IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie.
Opening Credits:
I Never Told you - Edison Chen
OMG. someone is cheating on me. DONT LIE TO ME. I KNOW ITS TRUE. DAMMIT! all not TELLING ME THINGS NOW, EH!?!?
Waking Up:
Bitter Sweet Symphony - The verve
Ah depends i guess. =D
First Day At School:
A walk to remember - mandy moore
Ah yes, i do so remember walking into the school on my first day. HOW REMEMBRAL. IT WAS WITHOUT MAH BRENDA CHAN CUZ SHE WAS IN JAPAN. i remember that day WELL. first day of school without brenda. SAD. VERY sad.
Falling In Love:
I dont want to miss a thing - aerosmith
haha, all my crushes are secretly being stalked by me. *nyeknyeknyek* i dont want to miss a thing mar. BEWARE.
Fight Song:
Someday we'll know - Mandy Moore
Someday we'll know why the hell we were even fighting to begin with. =__=" haha
Breaking Up:
Tell Him - Celine Dion
um, yeah dont worry, i'll TELL HIM when i want to break up with HIM alright! whoever 'HE' is supposed to be. [??]
Prom:
I could get used to this - the veronicas
Of course i could get used to proms, dressing up and what not, OF COURSE. XD mana saya punya partner? *grabs some random guy over*
Life:
Everytime We Touch - Cascada
Oh God this sounds SO WRONG. Im not going to elaborate on this. lol
Mental Breakdown:
Because im a girl - Kiss
OF COURSE I MENTAL BREAKDOWN LOTSA TIMES. YOU KNOW LA, GIRLS VERY EMO WAN. xp somemore PMS.its NOWONDER!!
Driving Far Away:
Why georgia - John Mayer
seriously, why georgia?
Flashback:
Rest in pieces - saliva
o.o um, i hope all my soft toys that i have left behind rest in pieces? ITS NOT EVEN REST IN PEACE. ITS REST IN PIECES. WEIRDNYA. =__="
Wedding:
Feel my soul - Yui
haha... =D
Birth of Child:
Do i make you proud - taylor hicks
BUT OF COURSE, MY FUTURE BABY! =D COURSE IM SUPER PROUD OF YA!
Final Battle:
The tide is High - Atomic Kittens
Yeah, the tide is high, lets not go out fighting in the ocean, eh?
Death Scene:
We believe - Good Charlotte
I guess that means we all believe i wont die anytime soon. xp. bleh.
Funeral Song:
Whats left of me - Nick lachey
Well, theres going to be my MONEY...o.o
End Credit:
Powerline - Goofy movie
i got the POWER! *bwahahahha*
Lazy tag people. XD Besides, Ks already tagged everyone.
Taggity-taag
SIZZLING HAWT~
The pictures are a bit blur, but
HE IS SO HAWT HAWT HAWT
Golan Yosef, people!!
DONT YOU JUST LOVE HIS SMMMIIILLEE!?!?! I KNOW I DO! xp *melting*
Sorry, but the girl isnt hot enough for him. haha *ahem ahem* HANDS OFF GOLAN YOSEF LAR! *kick* HEZ MIINNNEE DAMMIT! MIIINEEE I TELL YOUUU!!!
*Siiigghh* *swoooooons* too Good Looking for words.
Anyway, BRACES TOMORROW! TOMORROW I TELL YOU! *EEEKKK!!!* kind of worried. Really dreading the fact that i wont be able to eat properly for the next week days, and probably the following week. AAAAAAAAAAHH!! pray for me!
You're SO SEXY WEY!!! XD
WE LOVE YOU
- I could get used to this -
GOLAN YOSEF AND L
Watched 'Death Note 2' after school yesterday with Bren and Su Ping. and OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE L! xp... he is SO CUTE OKAY! (not a WORD from you KWAN SENG. he is CUTE and HAWT because i say so. BLEH!) XD L IS MINE MINE MIIIINNEEE!!! So is GOLAN YOSEF from the cheetah girls 2 (which wasnt really THAT great a movie, but okay la XD) GOLAN YOSEF IS SOOO LIKE... *swoons* yeah, you get the picture.
Sis EE and i were pausing at scenes with him smiling his super HAWT dimpled smile and pointing him out to mom going all 'LOOK!! LOOOKK!! HE'Z SO HOOOOTTT!!!' *we sound like kids, i know* AAAAAAAAHH!! XD XD XD
oh and anyway, death note 2 was an OKAY show. i didnt watch the first movie, but watched the anime, so knew what was going on. Was really disappointed with how Light looked. Im sorry but i expected him to be HOT TOO! *grr* (sorry to all people who think he is good looking. hehe) The only good looking guy was L. *well to me la* so that was SAD. And yeah, the girl who acted as Amane Misa was pretty cute, i guess. But got a bit annoyed at some points of the movie cuz she kept ACTING CUTE.
with a pouting, talking like lil girl and what not. like WHAAA...?!?!?!LoL (not to forget that dumb look she made at the beginning of the show that suping can copy so darn well XD, i had a good laugh. that i did) Su ping kept mimicking her on our way out of the mall, it was HILARIOUS! XD oh and all you guys who have EVER commented that suping and liying dresses LALA, go see how MISA dresses LA!!! eleeeh! I dont understand how y'all can say they all dress lala and go all yer and when see misa dress like that go all *OMG SHES CUTE* xp. KICK YOU FELLA'S LA!!!
