Child's Play

yeap...my results are OUT! and NO...i'm not very happy with them.
in fact, i'm not happy at all.
First and for all, i got a 76 for mathematics- i expected an eighty plus. Dang.
next, 77 for geography- i expected at least an eighty. Double Dang.
77 for history- ALSO expected an eighty. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!?!

aaaah..but you see, those aren't so bad. THIS IS BAD
59 for KH. I GOT A 59 FOR KH. I 59!! DO YOU HEAR ME?!?!! A STINKIN" 59!! you have no idea how angry i am at myself. i mean 59...the most cursed number in the world..okay..all numbers lower than 65 for exam is BAD..in fact, its already bad if its lower than 70.

besides that, i got a 69 for BM. WHY 69?!?!! why not 72?!?! I EXPECTED A 72! *scream*
the world is against me. i just know it.

the only thing i'm proud of is...MY CHINESE.
I GOT A 71...which was highly unexpected..WHAT? my chinese is BAD.
REAL bad. hahaa~

haven't got back our english papers yet. i suspect a 63 for my arts. NO!! serious man...our teacher is so strict. and i got 75 for PJK- not so bad, REALLY.

okay enough with my results. lets talk about my TODAY.

okay, since i have absolutely NO- nada-zippo-no zing! IDEA how to link people, and since my friend BRENDA here wants me to link her cuz she linked me..uh...i guess i'll just put her blog link here...i mean, i'm all too lazy to go find out how to link people anyway.
go to

hahaaa.

see, there's this history project for PMR, which i'm pretty sure that EVERYONE'S doing Dr. Mahathir for he is one hell of a great guy, and maybe cuz his information is easy to find...hahaa XD

hahaa, anyway, my cousin got scolded by his mum, who claims that I have already finished my project, which i in fact, have not even touched it. *swt* so, his mum sent him over to my house, so that i could help him. but how am i supposed to help HIM when I myself haven't even started doing ONE single thing?!?! i mean, seriously.

so FINE. we tried to find for some stuff, which in the end we ended up with nothing new except two or maybe three new sentences. the rest, we used my cousin's earlier gathered information at his house. in the end, we only managed to do TWO pages. well, at least its an improvement right? he came to my house, and we did TWO pages. included with two pics to fill up space of course *tsk* *tsk*

its phil-o-mania today!!

phil of the future from 9 am to 9 pm..
well, its not like i REALY love the show or anything, but its okay. too bad either mum or dad is downstairs watching some other channel...preventing me from spending my day going 'PHIL-crazy'..hahaa..ricky ullman-izzit? cute guy ahaa

its 4.15 already. after tomorrow, its back to school. i DREAD going back to school. results are gonna come out already. I. AM.SO.DEAD. i'm not gonna do good this term. mum's gonna so kill me. but i'm too young to die. aren't i?!?!! *scream* oh well.

i can't believe my standard five cousin, shane actually said that he liked school days better than holidays. WHAT?!?!! *whack* this must be of his doing, i feel as if the holidays are flying past. theres no time to do anything!!

we're supposed to pass up this whatever..chart? for the history project on monday. SEE?!?!! i'm so messed up, i don't even know what we're supposed to do!! i'll have to ask somebody..ARGH! so far i only have TWO pages. remember?!?!! what other homework do i have?

I HAVE NO IDEA AT ALL!!!

i'm so dead, right?!?!?!!
don't agree with me. you're not supposed to.

AYA from ayashino ceres. I like this pic of her!!

frustrated

being blur ain't that nice, wait i change my mind, its not nice AT ALL.
its like everyones saying something that you just can't seem to get,
everyone's speaking a foreign language and you're tyring to figure out what they are saying,
but you can't. cuz you are THAT blur.
you feel stupid, dumb...

I'M THROUGH WITH BEING BLUR. *scream*

one reason why i love simple plan as much as i do...i wonder how much that is. hahaa..yea, but i DO love em. its cuz, their songs can cheer anyone up anytime of the day, anywhere in the world. I LOVE THEM!

