearing YELLOW so he was bright and easy to spot!! =D parents kept laughing at me cause im such a poser. bwahahahahaha. NO SHAME. NO SHAME!!!

Another one bites the dust

- Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Okay, so im done watching 'Devil Beside You' and OMIGOD, (spoiler, but you dont give a shit anyway right?) the last episode, before he leaves to Italy, they did it. =____=" First thought,

'EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWW!!!'

i know, im such a prude. xp
Whatever.

I mean, they're not MARRIED and they're CHINESE. Not like i dont know a lot of people do it before marriage nowadays, but this is a DRAMA SERIES and... and couldnt they have made it more conservative (omigod i sound like old grandmother complaining about kids nowadays) but thats really how i feel about it, so THERE!!

And no (to bryan who went they got show? why you waaaatch? blablabla), no they didnt shooow. they just showed the kissing scene and then the morning after, where by the stupid male lead teases ' how many times did we do it yesterday?' WTH WTH WTH =___=" SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP EEEEEEEEEEEEWWW MUCH?!?! I wasnt disturbed by what they SHOWED, i was disturbed by the idea of it. (its a taiwanese drama for goodness sake! show some restraint!)

NO, KIDS!
NO SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE!

meh. spoils all my illusions on taiwanese drama's now. I thought they were all innocent and sweet, albeit annoying and stupid at times. HORROR! =( Not happy. I know im overreacting, i mean its like *shrug* if the scene was in some english series *ahem you know im talking about gossip girl*, but =( Well, im thinking you know what i mean, so i shall just use multiple sad+angry emots to express how displeased i feel about this.

>=(

>=(

>=(

>=(

>=(

I think that about does it.

Its like finding out that Santa Claus is a chinese guy after all. Its not like you've never had that idea before (haha im sure you havent, cause that just came to me, cause im retarded like that), but because its always shown that santa is a white, you're like *shrug, yeah* and then and then they totally spoil your illusions and go all, YEAH SANTA IS CHINESE MAN. CHIIINESSSEEE. and you're all SHOCK SHOCK SHOCK SHOCK (CURSE YOU AQUA SCUM!!! *from finding nemo*, just felt appropriate)


I think i'll be using this patrick picture for awhile, its too adorable for words. and is like the PERFECT picture to use for moments like these. =) PERFECT. anyway, where did we leave off?

SHOCK SHOCK SHOCK SHOCK
shock till become stupid.

And you've gotta tell the world about your stupidity. That more or less explains how i feel right now, i think. Im sort of confused, i think my passage doesnt make sense anymore but i shall continue pretending it does. =D Kudo's to those who actually understand where im getting at, HAHAHAHHAHAA ILY people.

Sigh.

I think im gonna stay off taiwanese drama series for awhile now. Another bubble just popped right there, did you catch that too? Slowly moving from my world to the real world, making the slow slow VERY slow transition. Dont want all my bubbles to go pop. STAY WITH ME. BE STRONG! Damn needles and sharp pokey things. Me no likey.

All smiles

-

Watching 'Devil Beside you', okay i know some of you are exclaiming (in your heads if you're a guy, cause its so uncool to say it out loud), 'OH FINALLY.' I know, took me that long *nodnod* but at least im watching it noooooow =D

Sweetest moment on the series

yeah okay, so it didnt MOVE me. But i really really loved the part where he went all 'because i will find you.' =) Meh, thats the sweetest thing ever, no? As i told karen earlier, this series reminds me so much of Meteor Garden, minus the annoyingness. XD Oh and it has SO MANY RUNNING SCENES, that cracks me up. Every single episode theres a running scene, its almost like an indian movie now (you know, the hero ALWAYS has a running scene).

On another note,
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
btw, love the starfish dp
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
(I KNOW ITS BEEN THERE FOREVER)
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
does it symbolize anything?
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
im thinking no, but you get to prove me wrong xp
brenda (the big) says:
lols
brenda (the big) says:
you are right as always
brenda (the big) says:
i can't imagine using a starfish to symbolize anything