Ps. I WANT MY GOLAN YOSEF!!!! oh and anyway, BRACES ON NEXT TUES! AAAAAAHHH!! and in case i dont blog later on,
seriously? seriously
Im beginning to notice
Starting to feel how the other may have felt
and oh God, it doesnt feel good at all
Im not going to let this affect me.
I. AM. NOT.
GYAARRRR!!!!
Tongue been feeling much MUCH better this morning, became worse during the afternoon though, but okay at night again. Front teeth feeling a bit painful now for some odd reason. I keep having this really stupid fear of them all falling off or something. Which i do agree, is a tad bit retarded, but yeah.
suffeewwiiinnngggg
Gah. Okay, so im really glad the vomiting feeling is gone now. But guess what? the cut is getting deeper and deeper. Its more painful than ever, i hope it doesnt get WORSE than it already is. SIgh! Im suffering i tell you, SUFFERING. Its weird cuz now im rolling my tongue up to the roof of my mouth when i talk, its to prevent getting my tongue scratched any deeper, so yeah. I talk SUPER weird, like muffled, like retarded, like YEAH. and even when i do that, its not a 100% guaranteed thing. it still brushes at the wire sometimes.
I cant say words that ends with N or starts with T or you know, words that involve getting your tongue up to the roof of your mouth, cuz that would just hurt my tongue. I know all of you are SICK of hearing me complain about my CUT TONGUE and probably dont give a shit about it, but yeah, i cant help it. You're all probably thinking, 'aw geez, suck it up' or something, im sorry! IM SORRY, honestly, all this complaining is REALLY getting to me too. hearing myself go ON AND ON about it is REALLY horrible, i dont usually complain so much. But i seriously cant tahan.
ITS MY TONGUE DAMMIT. I CANT TALK PROPERLY, I CANT TALK LOTS cuz IT HURTS HURTS HURTS. AND TALKING IS A VITAL PART OF MY EVERYDAY LIFE. IMAGINE THE SUFFERING IM GOING THROUGH NOW. JUST IMAGINE IT. T____T TALKING HURTS, EATING HURTS, DRINKING HURTS, EVEN SUCKING IN MY SALIVA HURTS.
i wanted this bloody thing, so i better just hang in there. I WANTED THIS. I WANTED THIS I WANTED THIS. think of the benefits. think of straight teeth. THINK GOOD. okay, i do feel a teensy bit better. it was SO retarded, cuz yen hsian and i were walking to bio lab, which actually involves walking pass form 6 classes. Only i totally forgot there were classes there and KIND of shouted 'IM SUFFERING... SUFFERING I TELL YOOOOU. MY TOONGGUEEE SOOO PAAAIIN' only it came out as 'IM SUFEEEWWWIINNNG!! SUFFEEWIINNGG I HELL YOU!! MY HUNG IS SO PHAAAIINNN'. and then i realised there was the class there, and everyone was looking at me. =__=" i more or less sped walk pass the class after that due to embarrassment.
Anyway, i forgot to mention yesterday that i got my IC and Purse + money back. The rest of us 'cept sara did too. Really sad of sara, apparently those wallet-nappers threw our wallets at outside dustbins. Perhaps Different different dustbins and the dustbin sara's stuff got thrown into got taken away by the garbage man or something. really poor thing la. and as brenda pointed out to us, the wallet-nappers arent sincere and werent regretful AT ALL. for they didnt return ALL the money and didnt return stuff like my keychain which im SURE they didnt throw away. ITS FROM JAPAN DAMMIT. BRENDA FLEW ALL THE WAY TO JAPAN AND GOT ME THAT AND THEY BLOODY STOLE IT. SCREW YOU IDIOTS. SCREW YOOUUU I SAAAY! burn in the flames of hell and dont come back!!!! *grr*
They were just returning the stuff we stated to avoid worse punishment. Which makes them HORRIBLE HORRIBLE people. I KNOW YOUR NAMES, im just not blogging their names down because EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE SUCH HORRIBLE IDIOTIC BRAINLESS PEOPLE, i guess they dont deserve to be humiliated world wide. Hopefully they'll change. and if they dont, haha, they're probably get caught again one day and be sent to jail (hopefully) that way they'll learn it the HARD way. XD
I dont understand why they couldnt have just left the purses after taking the money. Like throw them purses somewhere in the school so other people can retrieve them and return them to us. ALL THEY WANTED WAS THE MONEY, NO? they had to PURPOSELY THROOOWW AWAAAY our IC'S, knowing HOW MUCH TROUBLE WE WOULD HAVE TO GO THROUGH TO REMAKE THEM. heartless idiots.