THANK YOU SIMPLE PLAN!! *scream*
I LOVEYOU!!

i'm so sick of being down. its just not me.
i want to go all crazy. i want to scream and make everyone stare.
I DON"T CARE ANYMORE!

freak out let it go!!

if it makes anyone feel better, i feel like a complete idiot.

a blur idiot.

sometimes i wonder why am i so blur and then the truth just hits me in the face.


I HAVE NO IDEA STUPID!


thats my brain shouting back at me.

dun mind me.

i feel so down.

i'm a fool. a dumb fool.

i just wanna crouch in a corner and cry..

and maybe die.



conclusion: i feel so stupid. dumb, idiotic and stupid. wait. BLUR very BLUR. i feel VERy blur. i hate me. always had.

get a life. >.<

*scream*

goku and sanzo!!!! and uh...a panda....WHO CARES ABOUT THE PANDA?!?!! SANZO!!! GOKU!!! *scream* love them. from the anime-gensomaden saiyuki

BEHOLD! My dog which Edwin was so scared of. hahaa, isn't he just so cuute?!?!!

today was a weird day...seriously, from the beginning to the end..okay, maybe not the end, cuz NOW apparently is NOT the end of my today. Get it? yup..let me start with my morning.

ONLINE TV ONLINE TV...fine..i know, nothing special!

okay so..neewayz, i was chatting with kwan seng online...and he was using msn 7, told me there was a lot of cool stuff, and so i also installed it. Funny how when guan ming asked me to install it, i said no...maybe cuz he didn't say.. THERE ARE COOL STUFF!! hahaa..probably..well, kwan seng was kinda like...telling me, YOU CAN SEE YOUR DISPLAY PIC WHEN YOU LOG IN and stuff, so i was like..whoa~ envious!! then..i installed it...

thats the end of how i installed msn 7.

next, edwin was bored and so asked if he could come to my house. Naturally, i took it as a joke..heck, everyone loves to joke..hahaa...and then i learnt he was serious. since i was BORED LIKE HELL and kept either going online or watching tv the whole day, i said yea...why not right? he was bored too. and so i called mum to tell her, her stupid phone kept going like

blablabla num, is unavailable. at the tone, please record your message. TOOT

so yea, i left a message saying edwin was coming and everything, pretty sure she would say yes. heck, i wasn't just pretty sure, i was SURE. i mean, its not like I was leaving the house, he was. he came at 3. He arrived at the assunta girl school bus stop and then called, asking for directions to my house. i was like

there's a turning in beside the bus stop right?

huh? what turning in? says he.

THE TURNING IN BESIDE THE BUS STOP!!

which side?

the side with the HOLE the TURNING IN!! the other side only has houses!

and he was like...OH..you mean the place the motorcycle is coming out from?

YES!! *slaps own forehead*

now THAT was a weird conversation. and so...i waited for him to WALK over to my house.
he took AGES! i was like standing at the staircase, waiting to see a figure. *tap tap tap* not there yet. *tap tap tap* NOT THERE YET. *tap* I GIVE UP!! when iwas just about to leave, i saw...a figure in the mist...okay fine, there was no mist, but yea! i saw some GUY walking down the road. so iwas like calling my maid to open the gate, thats when he called and asked where my house was.. and i was like telling him, THE ONE WITH THE GATE OPEN!!

hahaa...so in the end, after all the hassle, he arrived- AND!!

HE WAS AFRAID OF MY DOG!! who so happens to be a lil shih-tzu..hahaa...he waslike shouting and shouting..so funny. comical sight. its so weird that he would be afraid of my dog. very unexpected. should've video tape the whole scene..nah, i'm exaggerating, it wasn't THAT funny, but it was kinda entertaining...better than watching tv at least. ahahaa

he wanted to watch spy kids and then changed his mind..to watching totoro. in the end, we were talking for the first ten mins and didn't manage to get a thing and he commented that the show was boring. so we...i mean I offed it...and then, we went to do some HOMEWORK...more like, i forced him to do his science. heeheee...what?!?!! i didn't want him to get into trouble! i'm a nice person. and then we did maths. he did his, and i did mine. we talked, we played..played as in..he messed up my dolls hair and claimed that my giodarno free gift toy liked him and hated me. YEA..that idiot!! hahaa, i had to keep fixing my dolls hair, for he kept spiking it and said it looked like a guy. EVIL!! in the end, i kept whacking him with my pillow and squashed his head with my pillow. yup! and made him wear a santa's hat...HAHAHAAA

lalalaa~

after that, sis came home and took us to tuition. her driving is better already!!