*whiiiirrr, skip some parts*

brenda (the big) says:
lemme think of something for it to symbolize
brenda (the big) says:
so i have a ready answer next time someone asks me that
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
okay XD
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
something witty
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
and awesmoe
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
and makes everyone go like WOW.
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
and have the utmost respect for you
brenda (the big) says:
HAHAHHA
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
nothing?
brenda (the big) says:
starfish
brenda (the big) says:
um
brenda (the big) says:
T.T
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
HAHAHA
brenda (the big) says:
patrick on diet with chickenpox
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
its okay, i think you have time before anyone else asks
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
wow, let everyone know you watch spongebob
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
thats a good idea
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
AHAHAHAHAHA
brenda (the big) says:
XD who doesn't!
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
and patrick is PINK
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
lotsa ppl dont!
brenda (the big) says:
they lie
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
HAHAHHAHAHA
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
nice
brenda (the big) says:
a boiled patrick down with chickenpox
brenda (the big) says:
or fishpox
brenda (the big) says:
starpox?
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
super random
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
starpox is too lame!
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
XD
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
NOOOOO
brenda (the big) says:
yes we must needs deeper meaning
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
channel the inner yoda in you
brenda (the big) says:
the encroaching future, it is
brenda (the big) says:
branching out into further possibilities, we must
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
HAHAH
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
HEY THATS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
brenda (the big) says:
roads worn and fraught with...chicken pox
brenda (the big) says:
:D
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
yes yes
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
obstacles to overcome
=>Peepoo loves || Mäy || ? more than words can say says:
*bows* o wise one
brenda (the big) says:
*nodnod*
Too brilliant, patrick in awe.

we're syiok sendiri kinda people, obviously.
XD LOVE THE GIRL!

and yes, i hate the colour combo too. shuttup, took me awhile.

aaaaand,
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x)

NICE.

Steady

- Monday, August 17, 2009

I realize i have this knack of seeing everything in a positive light.
I absolutely detest pimples, and they've been popping out like daisies again. Stupid stupid SQUISH SQUISH SQUISH. But every time i start feeling like GAH DAMN YOU PIMPLES, something in my head chooses to raise its hand and jump, shouting 'PICK ME PICK ME!'

'er... yes?'
'it gives colour to your cheeks! =D'

blimey, you're right! yes it does!

And then i dont hate them so much anymore. And i love lousy camera's that cant take clear pictures, cause thats just what you see it as. Red cheeks, not ugly bumpy spots of red. Im so good at deluding myself, its amazing.

On another depressing note, cause this post of positivity and disgustingness (squish squish) needs dampening down and balance. Im a libra, libra's do balancing. (hah!)
Went for this theater competition last night. That was pretty awesome, totally miss the plays we used to have to put on for PLBS and shit like that in high school, good times good times =). But thats not what im going to blog about.

Sis and I and her friend, were pretty early, so we're like YES! we'll be able to get good seats, cause its free seating and all. Mana tau, they had this weird system where we had to fill in the seats on the LEFT side of the theater before anyone else were allowed to sit at the RIGHT side of the theater, which is bloody unfair because it should be a first come first serve basis right? People come first get to sit in front, and the late asses should sit BEHIIIIND, cause they're late and hence undeserving.

By the time it was our turn to get our seats, the only places left were at the LAST two rows of the LEFT side of the theater. so we're like, scrreeeew it, we're gonna stand at the side and let others go first (some other ppl did that too). So there we were, STANDING, then this LADY (who was pretty old) who was prolly in charge of the event or something, totally just POINTED at me and go all

'COME COME!'

in this rude tone that people take when they're talking to LITTLE-R kids. i ignored her at first, but she was POINTING and shit and went come come and yes you and shit like that, and it was like she was reprimanding me or something (the tone she took) and that totally just pissed me off. There were SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE she could have POINTED at but of course, she chose ME. Because i was the YOUNGEST of the lot, and other people consisted of OLD MEN and OLD WOMEN (when i say old i mean like maybe 20+ or 30+?) and she couldn't well have taken that TONE with them. (or maybe i just looked young and helpless and had that pick on me sign flashing on my forehead)

she accused me of BLOCKING THE WAY when i was very OBVIOUSLY not. People just werent MOVING because they DIDNT want to. =__=" i was standing at the SIIIIIDE, and WELL out of the LIIIIINE and out of their WAAAAY. I despise people who use their AGE (hahaha) as some kind of POWER over younger people. I mean seriously, you're OLD, so what? That doesnt give you a right to be rude to me =____="

angry.

Gave her the death glare! Feel the power of the death gllllaaaareeeee >< !!

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multiple death glares in a row, FEEL IT FEEEEEL IT!!!! People usually laugh at my death glares rather than find it scary though. But i reckon my death glares take their toll when you least suspect it, when its late at night and you're lying on your bed ready to nod off into slumberland, then you see this flash of my death glare and you start bursting laughing out loud so much so hard so long that you have a tummy ache and you find that you cant sleep no more because all that laughing has left you wide awake. So the next day you're dead tired and have panda eyes. =D

My death glares work in mysterious ways.

BEWAAAAAREEEEEE
scared yet?
No?

Well then, YOU SHOULD BE.

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DEATH GLARE!