annoyance, the worst kind
The metal thing i was talking about in the last post, well, its cutting into my tongue, and Goodness - it hurts. its not really VERY painful, its just a very annoying pain. Its like when i talk, my tongue brushes against the wire and its like, cutting my tongue so now you can actually see the making of a gash at the side of my tongue. Oh and the same happens when i eat. and to refrain from talking is such a DIFFICULT task for me. How i wish people could just READ MINDS. READ MY MIND DAMMIT. xp that way no need to talk and that equals to no harming of tongue.
Due to the annoying pain mentioned, my patience was wearing thin since morning. Plus there is the constant feeling of wanting to puke when i talk that should ALSO be taken in consideration. So there were mentions of 'why you talk so little today?' 'why are you moody?' 'im so unused to seeing you like this cuz you're always so happy.'
I just really felt like retorting, 'you cant POSSIBLY really think i'd be happy EVERY SINGLE DAY do you? im not some happy sugar and spice and everything nice machine. Hell, even the powerpuff girls though filled with so much SWEETNESS in them always are upset.' or maybe the powerpuff girls became retarded thanks to the whole chemical X incident. I know said person didnt MEAN it that way, but i wasnt happy (i still pretty much am, actually, cuz it still hurts) with what said person said, it really came out to me as 'whats wrong with you, you're supposed to be happy DAMMIT'. But like i said, i knew said person didnt mean it so refrained myself from sprouting any shit, and besides, i knew i was jsut being retarded and annoyed with the stupid wire + i didnt want to risk getting the scratch deeper on my tongue with all those words. XD
But at recess my patience was like, close to GONE. CLOSE to gone. notice the CLOSE. i tried cheering up and being more... i dont know, PERKY? (like how i usually am la) but since this particular day the stupid wire was already annoying me, i was really easily annoyed and kind of got all sarcastic and mean to close friends. (sorry people!) maybe its because i know they wouldnt judge me and would understand how i feel so wont take it to heart. XP so i basically let it out on them. I love you people so much! =D
hope i'll be better tomorrow. oh and anyway, the feeling of wanting to puke is gone now. =D so im glad.
Sweetness
Lines (not entirely accurate, but somewhere along the lines of the following) from today's episode of Ed which is SOOOO sweet
Ed : Frankie, i dont think we should get into a relationship since we're working together
Frankie : you're my boss and im your collegue
Ed : Precisely.... *pauses*...so..... you're fired
* ed kisses frankie *
Ed : Now you're rehired.
Frankie : I quit
*They kiss again*
Frankie : can i have my job back now?
Ed : in a minute...
* kiss somemore*
then they smile ever so LOVINGLY at each other. AAAAAWWW!! i think im going to DIE of sweetness. XD hahahaa, they're so ADORABLE and so SWEET, have i mentioned that i LOVE ED ED ED!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHH! SUPER GREAT SHOW!! *ALL Y'ALL SHOULD WATCH IT TOO FOR ITS SO CUTE AND SWEET AND WATCH IT FOR YOURSELF DAMMIT!*
Anyway, extracted another two teeth this afternoon, its already TEN now, but i think my gum is still bleeding, i really hope the bleeding stops soon. Its not hurting or anything, but the constant bleeding is beginning to worry me a little. And the orthodontist put in the metal thing for the top back teeth today and the metal thing is connected from the right side to the left (if you dont understand this part, its okay, if i were you i bet i wouldnt be able to understand it either. im not very good at describing, so sue me) as i was saying, its connected from the right to left, that means there is a wire connecting it. The wire is more of less stuck to the roof of my mouth, only protruding at the middle section.
ITS SO ANNOYING.
I keep feeling like puking. Not used to it yet. I sure hope this doesnt continue on for much longer, because really, i dont have much patience - not that i have a choice in this matter, though i really feel like just PLUCKING the whole thing out. Which brings me to this question, 'HOW DID YOU GUYS TAHAN THIS STUPID THING LA!??!' <-- question obviously directed to previous braces wearers which i shall from here on call EX-BRACEY'S. =D GAH. dont want to think about the stupid thing, the more i think of the wire the more distracted i am and the more i feel like puking. Which all know, is a BAD BAD BAD thing. And so i shall concentrated solely on blogging and not the bloody metal wire in mah mouth.
