Child's Play

Merah marching on sports day!



we had a BBQ yesterday at keltons! XD and these at the pics taken
had loads and loads of fun!! LOVING MERAH!


3 Blacks + 1 blue whitish fella


AAAHHH!! the greens attack!


*cough* *cough* *hint*

MORE hints


aaawww~~~

the form fiveys!


AAAHH!!! XD XD XD


blurry~


block us pulak XD


hah! PRESS THEM DOWN.


whee~


all black but sara and wei zhe


YAY TO SHORT PEOPLE! XD


aaww.. we look sweet! XD


we love you kar leng!


crazy fella let loose

oh and this is a pic taken on edufair XD *kinda outta place i know but never mind*


edufair

did this morning announcement today with bren.
hands were shaking so much when i did it.. and i found that really amusing. XD
was like tahan-ing.. din wanna laugh.. so in the end, throughout the speech i was smiling a lot. XD
well i didnt wanna be laughing like an idiot on stage..
at least smiling like an idiot doesnt do much damage. hehe..
then when it was brenda's turn, i noticed her hands were shaking too!!
then i started SMILING again. XD XD XD

aanywaaay.. i thought i did OKAY for my first time. HONESTLY!!
until i went back in front of the PRS room and got scolded senseless by the teachers.
you have NO idea.
how a day can start out SOOOO well and get ruined just like that. with the snap of a finger.
pn lim was going all 'ni zuo dao hen jia' <-- meaning very fake.
im like *O.O, excuse me?!?!?!?*
then miss yong said i kept rolling my tongue at the wrong moments..
and that the way i spoke was like i was trying to show off i could do better than the teachers.

like hello!?!?! i did NOT have any intention to SOUND like that.. however THAT sounded.
i was just reading from the stupid paper. i was SOOOO like CONFUSED and UPSET. T__T

then miss yong went all..
'you speak like not malaysian english.'
Me: what do you mean by not MALAYSIAN english??
Miss Yong: like people just come back from the UK or US wanna show off so speak like that.'
Me: huh?

Imagine how i felt. like GEEZZZ gimme a break!! i was SOOOOO offended kay.
then after that in the PRS room.. due to certain things like me not bringing the Emcee speech,
i got scolded senseless by pn lim.
she went all.. you're overconfident. proud. stuck up.. and crap.
i just stood there and let her say all her crap lo.. takkan answer back right?
yea, i was really pissed then.

then after that when bren and i were writing the speech.. she went on again..
just dunno how to shut up lar that woman. <__<
blahblahblahbalahblahblha... <-- it just keeps going ON AND ON AND ON AND ON.. OMG MAN
then she started saying 'lim bei'
i was so SHOCKED. i mean.. wtv it is.. you're still a TEACHER man.
to TALK like that.. OMG. seriously.. so RUDE. i just couldnt BELIEVE her.
to talk like that to a student. like WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM MAN!?!?
i lost all my respect for her there and then. <__<
yea, burn in hell for all i care.

anyway.. i asked my friends how i did and all..
and they all said i did well..
few guys from my class were really nice! XD
they were all.. YOU DID WELL! NICE VOICE!
aaww.. so touched.
really comforted. happy~ yea..
cas was really nice too! complained to her online and all.. XD
LOVE YOU CAS! BONGBONG! XD

i came home told my second sis about it.
she was all.. OMG
TELL MOMMY! SHE'LL CALL THE TEACHER AND SCOLD HER!
after i told mum.. true enough..
she was like..
IM GONNA CALL THE HEADMISTRESS
AND TELL HER
MY DAUGHTER AND I TAKE OFFENCE ON WHAT THE TEACHER SAID TO HER
XD XD XD..

i felt so comforted and loved. *sniffles*
I LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH!!!!

but of course i didnt my mum to do that lar..
cuz i mena, the camp is coming up and everything, dun wanna get kicked outta the camp.
but if seriously lar.. if she treats me like that again tomorrow..
i'll go with mums idea..
tell the stupid woman off!!! YEAAA!!!

THATS THE WAY TO GO!
STAND YOUR GROUND!
DUN LET LIL SHITS PUSH YOU AROUND!
YEAAA!!!

hehe.. i look up to my mum so much cuz shes always like that..
heh.. never take nonsense from people..
just that sense of respect and love for her. ^__^
i think all my stubborness came from my mother. XD
and the temper too!! yeap, it all comes together.

I LOVE MY MUMMY! MUMMY IS DA MAN! XD XD XD

Bloody hell. she thinks shes so good when shes not. PLEASE, get a friggin life. Geez.

i was made to sort the clothes out. so fine, i tried. I dont know which belongs to who so yea, i tried to sort them out according to what i THINK is theirs. And left some piles in her room. and there i was sleeping already and she comes storming in my room ad throwing everything on my room and making a big racquet causing me to wake.