tuition was fun...haha, i ast beside this guy named raymond, he is quite funny la....and those guys at the first row..SO FUNNY!! stupid, cuz we were learning about reproduction..and those people asked WEIRD questions in WEIRD ways...so yea, cracked me up. i would like to conclude that iw as not bored at tuitiont hat day.WOW! must be cuz of those people's 'questions'. they were like asking:

what if the pennis can't go up?

translated: can't errect.

so FUNNY!! and that's only ONE example...hahahaa~ the teacher is comical too so yea, it was fun. TODAY was fun.

so yup, thats about my day today. oh yea, mum was okay with edwin coming after all, like i suspected. hahaa...so yupz...

today sure was one hell of a good day, at least i didn't spend my WHOLE day online..hahaa, that sure is one hell of a good sign! Cheers!!

cassie, yen hsian and jaq coming to my house tomorrow. hope we can finish the arca tomorow. WISH ME LUCK!!

peace out.

look!! its the evil piggy!! ME!! jkjk..this is saizou from peacemaker kurogane

i love JIM!!!

PIG ALERT!!

where?!?!!

THERE!

I don't see any pigs!!

they are PIGS disguised as HUMANS!! can't you tell?!?!

uh...not really...but..okay..i'll go as you say...PIG ALERT EVERYONE!! RUN!!!

okay, that's done. i am evil piggy!! hahaa...well i have no idea how i became evil piggy, wait actually i do. it all started out like this. I was online- AGAIN. yes again...dun push it buster! i was bored-AGAIN. so yea, wei khai was online so yea i chatted with him. he said he just woke up and still was sleepy, so i called him pig, and somehow, he turned me into a pig too. so weird...so neewayz, i told him that i was an evil pig, but he was king of the pigs and i started calling him kingy and my lordship and everything...he wanted to eat burgers..and i told him pigs don't EAT burgers, and thats when, he chopped of my head. and when i was giving him good advice too!! i mean C'MON!! i was a all so loyal subject and he CHOPPED OFF MY HEAD. so i made an agreement with him. i give him a burger, he give me my head. so he gave me back my head and i got him HIS burger. and then he chopped of my head AGAIN, cuz there was no cheese. SWT!!

WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY HEAD BACK?!?!?! *scream*

so i promised to get him cheese and he would have to gimme my head back-AGAIN. so anyway, i got him his cheese, and he dropped my head on the groud..but apparently, he dropped the wrong head. he had accidentally chopped off his OWN head and then dropped it. so yea, for a moment there, i became...KING OF THE PIGS. and he beecame, the evil pig aka me...and he went to play basketball (din know pigs could play ball but heck, i dun care, the world ain't making sense anymore) WITH MY HEAD!! and i became king for a few hours.

I made a few pig friends....AKA....guan ming and kwan seng..muahahaaa...but kwan seng doesn't admit he's a pig...but, i know the truth!!! even that human mask of his can't hide him now!! i'm too good...oh yea, anyway, after the wei khais basketball practice, he reluctantly returned me my head...YAY! and i became evil once more..the feeling is GREAT!! and he is the lordship-AGAIN.

but wait! i found this scratch on my head...and i bet my lordship did it.