Just now at dominoes bren and i were going CWAAAAZEEEE~~ xp, laughed so hard i bet my whole face was red. We were talking about the upcoming valentines day (WHICH will be as uneventful as ever), so i was like saying 'WHERE IS MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND WEY!?!? STUPID GUY. DUNNO HOW TO TRAVEL INTO THE PAST AND DO SOMETHING SWEET FOR ME WAN MEH!?? HOW MANY VALENTINES DAY IS HE MISSING LA, i dont care, im going to count from this year. and from THIS february 14th, its ONE. ONNNEEE!!' Then after that Brenda and i were saying how sweet it would be to be given roses in front of friends and classmates etc, and then we came up with this INGENIOUS PLAN (after i went all 'BRENDAAA~~~ you're getting me roses for valentines day, right? awww, you're SO SWEET LA! *does stupid blushing action*')
Then she went all 'yeah SURE, then i write there, FROM YOUR SECRET ADMIRER RIIIIIGGHTT!?!?!? what you want your secret admirer to be ar? DOMINIC MAYBE?!??' and it went on from there. Then after that we were saying send in a bouquet of roses each with a different name attached and shit like that. IT WAS SO STUPID and hilarious!
*big part removed due to plans bren and i have made NYEKNYEKNYEK*
So we went on with MY fantasy of my FUTURE boyfriend POPPING out from the FUTURE all of a sudden to do all sorts of crazy shit sweet funny things. XD IT was DAAAAMNNNN funny la, too bad our really rather creative discussion had to come to an end when other boys came in dominoes. Didnt want them to hear about our crazy talk. XD okay, so it didnt really stop there, c'mon, it was TOO MUCH FUN crapping, we couldnt just LEAVE IT AT THAT just because some BOYS came in. DO you think we CARE if they think we're idiots? NAY!!!! (yeah, repeated from last post, just proves how much i stand by 'i dont care if you think im an idiot, so go get a life.')
But our mindless crapping had to really end when her mother finally came. Which was pretty late, but i had fun. =D Moments like this are all i need to get through the day happy. xp oh and brenda was super caught onto singing 'i feel high' or something. that was RETARDED (YES BRENDA, ITS RETAAARRDDEEED)
yes yes YES
Went out shopping with sis and mom today. Really pretty happy cuz i bought this really REALLY pretty skirt (which has no top to go with it at the moment but what the hell, its still pretty) and this really nice pants (stupid expensive too, but nice things come with extremely nice prices, all know that by now). I'd save the really retarded details for myself to remember (which i probably wont in a few days) for it'd probably BORE you to death.
SO anyway, on our way out of the mall, the big baby of the family - myself =__=" bought cotton candy! and earned stares from lotsa passerby's. like SERIOUSLY, what is WRONG with buying COTTON candy!??! sis was saying 'its probably cuz people dont eat that anymore nowadays' GOSH!!! (or maybe its cuz im suppsoed to be PASS that age of cotton candy-ness already). I bet those people were just jealous at me or something. I bet DEEP inside they have that LONGING for cotton candy but just dont want STARES from other people (like they were giving me). HA HAH! I BET THATS IT!!!
mom and sis also kind of laughed at me and my darling cotton candy... but in the end, they ate too. so really, WHAT WERE YOU ALL LAUGHING AT LARRR T___T.
oh and essential + necessary traits of future partner in life
- Able to kill cockroaches
- Buy cotton candy for me (regardless of stares he might get)
Red doo-da
And though it is clear by now, that IC's and the wallets are probably GONE and unredeemable - at least THEY will be caught and made to PAY for their crimes. That thought alone makes everything a little bit better.
Anyway, if you direct your attention to the left of the above picture, you'll see the LITTLE RED DEVIL with the arrow for a tail.
Aint he just ADORABLE?!?!?
Thanks to Kah Kent who kept calling him 'SQUISHY' he is now named 'Devil Squishy'. KYAAAAAA!! So adorable!!! When i first bought him i kept going around squealing like a little girl, shoving him into everyones faces. xp, su ping joined me in my little crazy act, and we both ran around squealing like idiots. But has the fact 'being like an idiot' ever stopped me before? Nay!!! Bought him during Gerko Day (which was yesterday).
Oh and gerko day was fun Fun FUN!!! We didnt have any classes for the whole day 'cept the last period - Chinese. During the free periods, Bryan taught a group of my classmates + one sara lim, lotsa games. It was really fun, and everyone was so whacky and stupid that by the end of the games we all were red faced due to much laughing. =D (some of us had sore red hands thanks to the continuous whacking that took place if you lost a game) Felt like it was after the exams and we had no care in the world. Felt good, really. xp too bad it came to an end. Siiiigh!!
And anyway, this is a really nice picture. LOVE IT. =D
It happens
Tuition starts at 4.30pm, i set my alarm at 3.45pm. I didnt wake up. Perhaps i clicked it off automatically, i have no idea. Anyway, brenda came at 4.40pm (yeah already late) and called the still sleeping me.