So fine. i tried to put up with her shit. I tried. she went all why you leave it all in my room?!!??!?! and i told her calmly cuz my other sis always did that and since i wasnt sure which was HERS so i left it there for her to see for herself. and she went all NOW I HAVE NO PLACE TO SLEEP WHY LEAVE IN MY ROOM.

LIKE GEEZ. YOU SLEEP ON THE CARPET!?!? I DIDNT KNOW THAT!! WOW! IM SO SORRY MAN.

but i didnt say that.. of course. just said it silently in my mind. STILL was trying to keep cool.

then she went all YOU'RE JUST A BRATTY USELESS PERSON LIVING IN THE HOUSE. that CROSSED THE BLOODY LINE - but i STILL tried to remain CALM and STILL tried to put up with shit she was continuosly firing at me.

'why, thank you.'
'I DONT KNOW WHY YOU'RE EVEN BORNED INTO THIS WORLD.'
'i dont know why you're borned either.'
'YOU'RE SO USELESS.'
'wow, thats a really nice thing to say! thank you.'
'GOOD THAT YOU KNOW NOW!'
'thank you.'
'YOU THINK YOU'RE SO GOOD, SO NICE.'
'i believe you think that of yourself. '
'YOU THINK YOU'RE THE BEST'
'PLEASE LAR. ADMIT IT. YOU THINK THAT OF YOURSELF.' <-- yes, i started to lose it here

then i went all..

'WHATEVER MAN. I WANNA SLEEP. just go away.' <-- i was sleepy and i was pissed. dammit. woke up for this shit?
'YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTS TO SLEEP? PILE IT ALL IN MY ROOM HOW AM I SUPPSOED TO SLEEP.' <-- again, i have no idea why she was complaining, it was on the friggin carpet maaan.. she doesnt SLEEP on the carpet she sleeps on the BED. she just wanted to THROW HER TANTRUM and just LET IT OUT ON ME. like wtv.

and i was like.. 'never mind. WTV MAN. just shut up. i want to sleep.'
i know that was stupid to say and i was just making her MORE angry but hey, perhaps thats was what i was trying to do.
'YOU SHUT UP LAR.'
'yea i am. im not the one saying all the shit anyway.'

then she left fuming and shouting somemore. YAY FOR HER! and i tried to sleep. only i was still really riled up so i came to blog. i realise i was being really sarcastic and it was my fault to begin with. but she didnt have to go balistic over it. thats just STUPID. like get a life maaaan. i dont have time for this.

the only improvement was that i didnt really shout that much this time.. even though i know for a fact sarcasm proves to be more annoying and makes people more mad but hey, being sarcastic actually made my temper go dowwwnnnN~~~ so i wasnt really THAT pissed. so as you can see, im not exactly in rage right now. just like.. pissed i was woken up to put up with all that crap.

*mockingly* 'I DONT KNOW WHY YOU'RE BORN INTO THIS WORLD.'

XD. thats a stupid line. seriously. shit. now im laughing about it. XD XD XD. people tend to say really stupid things that dont make sense when they're angry, tahts one of them. HAHHAHAA. XD. i feel so much better after ranting about it. now im gonna go get my sleep. WHEE~~~

some bloody dumbass stole my purse. That idiot. INCONSIDERATE CHILDISH BRAINLESS IDIOT. I WANNA KILL SOMEBODY DAMMIT.

i left it in jo's bag. she left her four bucks in the compartment too. By the time we came back from marching, my purse was gone but the four bucks was still there. BLOODY HELL. i reported to one of the discipline teachers but there was nothing he could do. not that he even LOOKED like he wanted to help anyway.

went to red house room.. sat there feeling sorry for my self wallwing in self pity. then kian nam came in and said some form 2 boy also lost his wallet and found it outside the boys toilet in the dustbin. suddenly i felt this jolt of hope!! but then we couldnt find my purse in the end. YES, even after going through the dustbins filled with heaps and heaps of rubbish.

I was ever so pissed. MY IC WAS IN THERE DAMMIT. THEY COULD'VE AT LEASST SPARED IT. GEEZ.

IDIOTS.

This post will be short cuz mum's asking me to vacuum the floor.

went to the market today with mum cuz i had to buy papercups for sports day (YE program). then we went to buy some veg's and fish and you know.. stuff. Mum asked me to stand at one of the fish stalls and wait for her to come back.. she was gonna buy some more vegs you see, and the fish wasnt ready yet.

So there i was, standing at the fish stall with a hundred papercups in one hand and heavy heavy pork in the other. Surrounded by dead fish. Oh lucky me. The DEAD fishes just looked so SHOCKED and HELPLESS (not that they have any other look).. i couldnt stand it and had to look away. Turned to the back.. another bucket of dead fishes.. front, another stall of dead fishes, right left.. dead fishes. I HAD NO WHERE TO RUN! and to close your eyes is just weird.

they were all LOOKING AT ME. with their eyes open BIIIIGGGGG (not that they can close it). Ugh. some of the fishes eyes were kinda red. perhaps they panicked to much blood shot up to their eyesockets? EEWWW. disgusting.

okay got to go. mum calling.