I PAMPERED HIS HEAD AND IN THE END THIS IS WHAT I GET?!?!
A SCRATCH ON MINE!?!??!!

kingy said my head must have gotten scratched when i dropped it..but..i think he's lying!! i bet he did it on purpose!! *whack* hahahaa

thats the end of my PIG story...how i became KING OF THE PIGS to being the evil pig once more. hope you people enjoyed it.

over and out

i was always hot-tempered...everyone knows that, well at least those really close to me does, and those that have known we long enough. i was worse in my past...not so bad nowadays, but yea, i get annoyed VERy easily..and i'm not pretty when that happens, let me assure you of that.

stupid art project, we had to do ARCA!!

ARCA!

that cursed word. i was annoyed for casandra had no transport cuz her parents were on holiday, yen hsian was apparently gonna call me back the next day, jaq's mum wouldn't let her come to my house. i was frustrated. LIFE IS UNFAIR. i wanted to kill somebody, let out my stress- SCREAM!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!

but it was the middle of the night, and me being as considered as i am, did not do that..actually, i was scared of what might happen next if i DID scream..those that were lost in their sea of dreams will wake up in a jolt, houses will light up, my house phone will be ringing, neighbours, ANGRY neighbours will be coming out their house doors with sticks, guns, knives...its very easy to picture. scary sight, not one situation i would like to be in-seriously.

so yea, i chatted with kwan seng, the only person online, avalable and a funny guy who can crack anyone up laughing in whatever mood they are in to cheer me up and also was chatting with jaq to solve our problems...our BIG BIG BIG problems. i kept screaming at kwan seng hahaa, and he really helped, by crakcing some jokes, yea, he was nice. and i really thank him for that. he really calmed me..don't think he's aware of that, but yea. special thanks to him

THANK YOU KWAN SENG!!
you are my life saviour! I LOVE YOU!!

yea...so anyway, jaq and i were fretting away..kiling ourselves by...mentally banging our heads on our..brain walls? any such thing? what the hell, who cares? so yea. she said there was a 90% chance she couldn't come so yea..i was frustrated..WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!?! i wanted to cry and scream and cry and do somemore screaming...but i didn't do....BOTH. so yes! i didn't cry NOR scream. i just sat there, and screamed mentally to kwan seng in words...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

you get the message right?

after that, jaq asked her dad and mum, whether she could come..and her mum said NO. a firm- NO. a BIG FAT STINKING NO. so i was like WHAT?!?!??!?!?!! oh crap..and then she went to pursuade her mum again..and a miracle happened..justice prevailed..her mum and dad said..YES. a big fat lovely YES.

and that's when i realised...

how much i love JAQ'S MUM AND DAD

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!! YOU SAVE PEOPLE'S LIVES!! namely, my life.

but now what..what if yen hsian can't come, and cassie? what am i to do with her? no transport!! so i decided in the end...YEN HSIAN IS COMING!! i dun care if she has to fly or swim through the seven seas to get here! SHE. IS. COMING!! and we'll all walk over to cassies house..

yea..that's it. my perfect plan. and if the project..the thingy can't be done that day..
well i'll have to finish it by myself..CRAP!!
so i'll have to make sure we finish it on that day!

wish me all the luck you have people! i'm gonna need it.

I would like to say thank you to casandra, yes, casandra with one S only!! mind you all out there its ONE S!! for coming to visit my blog on her own free will. She reads my posts!! i'm so grateful..finally, someone who reads my posts!!

i just like to say

thank you so much!! and..

I LOVE YOU! (as a friend la duh..i'm no lesbian)

okay, i would also like to thank brenda for visiting once in a while, though have to go through my Persuasion..yea..so okay, she didn't come here on her own free will, but thanks anyway, for coming and leaving comments. Cassie can't leave comments cuz she doesn't have an account here, mind you...not cuz she doesn't want to...hahaa

and thank you..my sister liee, for visiting...ONCE and guan ming for visiting ONCE..

hahaa...

you guys are much obliged.

LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!

and that unknown person celine..who i doubt read my post and just simply wrote a comment.in a diff language...wait..i'm not gonna thank you for that!!

hahaa

yea thats about it...

crap all the way..wtv..who cares anyway?

today was a blast!! i mean, i wasn't exactly thinking it would be fun...FINE, i admit, i was thinking the outing wouldnt be very FUN or anything cuz only suping,brenda, sara, kwan seng,bryan and i was going..but today proved me wrong..VERY WRONG. i'm glad to say that i had buckets and buckets of FUN. from the beginning of the outing till the end of it. it was full packed with FUN,FUN and more FUN!! see how many times FUN is appearing in this paragraph alone?

neewayz, it the FUN started out like this...okay never mind, lets not start with the FUN bits yet..let me go on about my morning first..what?!??!! life is not always FUN okay?!?!! and besides, you have to get through the morning before you get to the afternoon! sequence my friends! SEQUENCE!! like 1,2,3 or A,B,C you can't jump!! yea so anyway, i woke up went online to ask if anyone could fetch me home after the outing..i mean,no transport no going out, right? like yea DUH...so i asked kwan seng and kwan seng sms-ed bryan and yadi-yada...he said he could fetch me home YIPEE!! so i called brenda, to tell her, well i wasn't sure if she had transport...but she lives 2 mins away from my house, so if she didn't have, bryan could surely fetch her too...so yea, i called and she was sleeping like a PIG!! i big fat lazy PIG..alwaysknew she was one...haih..yea and it was already 10.30 am..oh puh-lease..so i caled sara and sara was like..i don;t have transport!! and we had to go hassle kwan seng to ask bryan whether he could fetch her and everything. in the end, we decided that sara would come to my house and then her brother would pick her up after work..so i chatted with sara on the phone for a while before tending to my msn...kwan seng..cuz well, i already knew saa could come, after all, bryan said he could fetch brenda and i home..so since she was coming to my house, it was settled..

so when i went back online, and told kwan seng the news...okay, so maybe i replied him 5-10 mins late.. didn't think it was that big a deal..but then he was like DAMN YOU I GOT SCOLDED..and i felt so guilty...he was waiting for my reply and i was talking on the phone..not thinking of him..and he just went off...i felt so sucky..like WTH was i thinking? i should've answered him first...my fault! i'm such a lousy person...ARGH..disorganised freak...

so yea, since i DON"T HAVE A HANDPHONE...i called sara and asked her to help me apologise..which she did...in her and my behalf. we just felt so guilty...it was our fault after all. anyway, i went to cut my hair when mum dyed her hair...yea, so now my fringe is shorter and i won;t be able to tie it up. and my hair is more layered...so its thinner. dunno if i look better, but heck, nothing i can do about it now but live with it. so that's what i'm doing. living with it. hahaa. so i rushed home, changed and fetched brenda. this is when the FUN starts. ready? READY??

we went to watch

LEMONY SNICKETS: A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS

it was hilarious. I love it!! i love violet! she's sooooo smart! and count olaf is just plain scary...claus is kinda cool! and sunny is so adorable..hahaa...great show. you people should go watch it, you won't regret it..

anyway, after the show, wel, it was late, so no one wanted to go ice skating, i mean , there wasn't much time left, one and a half hour, RM18 for ice skating? i don't think so. nah-uh! and besides, i'm not such a big fan on skating..and i was wearing a mini skirt..its expected that i would fall, so if i do, what? show off my undies to allthe people in the rink? oh puh-lease, no one's that stupid...so the guys suggested we go play archery...since i haven't tried it before, so..why not? i tagged along. RM5 for 10 arrows, not bad..it was then i realised-

I'M NOT ANY GOOD AT ARCHERY

yea, but i'm living with that fact..hahaaa. had to have people there teach me. well, at least i shot the board-ONCE. hahaa. really felt like an achievement to me..YES,I HAVE LOW STANDARDS!! its cuz i'm bad at it dearies! oh bryan is GOOD..he shot the bullseye the first two arrows he shot...GOD. i feel like strangling him..ahhaa, its only his 3rd time playing too! guys are sooo good at these things, i can't help feeling envious. anyway, i have this coupons, i mean HAD these coupons, starbucks, buy one free one. so yea, we ALL, yes six of us, if you dunno how to count, went there, to waste away my coupons. then, bryans mum came and we ALL except for suping left..the poor soul, had to go all the way to the ice skating rink herself, cuz her family was there..did i mention ALONE??