Bren : Li may? are you ready yet?
i was still groggy and only half awake, 'i just wokkee uppp' and then brenda LAUGHED. i didnt really register the laugh as anything since i was still REALLY blur and for some odd reason thought it was still 4pm.
Bren : so how long do you need to get ready?
Me : Give me half an hour la...
Bren : half an hour?... okaaaaaaaaaaay....
Me : Bye.
then i walked sluggishly into my bathroom and took a quick 7 mins shower... by the time i came out and looked at my phone, it said, 4.50pm. I was so SHOCKED i tell you. and brenda sent me an sms saying 'i'll just sleep in the car while waiting' or something along that line. GOSH!
so i went into the car and i was all 'why didnt you scream at me ITS ALREADY 4.40 LA! WAKE UP! or something?' and she said she thought I KNEW it was already 4.40. and i asked her if it made sense for me to say HALF AN HOUR LA if i KNEW. lol... OMIGOSSSHHH!! *kicks brenda* and she was laughing because i sounded so BLUR and for once, it wasnt HER who is late (cuz she always is) but it was ME. lol. xp
ps. we have leads on who the thieves are. Teacher says shes going to pass the suspects names to the police. YAY!
Burn baby, BURN
Insensitive Idiots stole Wallets at the reading corner of Catholic High School today during the time interval of 2pm - 3pm. These mean shites should really just go get a life and think of how other people might bloody feel about losing their Money, but most importantly, their IC.
If by any chance, anyone seen the act of these stupid idiots, please report to the school's discipline teachers so these people can be beheaded by the queen of hearts. (so i hope, but public humiliation should serve enough justice for now).
I dont reckon they REALLY need the money, and even if they did, to stoop down to THIS level is really TOO LOW. TOO LOW I SAY. I think they're just doing it for the THRILL of stealing itself. Such crime to fellow students - dispeakable.
Anyway, im not going to go on about those people as, seriously, they're not worth my whole post on them. Im going JELLY crazy today. xp
Lookit the pretty colours! Jelly is GOOD! it doesnt hurt my teeth when i eat it, so from here on,
I SHALL FEED ON JELLY AS FOR HERE ON ITS MAH PRIMARY FOOD. I SHALL LIVE OFF JELLIES!!! WOOOOOOOTT!!!! =D
(ps, the orange ones are really good. IM SERIOUS DAMMIT!)
Oh and for those of you who werent grossed out by the picture of my REALLY SEXY MOLD OF MAH TEETH, here are the two teeth i extracted.
Honestly if you think THIS is disgusting - for once (though its my very own sexy teeth) i AGREE WITH YOU. (why do i find it disgusting? hmm, im not quite sure, i just do. haha) I actually didnt want to take it with me, but sis was all 'TAKE IT LAR! TAAKEEE ITT!! ITS SO COOL'. i dont see anything remotely COOL about it. do you?
AND DONT ANYONE OF YOU DARE COMMENT SOMETHING LIKE 'why so yellow wan?' I'd straggle the life out of you. IM NOT KIDDING. xp
Before that the nurse put the teeth into the lil bag, it was STILL DIRTY (with blood and all)
ugh. HORRIBLLLEEE~~ who knew i could be disgusted by my OWN teeth? lol.
I used to like to collect my fallen teeth when i was young, now its like, a waste of time. Like, i dont see why the hell for. lol... even now i feel like disposing of the two "COOL" teeth. Im sorry, putting it on display doesnt seem like an option to me. Imagine guests walking into the house... 'AH YES PEOPLE, AND TO YOUR RIGHT, YES, THE CORNER OF THE TOP RIGHT SHELF SITS THE TEETH I EXTRACTED BEFORE BRACES. FASCINATING, ISNT IT?'
i want i wannnnt
(if you think the mould is disgusting, i have NO COMMENT. its just TEETH la, friendddd... lolz, go stare at yours and tell me if you think THATS disgusting. BWAHHAHA. i actually think the mold is pretty cool. xp)
Anyway, i was really pretty afraid of the Jabs i had to take before the extraction of the two tooths. But seriously, it was NOTHING. Perhaps its because i expected it to be MUCH MUUUCH worse than that, so since it was below my expectations, it wasnt painful. Its like a movie, have too high expectations for it, and you might be disappointed, have no expectations/ low expectations for it and you'd might think its rather good. Same theory.
