Child's Play

I was woken up from my nap because my piano teacher was there. After i wake up im usually feeling NUMB and the first thing that happens to me decides my mood. =___=" seriously. so i dragged myself downstairs and my teacher was talking to my sister. and i was just standing there.. impatiently.. and she was just TALKING AND TALKING.. yeah.. and my mood decidedly turned bad. I was feeling so grouchy i was kind of cold towards her during the whole class. Through the whole process of playing the piano felt just like saying.. I DONT WANT TO PLAY THIS SONG! ... =___=" But never mind that anyway. blah. IM SO MEAN.

Ate a cockroach today! Michelle brought some to school.. she got them from.. (where again? korea? ) some place lar. Its fried already. She gave one to mr ho to eat so some of the daring? adventurous students (including myself BWAHAHHA) ate one. have to pluck out the head and the legs.. didnt like the PLUCKING part. i didnt even dare take off the head which is kind of ironic since i dared to eat it. know what i mean? in the end bryan had to remove the head for me. Blek. It didnt taste that good.. barely any taste in fact. But yea.. eating cockroach! thats new.

so i've been thinking..and i've realised the only time im quiet is when im EATING! (or when im moody lar but that doesnt count. =D ) Im quiet when im eating cuz.. *this is kind of stupid but its the truth lar* i get afraid other people might steal my food. BWAHAHAHAA.. so must faster finish. =D especially when im eating something i like.. XD PROTECTIVE OF MAH FOOD MAN!!! bit greedy also lar XD but yeah. I've never been fond of sharing food. XD always have this.. POSSESIVE FEELING (not with food im only OKAY with though.. only food i like. =D). But!!! IM TRYING TO CHANGEEE!!! =D no more selfish this-is-all-mine-back-off-sucker ME!! =D

Oh and anyway.. we went to see our school cheerleading performance at 1Utama the other day. =D they were GRRR-EAT! so proud of them all *sniffles*. After that went to play pool for my first time (and sucked at it very much) (took around 5 mins just to make my first shot XD wanna die like that.. funny shit *not so funny for them maybe but was funny for me lo hehe) and went to the arcade and actually played something for the first time. =___=" bren encourage mar. Played daytona? the racing car thingy.. which i found very.. uh.. exciting? XD i kept screaming at all the turns and when i crashed and stuff. Must've been very annoying but SORRY laaa cannot tahan mar. Kwan seng had to keep saying 'LI MAY AR!' i felt so bad after that. =___=" excited mar.. yorrr... ='( *sniffles*

Then played the dance machines that the boys love so much. lol. that was.. interesting. Brenda Ns and i got hooked right away after the first try (filled with humiliation but still!!!). it was fun =)

=D i know its a little late to be blogging about... *its past 12 now* YESTERDAY'S breakfast.. but aaah well.. i just think its worth mentioning and all. WHee~

There was nothing to eat in the morning.. and i know eating ice cream first thing in the morning isnt good but then.. what the heck, it just looked so INVITING. It was calling out to me! SAYING MY NAAAMMMEEE!!! going all 'Liii maaaaaayy eaaaaaatt meeeeee' in that zombie tone. O.O Freaky huh? like tell me about it. I just entered this trance and scooped all that was left in the tub into a cup.. which was quite a lot mind you. =D

and then i saw corn flakes and i added those in! and you cant POSSIBLY eat cornflakes without MILK right? thats just downright insane!!! and so i added milk into the cup too. =D it tasted sooo good i swear i died and saw a piece of heaven and then fell down to earth again cuz it wasnt my time yet. Darn. It was so good. Too bad there wasnt any more ice cream left so i couldnt have seconds. so sad right?

OH and this afternoon i took a nap.. when i woke up and came into the study room... my heart was pounding so fast. i dont know why, but it was. it was so scary. you know how your heart pounds really fast after you run a long distance and you're breathing really hard? and you cant hear anything else BUT your heart beating? yeah.. it was like that. i was kind of freaked out.. and didnt know what was happening. So i scrambled back into bed and covered myself with mah blanky and hugged my bolster. it got better after that. and i slept somemore.

what can i say? the bed was just too comfy! =D anyway, that was horrible. Hope nothing like that ever happens again. =D

Im so superly down today.. its not because of the letter not arriving.. im just feeling so down. I dont know why. Suddenly feel like crying.. kind of stupid, huh? Like tell me about it. =( Just sitting down feeling all down and my tears well up. =( bah.

Maybe im just feeling very.. i dont know.. unneedded? is there even such a word? lol. its like.. no one will even notice whether or not im around. So why bother, right? i dont know.. i hate days like this, just PANG suddenly feel so down. its friggin retarded. Now my feelings are all so jumbled up and my brain is going in circles. *whirr* ever worse.. no shows on tv =( nothing to cheer me up.

Blah. im going to go take a nap or something. So... down.

Jesse mccartney's second star to the right. =D its okay lar.. dont love it or anything, put for fun! XD Peter pan was NICE! =D

Went to Port Dickson yesterday for this Family day thing organised by Philips!


Check out the SEXY room for two. =D Me and my sis one room, mum and dad another. Its REAL big and REAL nice. Super comfy. And its so beautiful too.. look at the beds man!! =D I love that place!


Its me and mumsie! whee~ its a swimming pool behind.


I LOVE water lilies! They're so pretty! mum says she'll buy some for me.


All the families (think there were about 400) were divided into four teams. Blue team (wanton warriors), Orange team (Putu Mayam Army), Green team (Roti Canai Roachers) and yellow team (Rendang Rangers). The first event is the team who gets through the obstacle to fastest wins. Second pic is the game where you place your child on the sack and drag them to the other side and back. Third game is the banana eating game. =D you eat the banana run to the other end, throw the peel into the bin and run back.. the next person does the same and it goes on until a team wins. Fourth pic shows the Rescue 911 game where one child is carried by two adults on that stretcher thingy and one other child holds this cup to fill the cone the child on the stretcher is holding. Fifth pic is the Big slipper game! =D this was funny.. everyone is on this BIG slipper and they have to walk together. Next is the Flying dragon game. XD also have to work together. A pole in between everyones legs. the last two people are backwards. Next is the filling water into plastic bags and throwing them to your team mates who then throw it down the line till it reaches this basket. My mum participated in this one. she was doing the tying. Last two pics are the TUG of war event! mum participated too!! Everyone was like SO SEMANGAT MAN!! 1,2 PULL! 1,2 PULL!! XD


The water filling into plastic bags game that i was talking about. =D


Me in the room ready for dinner. =D

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You Are 23 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Im OOOLLLLDDDD!!! OLD I TELL YOU OLLLDDD!!!

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Oh this is so true. =D quirky unique person! THAT IS SO TRUE! you hold your head up high.. BWAHAHHAHAA.. sound so yeng like that.

Your Stress Level is: 44%

You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard. When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems. But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down.

..you are quite the storyteller! ( XD. Darn. With my constantly moving hands. BUT OF COURSE LARH XD )

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

Saw wei zhe do it on his blog. Bored mar.. so do also lo. XD kinda wu liao but ah well.. it WAS pretty fun!