ALONE!!!

saa cam to my house, we watched some tv, read this very funny blog

newyorkintern.blogspot.com

you want to feel up your time? feeling down? go there...a very hilarious blog. laughed my head off!!

yea..and her bro came to pick her up at 9.30..
today was a great day..i had fun, we all had fun.
hope we have outings like this more often..hahaa

yea..today is like every other day- a holiday. yea right..okay fine, so maybe every other day is NOT a holiday, who the heck cares anyway? okay, maybe i do. i like holidays...its fun! you don't have to study! you don't have to do your homework! you can relax! watch the tv! come online! go crazy! start shouting in your room! go for outings! take a bath! brush your teeth! oh wait..you do that everyday whether or not there is a holiday..what am i blaberring about? yea...I. AM. OFFICIALLY. BORED. you saw that? Big Capital Letters. yes! i am bored. no ones online! probably sleeping like pigs at home..why aren't I sleeping too?!??!! oh yea..i can't..i woke up already..what's the matter with me??!?! should've gone back to sleep. and you know what?! to top that all off...ALL meaning the i-woke-up-so-early-bored-like-shit...i am missing one side of my shoe!! apparently...when eu chern, jeffrey, jaqueline and wei jian came to my house before we all went to the LRT station, one of em wore one side of my shcool shoe and left me with theirs..mind you, i bathed and therfore was wearing sandles and DID NOT notice i was missing one side of my school shoes until i woke up the next day. the shoe had different cutting!! I MEAN DIFFERENT CUTTING!! DiFFerEnT cUTtIng!!! how could someone possibly NOT know it was a different shoe he/she wasw wearing?!??! no one is THAT blurr!! okay..maybe i'm wrong..yea so anyway, i called eu chern and jeff..and they say its not theirs, jaq is at camp..and wei jian, i called his hp, and his mum picked up, i think it was his mums, and i think she was hosting something, well i don't know, so she asked me to call back at 1 and i was like..oh...and i din't call back after that...i mean, what if i call back and the mum is still doing something, busy or something, that wouldn't be nice. sop i want his house phone num. but does anyone have it?!!??! NO. or maybe its juts cuz i didn't ask that many people yet..oh well..ask later. MY POOR SHOE!! where are you?!?!?! *sob* *sob* anyway.i spent the whole day yesterday comiong online, watching dvd's, coming online, watching tv, coming online, watching dvd, coming online..you get the message right? okay, so i also did talk on the phone...cuz my friend, sara was also bored like hell...she was DYING..just like me...so yea, we talked...TALKED and TALKED...meaning..for a very long time..yea..snap! i still have my history project to do..and art..oh man..why am i doomed with this..such terrible fate befalls on me..*blek* ouch..and i wanna go to the simple plan concert...going to buy tickets tomorrow, the last time i went, they were already closed..stupid! dissapointed..hopefully there's still tickets..or else..or else..i'll kill somebody!! hahaha...gonna go cut my hair tomorrow..and then i'll go for this outing with my friends..and then go out with my family...yea..tomorrow will be a great day, i hope...i think...nah.it will be. so anyway, i just like to thank my blog for making my day by letting me type here...wasting a few minutes of my time...well, at least i'm not watching tv anymore..but i'm sure i'm gonna go watch later...but..i just like to say..i'm forever in your debt..i love you my precious blog!! riiight...*swt* *swt*..oh yea, exam wasn't that good...i think my first term is gonna turn out kinda bad..crap...why'd they have to put the exam after the chinese new year break? i mean, they can't be serious as in asking us to study when everyone is gambling! chanting 'picture! picture!' screaming after they win..dvd is on, my cousins running all over the place, computer upstairs being played by some other cousins..i mean..oh puh-lease..even if one TRIED to study..well, its impossible!! yea..so i think i did a bit badly..but heck, dun wanna think about it this holiday...die after the holiday..live during the holidays..yea...okie i think i dun wanna type adi..thanks again..peace out~