To tell you the truth, i actually laughed a bit when the needle was in my mouth. IM AN IDIOT. i knnoooow. the orthodontist was like 'DONT LAUGH DONT LAAUGH!! DONT MOOOOVEE!!' xp. Gosh! dangerous! i had to hold back my laugh and tried to stay sane for a bit longer (at least until the stupid needle was out of my mouth) what exactly did i find funny? well, there was the fact that i kept saying 'ow ow ow ow ow' when the needle was in there, and perhaps i found that rather ridiculous. seriously? i dont quite remember, maybe i was just feeling high or something. XD
And anyway, i finished reading 'The Nanny' today. Its a pretty good book, WITH NO DIRTY PARTS IN IT SO ITS SAFE TO READ (just ignore the foul words that appear once in awhile). Its funny, cute and I TOTALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH JOSH. *JUMPS JUMPS JUMPS* i literally laughed out loud and squealed in class while reading the book. xp (yen hsian witnessed it all, ah, shes seen me at my worst, so seriously, i dont really care if she sees more retarded moments of me. xp LOVE HER) JOSH IS LIKE, SUCH AN INTERESTING, CHARMING, WITTY, HAWT HAWT HAWT character!!!
Gimme mah JOSH, dammit.
Sierra Darling
What do you mean YOU DONT REMEMBER!?!?!
O.O
Yeah, shes not pretty when shes angry, so you better start remembring noooowww
seeing as you NOW remember my DARLING cousin sierra *muacks muacks*
You get to see her with LONGER HAIR!! *GASP*
HOW EXCITING, RIGHT!!??!
GYAARRR!! I AM GODZILLAAAAAA~~ *stomps stomps*
(her in action, WHOA!)
Beyi and Darling Babe sierra!!
- Watching them grow-
Thats just it
Then again, Life's like that - cant say i didnt see it coming.
Face it, Im a realist.
Being put through the whole test, already knowing it would happen and yet was not prepared for it as i never really bothered to spare thought on it. I truly surprised myself when nothing came to me. And so i know now that it is true, i was never lying to myself. The fact WAS IN FACT, a fact. I wasn't wrong not to doubt myself. This just proves that ANYTHING and EVERYTHING is possible once you set your mind to it.
As the realization struck me and started to slowly sink in, mix feelings came pouring in. Its hard to describe it but i think i can sort of summarize them into three, one part sadness, one part relief, but the most part - grateful. I am thankful that its all ended and put in the past.
Oh anyway, just back from weikhai's birthday party. =) There were LOTSA people there, so it was really clique-y. As in, most people hanged around their own group of people, but nevertheless, it was fun. =D laughed a lot. Sze Rong is SOOOOO FUNNY anyway... *POODLE* im super duper tired now, so i think i'll just head off to sleep. THANK GOODNESS THERES NO PHYSICS TUITION TOMORROW!! WHHHHEEEEEEEEE~
we all have our limits, i have mine
It annoys me, right down to the very last of my extremely ugly, purple but very important vein, that some people can be such UNGRATEFUL, HORRIBLE HYPOCRITES. how unappreciative some people may be. And so i have decided to NOT CARE ABOUT THIS ANYMORE. I was trying to do a GOOD thing, I was trying to be REALLY NICE. Well, I WAS. And what did I GET IN RETURN?!?! LEFT ALONE, BEING CALLED TO *censored for this would reveal who that is*. LIKE HOW COULD ONE BE SUCH A FRIGGIN HYPOCRITE I REALLY CANT SEEM TO GRASP. If you hate being treated that way, WHY do you treat others that same friggin way? does that SATISFY YOU in some weird screwed up way!?! cuz bloody hell, even if it was meant as a joke, too much is too much. we all have our limits. and all should know by now, i bloody well have mine. and just cuz i dont show it very often now, doesnt mean it doesnt exist anymore. FOR CLEARLY AS YOU CAN SEE NOW, IT DOES.
And like stated earlier, im not going to go through ALL THAT HASSLE anymore, if all my EFFORTS are going to be BLOWN OFF that way. Im not saying I don’t care about the SAID PERSON anymore (im just going to CEASE ALL EFFORTS), im just friggin annoyed right now and want to rant it all out in order to GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM AS ITS BEEN BUGGING ME ALL DAY. (All should be proud of me for i think i contained my anger and annoyance REALLY well all day, =D in fact, i think no one noticed)
Oh and i had the two add math tuitions just now. It really didnt suck that much, i just couldnt pay attention for the LAST hour on the second tuition. well, its 4 and a half hours, im surprised i could even last for 3 and a half. My attention span is only THIS long. So the last hour i spent talking to yuan lu. BWAHHAHAAAHAHAHA. Yuan Lu is SO ADORABLE anyway. =D im just saying. hehe
Ps Not caring is worse than hating, for when you hate, at least it means you care. (Care enough to hate, get it?)
why la whhhyyyy
Today was a Good day. It started off a good day, and its ending off a good day. =) I like where i'm sitting. xD Behind hui yee and sze ying, in front of joyee and chern-I, though theres still this minor case of I DONT KNOW WHAT YEN HSIAN SAYS TO CHERN I CUZ THEY TALK IN HOKKIEN. (i only know a bit of that dialect T__T... im always looking at them blankly like...whaaa?!? and then they laugh at me. *sniff*)
-Ps. I am not THAT short, dammit. *sniff*-
great, just great.