Im having too much fun with this.
Watched G.I.Joe yesterday as well. I absolutely loved it! =D And much to everybody's surprise (and to those who dont know yet, omigod let this be a shock for you, or not.) didnt really think much of channing tatum, loved ripcord though. Ripcord was AWESOME!! had me laughing so much!! Well actually i laughed at a lotta other scenes too,

'you can call me, commander.'

WTH.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

that was just funny.

*laugh dies down and ends with a content sigh*
you know the kind. XD

Lovely. Looking forward to bumming around at home =) Mom wants me to tidy up the study room. Still bumming. You?

where the heart is

- Saturday, August 15, 2009

Lalalalaa~ Granddaddy's birthday celebratioooonn!! That's richard in the top picture btw, he's grown EVEN TALLER now!! (i didnt even think it was possible) I feel like a munchikin next all my littler (but not so little) cousins nooooow.
Shannon with murderous intent.

Gong gong with his wonderful sense of humour. x)
Gotta love the granddad, he's adorable like WHEE!
laugh laugh somemore
blow candle
cut cake
See the lil boy on the right? Thats John boy. When i first arrived he came and sat on my lap, was taken by surprise cause he hasnt done that in AWHIIIILE. I think it was because he was BORED and no one layan him because it was still early and most everyone wasnt there yet. LOL-ness. as soon as shaun, shane, non arrived, he was trying to break free from my DEATH GRASP, but that proved to be quite a struggle *MWAHAHAHHAA NOT THAT EASY JOHN BOY. NOT THAT EASY*

Anyway, he was asking me stuff like,
'Do you have a booooyfriend yet?'
'noooope.'

*proceeds to whack my palm*
'where does it hurt?'
'huh? it doesnt hurt.'
*whack again... and again... and again*
'where does it hurt?'
'everywhere?'
*whack again and again and again*
'where does it hurt the moooost?'
*i randomly point somewhere to get him to stop whacking =.=*
*he does this weird counting shit and starts giggling SUPER hard*

'aiyerrr, you're gonna get your boyfriend when you're 44!'

=________="

WTH WTH WTH

*DEATH GRASP*
'ITS OKAY JOHN, CAUSE I'LL HAVE YOU.'

MWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA
Group piccie where everyone is confused as to where to look at.

Ben's big ass camera stealing attention away from my small ass one.

Two pictures that makes me smile:-
Shaun and Becky/Blacky *i really dont know*
Shaney and Ee ee

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

One Word.
Nice.

May likey.

What i'll miss most,
Gathering around the dining table listening to auntie talks XD cause its such a laugh. Home is where the heart is =)
x

byebye blackbird?

-

People dont know this, but im REALLY REALLY bad at goodbyes. I avoid it at all costs, most of the time i live in my little world of denial and pretend its not happening. And im really good at that bit too, im like MASTER PRO KICK ASS at it actually.

So bryan left today, and i was all yeah okay wtv.
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WAVE.
WAVE.

still okay yeah wtv.

still in world of denial.
=D
Happy face, btw
(cause you can tell but i like to narrate expressions you can see for yourselves)

left in the car, happy, still skipping around, singing, laughing with liying and seng too. then this stupid ass bryan had to be all SENTIMENTAL and text that he'd miss me. Then my brilliant pro kick ass world broke and its like, gah, hes LEAVING. Then i started crying.

And im this emotional wreck, once i start, i dont stop. =_____=" Its all your fault, bryan! you popped my perfect bubble of a world! And now i cant sleep cause i cant stop crying >.> well at least you know someone misses you, ALREADY. HAHAHAHAHHAAHA (dont go MLIA on me, i slap you like this this this this this this this *imagine emot yourself*)

Still recall this one time my sister was leaving for the UK and i was adamant about not sending her off at the airport cause i knew i wouldnt be able to hold it in (cause my sister is all SENTIMENTAL and shit as well, wouldnt just say goodbye cooly and go all 'yeah okay, so i'll see you online yeah?' cool hug, wave wave, smiles.) so im like, YES IM OFF THE HOOK! NO AIRPORT! NO CRYING NO NOTHING! *goes on day as per usual, whistle whistle [only im not actually whistling cause i cant do that]* then she goes ahead and CALLS me from the airport..

=____="

see what these people put me through?

so i start like crying, and she goes all
'are you crying?'
and me being tough as old boots go all *holds breath*
'wha? no, OF COURSE NOT. why would I be crying?'
'oh thought you sounded like you were.'
'... NOOOOOO...'