i have NO SELF CONTROL. NONE at all. i am SERIOUS. someone, ANYONE, just SHOOT ME NOOOOOW. *eek* i have no clue how those few words could make me so happy. xp im an idiot! WHHHEEEE!! *thats your cue to shoot me, just so you didnt know* ... its the little little things that matters most. If i have the chance, i would SOOOOO like to meet you again *SNIFF* (yeah, and here you release ANOTHER shot at me) some people are just SO NICE.
aaannnyyywaaaaayyy, guess what?!?! so theres this tuition i attend, chem tuition, the teacher is now forcing everyone to take up at least TWO subjects. i only have one. mom asked me to take up bio, i said nooo, cuz like said in an earlier post, its a study subject. In the end, mom said, 'take up add maths lar' but thing was, i already have add maths tuition. she said 'NEvER MIND, GO FOR TWO!!!' T___T *i dont think the shooting is working so forget it* and though i tried to argue to stop the other one, she just wouldnt say yes. So YESH, i am stuck with TWO add math tuition.
What worse? they're both on the same day. one on 4.30 - 6.30 the other from 7.30 - 10. seriously. I think i'll just go jump off a really REALLY tall building now. and yes, my teeth are still hurting a bit today. Couldnt really eat much cuz it hurt. thankfully not as much as yesterday though, so im hoping by tomorow it'd be fine =D. Aaaanyway, sara is SO ADORABLE xp, just now when i was in tuition, she called my house and when my sister told her 'shes not home' sara was all..
'what do you mean shes not home? is she still in school? did she come home then go out somewhere? or did she not go home at all? oh wait, nevermind, um, yeah okay bye'
OMIGOOOOSSHH!! when my sister told me, i kept laughing like crap. xp AAAWWW!! THAT IS SO SARA!!! xp SUPER ADORABLE WEEEYYY!! XD XD XD
the little things
Buddhist camp + personal experiences really thought me to just be patient and take everything as they come and not be too bothered with everything. Be neutral, zen, yeah however you wanna put it lar. xp My temper has really shrunk since... form 1 x) ask brenda.. she'd know best. hahaha Its really very annoying to be fighting/being annoyed about something so minor when really, you wont even remember that STUPID little thing in years to come. so why argue about it?
So instead of making such a fuss out of everything, let it go and all. But i guess we just havent reached that stage of maturity and INHUMANITY *xp*. yeayea, im still bloody human. haha so today i was actually a bit bothered about certain matters, which eventually got solved like they all do.
All of us try to be nice, we try to let go. But at some point you just cant take any of it anymore and you just take back what was originally yours.
Though i know it is not in ANY WAY POSSIBLE my fault, i still feel horrible.
the big four T__T
Sis left for the UK once more today morning. we reached the airport kinda late.. we're supposed to arrive 2 hours before the flight so thats supposed to be 7.40am. we reached at 7.55am. You know how airplanes actually sell out more tickets then the amount of seats they actually have to ensure that all seats are taken up and the plane is full? well apparently we were like one of the last to check in, and so the plane was ALREADY full. the lady there said we had to take the next flight as there are no more seats for my sister.
so everyone started to get a bit worried and annoyed for our seat is like.. a CONFIRMED seat dammit! know what i mean? and the thing is, my sis also has a ticket for the coach shes sitting when she gets there to go back to her uni. so everything is interconnected and if she doesnt get there on time and the coach leaves, how the hell is she gonna get back? shes not yet familiar with the place and stuff. AND... if my sister doesnt reach there before 11pm, she wont be able to collect the keys to her room.. so where's she gonna sleep? the garden?
so yeah, everyone was really worked up about this.. and the lady there also THANKFULLY (shes so nice) understood, so she went to talk to her officer. the first class people were already boarding the plane so the lady checked if there were any free seats so she could upgrade the business class ppl to the first class seats. and THERE WAS!!! =D and guess what?!?! my sister who was supposed to sit economic class got to sit business class seat!! OOOMMMMGGGOOODDDNNNEEESSS!! lucky girl! =D we were all so excited and happy for her. x)
Oh and i went to the orthodontist today... wanted to put braces since FOREVER (last year) but mum kept putting it off. but FINALLY, today i went to see her.. and she told me i have to extract 4 teeth! AAAAAAAAAAAHH!! *screams in horror and dismay* im kinda scared, but I HAVE TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO. *sniff* be brave!!! xp kinda sad, gonna have to wear braces on prom night this year. *sniff* ah well. rather now then later. seriously.
Like i always do
The little gestures we all remember and appreciate... regardless of how awkward the moment really was. and we look back on this day, someday, thinking, remembering, just how sweet that little insignificant gesture was. =)
Second day of school. Li May never fails to blog! and all you readers out there once again reads about the self absorbed li may! YAY! *i love myself i love myself i love myself* xp kidding laaaa~ Anyway, got lotsa homework again today, but true to my new years resolution which is TOTAL WORLD DOMINATION, i did them already! =D *applause people! APPLAUSE! im gonna be a real good girl this year* what does doing homework got to do with total world domination, you ask? well, we've all got to start SOMEWHERE. and so thats what im doing.. dominating my homework? omg... im an idiot. shoot me now. =__="
lets just change the subject and forget the stupid things i just mentioned =D.
Sara popped this question today, apparently she heard it from camp...
There is this girl, her best friend just passed away. So theres a funeral for her, at the funeral, there was this REALLY HOT HOT HOT HOTx1000000 GOOD LOOKING like WHOA CHUNTED! guy. and she KNEW he was the one for her. but she didnt manage to get his contact number, name and whatnot. So, she spent lotsa time, WEEKS MAYBE MONTHS! looking for this mysterious HOT HOT HOT fella. and one day, she killed her sister.
Why?
think! THINK THINK THINK! and answer. =D feel free to leave your answer at the tagboard for all to see or leave a comment which i am most certain most of y'all wont do, but it doesnt hurt to ask anyway, does it? precisely. xp
thought of the answer yet? what do you mean you're not thinking cuz you're lazy and are just scrolling down to see the answer?... think think THINK!
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the answer is, she killed her sister so there would be another funeral. that way she would be able to see the guy again.
If you got the answer right, you are half a psychopath. This is a question used to test psychopaths. because thats a really like cold hearted answer. yeah. xp i couldnt get it.. HOORAY! i am SANE! sara got the answer. xp LOOK OUT PPL.. SHES HALF PSYCHOTIC! hahhaa
the beginning
School reopened today! (as we all know, but im stating it down anyway, just for the heck of it) how do i feel? i feel like i never even left school. everything's the same, the only different thing is probably, we're not in the same classroom anymore, and that our moral and form teacher is a different person. thats all.
Really nice seeing everyone again =D but gosh! first day of school and already we're piled with lotsa homework! *eek!* Nothing interesting about the first day, except that i MISS MISS MISS MIIIIISSSS MAH BRENDA BUMBUMMMM!! T____T feels so wrong to be going to school and leaving without you, dear! Oh yeah, and i kind of got my leg scratched.
was accompanying Yen Hsian to the loo, so we're walking walking walking and then suddenly she steps on this LOOSE drain piece and the whole thing comes open.. and at the SAME time i was going to put my leg on that drain piece, only i was a second late, and the thing popped open and my leg plunged into the (DRY) drain and a milisecond later, yen hsian lifts her leg and the popped up drain piece comes falling back into place, only that wasnt possible as my leg was in the way, so the edge scratched my leg instead and then fell to the ground with a loud 'clanking' sound. and the class nearby went all 'OOHHH, thats spoiled laaa'. *resisted the urge to roll my eyes and say 'you think?'* <-- im a lousy sacarstic bum, sorry.
So that wraps up my today. But Nevermind about the not so eventful today which involved also much napping in the afternoon for i was tired as a pig the whole day. WIthout a YESTERDAY, there wouldnt be a TODAY! and so, i shall be posting pictures of YESTERDAY. =D as pictures are nice to look at. Went to Genting with couz family yesterday, a sort of holiday before school start thing as we hadnt gone out anywhere during the hols.
2007 arrives!
just back from aunts house after celebrating and BOY am i tired! like SERIOUSLY!!! slept at 4 the previous night (which was the last night of camp) and woke up at 7.30 in the morn.. and yesterday when i came back i was bloody tired but just HAD to HAD TO! watch teevee~ tak tahan la, kaaay. xp so many shows to catch up on, thank GOODNESS my SUPER understanding sis recorded them for muah (actually she record for herself ni..) so in the end i slept at around 3 something in the morning...
so today i though, whattahell... im gonna just sleep till 2 in the afternoon!! I SHALL BE A PIIIGGG!!! mana tau dad's friends came over and we were going out for lunch.. so i woke up at around 11 smething, close to twelve. eyebags are so huge they're gonna burst. EEEKKK!!! anyway, lunch lasted for... FOUR HOURS. after that went to aunts house for dinner and countdown with all mah relatives. =D that was fun!!
Anyway, as stated above, im SUPER SUPERLY tired now and so will be heading off to bed. Night folks! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN! before i go,
- total world domination
(shock and awe, shock and awe)
xp. possible? ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE IF YOU SET YOUR MIND TO IT! LOOK OUT WORLD! hahahaa *going nuts due to lack of sleep*
- zzzzZZzZzzz-