*cough. ahem. yeah*

Well anyway, now you all know how stupidly emo i can get, so when i leave, just be really like cool about it, yeah? like *shrug* 'so see you around in december then.' and i go 'yeah, see you.' *pat on back* *salutes* =D GAH IM EMO AND MY EMO PAL IS ON THE STUPID PLANE SO NOW I HAVE TO EMO EMO ALOOOOONE.

see what you put me through?
stupid stupid bryan. Grrrr!

SLEEP.
>=(

and food for thought! (edited post. OMIGOD im STILL awake. bloody hell. yay ron weasley! *grins* loving the accent. dad woke up too. whoops?) i think we only got closer when you EMO-ed and I emo-ed TOO in high school. NOW THAT WE'RE NOT EMO PEOPLE ANYMORE ARE WE STILL GONNA BE FRIENDS LIKE FOREVER EVER EVER EVER EVER *i sound like a primary school kid, me shall stop now* hahaha, super stupid question BUT LIKE YOU NEVER KNOW RIGHT. omigod i need sleep. im going crazy. BUT REALLY. i guess thats one thing i've really got to thank YOU for. (not you, bryan. just in case you get CONFUSED again like LAST TIME. *ahem*)

Okay, now really, SLEEP.
>=(
face again, only now its more like
= O

new face new face.

i know, im amazing.
ive got a whole variety of expressions!

have you seen my death glare yet?
its the best yet!! =D
No, really!

Bye loves!
Pictures tomorrow methinks!
No eyebags please please please.

In words.

- Monday, August 10, 2009

*a whole chunk left unsaid.*

Like a kid who believed in Santa Claus, stayed up late during Christmas eve hoping to hear the sleigh bells ring. And then finding out one day that Santa Claus is not real after all. Disappointment, sadness, everything that comes with it. Tears fill the eyes. But then you suck it up, hold it in and deal with it. Because that's what we do best, we learn to deal with the ugly truth that is reality. And how do we deal with it? We create other illusions to make it all better. So then its fine again. But then that illusion breaks again, what now?

We deal with it.

the only way we know how.

On a side note, Ee Ling never ceases to amuse me.

*‹‹€3 lîng‹‹*
they have just the peanut butter
*‹‹€3 lîng‹‹*
without the goober
*‹‹€3 lîng‹‹*
HOW CAN YOU NOT HAVE GOOBER

On the side of that side note, straight A's. =) Lse, here i come! Visa crap is annoying the hell outta me, and i have barely started dealing with it. Suck suck suck suck suck, lalalala~

Oh, went to singapore and flew a kite for the... second time in my life (this time properly, first time was back when i was a wee kid, i dont remember much of it at all, must have been quite a failure) with liying. That was good fun :) We call the kite 'baby', cause its our baby XD LiYing had wanted to call it Shannon, but i said no CAUSE THATS MY COUSIN'S NAME.
Baby high up in the sky! Whee!
Baby making friends <3
That's batman and eagle i think. Baby in all of its glory.

Had pork ribs. Happy times happy times. Pork ribs pork ribs pork ribs! YUM!! Enjoyed the company, waving at ferries? boats? ah things that float on water =.= was fun. MLIA.

I feel plain today.
Can you tell?

On the side of the side of the side note, bryan has been hanging out with yingxian waaaaay too much methinks. Biting tendencies are starting to show. OH NOES! Biting reminds me of vampires. eep eep... minature vampires = mozzies. Mozzie bites = that bite under liyings eye, which she now thinks is a pimple. TMI TMI TMI.

Pooh.

More tomorrow? I should be ecstatic, and thanking the person way up there for watching over me for everything. I know. But im not. Im feeling bleh-ish. Im thankful, but still bleh-ish. Couldn't you have brought him along with me too? Why leave him out? Worried for the boy. Wondering how he's taking it. Much too afraid to ask. I'd rather people not say anything at all.

Emo.

Why don't you understand?
Emo.

-pause-

Wanted to watch horton hears a who earlier, but it was raining. Wanted to watch that since like AGES ago. Hopefully they'll be showing it again tomorrow. Karen's birthday tomorrow, all smiles. I love the girl so so much, she's been there for me for all the times, all the non-times, and all the between times. Bottom line is, she's been there, ALWAYS, without fail. and im hoping ive never failed her either.
The love who will be turning 19.

I'll be that bubble that never pops :) I'll forever be your safety net, be here to catch you and break your fall. That much i promise you.

clap. stomp. clap. stomp. clap.

The talk with liying got me thinking again, not too much though, but it did. Lets play the waiting game.

Ssssshhh!!

Congratz to all the other loves who got the results they wanted,
you all are BRILLIANT and AWESOME
and so much more :)

The world awaits,
let your greatness shine through!

x

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